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Tired of Life! *I was never been very fun but I do like to share quality time with people. Maybe I was not very clever at choosing the people around me because now it feels like, I'm too tired to live for others.* *I was not like this even 10 years ago. But now I'm probably the most boring person you would ever meet!* To me, Boredom means when I can't enjoy myself anymore. As an introvert, I wouldn't claim, I always enjoy people's company. It's okay for me to accept if people leave me alone. But I lose interest when I can find the meaning of myself no more. It's a scary feeling, believe me. img https://unsplash.com/photos/qghuLqyh3nE I hate the continuous struggle to make myself happy. As people's company doesn't usually fulfill me, so I'm the one who can make the job. When I fail myself, I can feel I'm falling apart. Recently, I became in a position where I feel like I've had enough of this life. I can do it no more. Yeah, I'm depressed. I feel very down some days. Some other days I can go smooth but most of the days it's gloomy. I'm bored with my life or maybe everything around me. It doesn't sound good, I know. Believe me, I want to hug life tight just like you. **What I'm doing to reduce my boredom?** Trying to understand my feeling. It's a lot going on inside. Gradually I'm trying to understand the reason that is triggering me so I can deal with them better. I can say, most of the time, now, I know the reasons. Giving myself quality time. It's so very important. I included self-care in my routine. Though some days are very tough and I feel like not getting up from my blanket. But I'm trying my best. Trying to express me and not holding back. Though I always don't feel to let people know about my feelings. But I came to realize how those are sabotaging me inside. It's better to let them come outside. Connecting more with life. I wouldn't say I'm very successful at this. I almost cut off with some people but I'm forcing myself to get back and reconnect. Hope I can do that. Believe me, when you are bored with life, about the people around you; it's tough in every way possible. Because you have no escape, nowhere to hide. It's better to confront, accept and deal with it. That's what I'm trying to do. Hopefully, I would be successful in the long run. This article helped me a lot to understand my boredom, identify my problems, and work accordingly. If you are struggling, I would suggest you read it. https://ideapod.com/tired-of-living/ Have a good day, everyone.
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I know the feeling when you say "I've had enough". Time to time we face this situation where we think, let's say, the whole world is going against us. it's isn't something new, we all face it at some point, what's new is the way we handle it. And I am glad that you are trying to handle it the right way
I know and understand everything. But it feels like letting things go how they are going and isolating myself more. I know I need to get up and do better. I'm trying my best. Thanks for sharing such insight. It means a lot.
Well, GoodLuck with your "trying" I hope everything will get better soon. by the way, thank you so much for your sponsorship.
Thanks for your words. It's my pleasure to support you.
I am not judging you at all! But that kind of feeling comes after a big trauma. Because I have been through this that’s why I can relate. I am also an introvert. I enjoy my own company than other people’s company. But certain incidents happened in my life that made me fed up of myself. But if something made you unhappy just get over it. Forget about it or at least try! Life is beautiful try to spend it the way it deserves to be spent
You got it so right. I have come through a lot recently and I'm fading up with my life. Though I know I can do better but I don't feel the passion for life anymore. I'm trying my best to feel better. Thanks for your understanding and for saying the words.
Try to find a reason to smile! Try doing things that cheer you up’! Spend time with positive people
I sure will. Thanks.
I've been there in the situation wherein I tried to reconnect to other people who used to be my friends back then but it's just too hard especially when they don't know you anymore so it's better to just let it be ..cut the connection then copnnect to other people who lcan bring you strong connection no matter what..