@re-joyce 29 October 2024 more from that month

“I wish I can just talk about things with someone; like sometimes I just want to say I’m depressed and lost and want to stop existing. But I don’t want them to worry about me or be sad about my feelings. I don’t want them to think “oh no idk how to comfort you” or “not this again.” I don’t want to be a burden or “toxic person”. I just want them to understand and then we can go watch the sunset and drink hot chocolate or something.” —flowerais