@rakshata

@rakshata 1 July 2020

Ang Diyos at ang Tao Ang Lumikha ng daigdig ay ang Diyos. Dahil sa kapangyarihan niya, mga kamangha-manghang bagay ay nalikha niya na higit kaysa maiisip ng isang taong siya rin ang Lumikha. Mula pa rin sa awit 104 sa Banal na Aklat pinatutunayan ang maraming bagay na ating nakikita, nalalanghap, nadarama, naririnig sa paligid ay gawa ng Diyos na tagapaglikha. "Sino ba ang Lumikha ng bituin? Sino ba ang sa kanila'y nagpapakilos?" (Is. 40:21). Ang Diyos nating lahat ay ating tagapagkalinga. Ang lahat ng ating pangangailangan ay kanyang ibinibigay. Ito'y malinaw na ipinahayag sa Salmo 23. "Ang Panginoon ang aking Pastol; hindi ako nagkukulang." Kung ang mga ibon at ang mga puno sa kaparangan ay nabubuhay ng walang nag aaruga ay kaniyang pinagpapala, tao pa kaya? Ang kapangyarihan ng Diyos ay unibersal o pangkalahatan, mapagmahal at mahiwaga. Sa pamamagitan ng taglay na kapangyarihan, napalaya niya ang mga Israelita sa Ehipto. Laganap ang kaniyang biyaya, maging ang kapangyarihan niyang taglay ay di malalampasan gaya ng pahayag. "Ang aking isipan ay di ninyo isipan at nagkaisa ang ating daan. Kung paanong ang langit higit na mataas, mataas sa lupa, ang daa't isip ko'y hindi maaabot ng inyong akala." (Is. 55:8-9)

@rakshata 1 July 2020

The Moral and Spiritual dimensions of Man The power and greatness of God God Father is almighty, he created heaven and earth. Savior of the Supreme, He loves us forever…. Human life is very difficult. Only the Great Creator knows the mystery of human creation. Man's likeness to the Lord is a basis that assures us of the creation that we are to occupy at the appointed time of our life with his kingdom. This is God's assurance to us ... "Our Father" is the first two words of the prayer taught by Jesus Christ to the disciples. We call God the Father or Abba because He is our Creator. He created us. "God created and stretched out the heavens!" "God is a wise creator". This is stated in the book of Isaiah, the prophet of Jerusalem. "Who wrote the water of the sea in the palm of his hand? Who can measure the breadth of the sky?" Isa.40: 12-17

@rakshata 1 July 2020

Ang Moral at Ispiritwal na dimensyon ng tao Ang kapangyarihan at kadakilaan ng Diyos Diyos Ama nati'y makapangyarihan, lupa't langit kanyang nilalang. Tagapagligtas ng santinakpan, pagibig niya sa ati'y walang hanggan.... Ang buhay ng tao ay sadyang mahirap. Tanging ang Dakilang Lumikha ang nakababatid ng kahiwagaan ng pagkakalikha sa tao. Ang pagkakawangis ng tao sa Panginoon ay isang batayang nagbibigay katiyakan sa atin mula sa pagkakalalang na tayo'y kukupkupin sa takdang panahon ng ating buhay na kasama sa kanyang kaharian. Ito ang kasiguruhan ng Diyos sa atin... "Ama namin" ang unang dalawang salita sa panalanging itinuro ni Hesukristo sa mga disipulo. Ang tawag natin sa kinikilalang Diyos ay Ama o Abba sapagkat siya ang ating manlilikha. Tayo ay kanyang nilikha. "Ang diyos ang lumikha at nagladlad ng kalangitan!" "Ang Diyos ay marunong na manlilikha". Ipinahayag ito sa aklat ni Isaias, ang propeta ng Jerusalem. "Sino ang sumulat ng tubig sa dagat sa kanyang palad? Sino ang makasusukat sa lawak ng kalangitan?" Is.40:12-17

@rakshata 30 June 2020

Covid-19 Ito ay base lamang sa pananaw ko at sa kung anong napapansin ko tungkol sa pandemya. Gusto ko ang pamamalakad ni Pangulong Duterte, wala akong masasabi sa kanya. Mahirap lang talaga ang kinakaharap natin ngayon at Oo, sang ayon ako sa sinabe nya na kulang ang pondo natin o baka nagkakamali ako sa pananaw ko pero dito sa lugar namin, napakaraming positibo na apektado at nakakapagtaka kung totoong may pondo pa tayo para sa pagkain at tulong medikal sa mga sumasagupa sa pandemya? Bakit kailangan maging maluwag ang mga pasilyo, kalsada, eskinita kung alam naman natin na maaari tayong mahawa anumang oras o baka dahil kaya niluwagan ng Pangulo ang mga iilang lugar sa bansa natin ay iniisip nya na bukod sa kulang na ang ating pondo ay mamamatay din tayo sa kagutuman. Naaawa ako sa iilang kababayan natin. Walang makain, walang masilungan, hindi nila alam kung ligtas ba sa kanilang mga sinisilungan ngayon at sana, hiling ko ang pagkakaisa natin. Kung kaya natin magbahagi para sa iilan, alam ko na pare pareho tayo na makakaalis din dito. Napakahirap ngayon. Magtulungan tayo. Wag natin sisihin ang isa't isa o ang Pangulo o kung sino mang Lider ang namamalakad sa mga distrito natin. At kung meron man? Hayaan na lang natin ang panahon ang maningil sa kanila. Maging positibo tayo ngayon. Magtulungan tayo mga kapatid.

@rakshata 29 June 2020

It hurts. We started in a difficult situation, especially when our relationship was new. I met her pregnant with another man but because I loved her, I gradually accepted her. I accepted his personality. I see a lot of secrets, secrets that I can only see on her. I heard those secrets from her and I was glad she trusted me. I didn't disappoint her. All I can think about is - "I'm with her, we will overcome it." I supported her to the best thatI can. I am a simple man, living a simple life and having my own beliefs. I didn't have a job at the time. I also know someone who says: "Women can leave you anytime without a job". I did not listen because I did not see in her the possibilities that she would leave me, what I thought was "she just couldn't do it". I promised myself that I would 'bring her back to herself' and I did, but despite that she has been changing. She was getting hurt talking and as I listened to her in my mind, 'we're going to keep doing this, she's slowly changing, I don't know her anymore, she's just moving away from me', that part of my life is painful. Gradually I could see her laughing at me, coming home early, drunk. I do everything for her, I also get her some financial help when she comes to work and she is well off but I often give up. SHe was the one who worked for both of us but because I was understanding and patient, I have to. I don't ask her for money, I also spend our daily food, and I only spend with my parents. I defend her with my family sometimes when I don't like what I hear. But they were right 'you've changed, I don't know you anymore' - I always had that in mind. We often quarreled, until she finally returned home - my parents' home. It also took about a month and more before she showed up again. We also have a daughter, and her name is Ninya. I decided that we were going to live in my parents' house because her family treated me differently than they would have liked me to, with the opportunity to introduce me as their daughters' friend '. I just watched it on television before, I even laughed when I saw it, I even scolded 'your drama', I just couldn't imagine it would happen. That time she was planning to go abroad. She didn't even told me because she knew Im not agree to her plan to go abroad, but it was too late. I just found out that she'll be leaving in a month. A month passed and the day of her departure was approaching. We also have no formal goodbyes. She was in Japan. It was painful but I dont want to waste all effort and patience that she gave to go there. When she was in Japan, we talked often, until very rarely, until once a week. I ask her if she has a problem, she said 'nothing' , I worry that something is wrong. I feel it. Until that day comes, "let's 'cool-off' first" , she said. I couldn't even say a word to what she said in the chat. I just said, 'but why?', And the chat didn't even follow up on that conversation, until I found out he had a 'Japanese' boyfriend. I don't tell my siblings, my parents what ive been, going through, I have a sibling who doesn't like me, he always laugh at me, kind of he wants me be in trouble, I'm embarrassed, i cant forget that day he was shaming me in front of the house of my parents, it feels like im not a part of them. I didn't even show to my daughter (Ninya) what her daddy was going through, I didn't know what to do with those times. My feelings were mixed with emotions, and one day I took her to 'Mcdo' her favorite. I spent all my money on it just to see that she was happy to eat even the two of us while I saw her play. At the same time, I was in tears and I was prevented from crying because I didn't want anyone to see me crying that day. She asked me, "I missed Mom", quoting the four-year-old, "It will come home", I said. I cried as I saw her smile, eat, as if something were missing from my personality. I always embrace boredom. I used to watch that girl until she fell asleep. "Shes my only ally", I said to myself. At nightfall and I feel like the people around me are asleep, I pray, I tell God all the good, all the bad things, the emotions, I asked him to help me, I get through it. All of that I write in a notebook. This will serve as my memories for her. I started to write in a diary about things from before I met her until our relationship ended. October 28, 2012 - September 2016. Even though we're gone, I'm still writing in the notebook, once a while, until no more. Many good things happened too, and I will never forget all those memories until I get older.

@rakshata 29 June 2020

Aquarius Nagsimula kami sa mahirap na sitwasyon, lalo't bago lang ang relasyon namin. Nakilala ko sya na buntis sa ibang lalaki pero dahil mahal ko sya, unti-unti kong tinanggap yon. Tinanggap ko ang pagkatao nya. Marami akong nakikitang lihim, lihim na sa kanya ko lang makikita. Narinig ko mula sa kanya ang mga lihim na 'yon at ikinatuwa ko dahil pinagkatiwalaan nya ko. Hindi ko sya binigo. Lalo kong pinagtibay sarili ko, alam kong kahit ako hindi alam ang pinapasok o sabihin na nating' pagiging mapusok'. Ang tanging nasa isip ko lang non ay - "kasama ko siya, mapagtatagumpayan namin 'to." Sinuportahan ko siya sa abot ng makakaya ko. Simple lang akong lalaki, simple rin ang pamumuhay at may sarili ring paniniwala. Wala rin akong trabaho nung panahong 'yon. May kakilala rin ako na ang sabi: "Ang mga babae pwede kang iwan anytime lalo't wala kang trabaho". Hindi ako nakinig kase hindi ko nakikita sa kanya yung mga posibilidad na iiwan niya ko, ang nasa isip ko non "mukhang hindi naman niya magagawa sakin yon". Ipinangako ko sa sarili ko na 'ibabalik ko ulit yung confident nya sa sarili' at nagawa ko naman, pero sa kabila non unti unti siyang nagbabago, unti unting nagbabago pakikitungo niya sakin. Nagiging masakit na siya magsalita at habang pinakikinggan ko siya nasa isip ko non, 'magtatagal pa kaya kami kung ganito, unti unti siyang nagbabago, hindi ko na siya nakikilala, unti unti siyang lumalayo sakin', masakit yung parte ng buhay ko na yon. Unti unti ko siyang nakikitaan ng pagkasawa sakin, umuuwi ng madaling araw, lasing. Ginagawa ko lahat para sa kanya, ako din ang nag aabot sa kanya ng tulong pinansyal pag papasok sa trabaho at baon na rin nya pero madalas kulang ang nabibigay ko. Siya ang may trabaho saming dalawa pero dahil maunawain ako at pasensyoso, nagpasensya ako. Hindi ako humihingi ng pera sa kanya, ako din ang gumagastos sa pagkain namin araw araw, at nakikitira lang kami sa mga magulang ko. Pinagtatanggol ko siya sa pamilya ko minsan pag hindi ko gusto mga naririnig ko. Pero tama sila 'bat nga ba ganon ka na, bat nagbago ka, hindi na kita kilala' - nasa isip ko palagi yan. Dumalas ng dumalas pagtatalo namin, hanggang sa hindi na siya tuluyang umuwi pa sa bahay namin - bahay ng mga magulang ko. Inabot din ng isang buwan at mahigit bago sya nagpakita ulit saken. May anak din kami, babae sya at Ninya ang pangalan nya. Napagdesisyunan ko na doon na lang kami titira sa bahay ng mga magulang ko dahil iba ang trato sakin ng pamilya nya na parang ayaw nila sakin, may pagkakataon na ipinakilala ako bilang 'kaibigan' lang ng anak nila. Napapanood ko lang 'to sa telebisyon dati, tawang tawa pa nga ako pag nakakapanood ako ng ganito, sinasabe ko pa nga 'ang da-drama nyo', hindi ko lubos maisip na mangyayari rin pala sakin. Nagpakatatag ako para sa batang yon na palagi kong kasama habang wala ang nanay niya. Dumating yung panahon na may binuo siyang lihim na hindi niya sinabe saken agad, nagpaplano siyang mag abroad. Hindi niya sinabe sakin dahil alam niyang hi-hindi ako pero huli na. Nalaman ko na lang na aalis na siya pagkalipas ng isang buwan. Dinibdib ko yon. Lumipas ang isang buwan at papalapit ng papalapit ang araw ng pag alis niya. Wala rin kaming pormal na pagpapaalam. Sa Japan 🇯🇵 ang punta niya. Masakit pero nandon na, ayokong masayang yung pinaghirapan niya. Nung nasa Japan 🇯🇵 na siya, madalas ang pag uusap namin, hanggang naging madalang, hanggang naging minsan na lang. Tinatanong ko siya kung may problema ba, wala siyang sinasabe saken, nag aalala ako na parang may hindi tama. Nararamdaman ko yon. Hindi ko alam kung anong tawag don, they called it 'instinct' daw or kung ano man yon. Hanggang sa dumating yung araw na,'cool-off' muna tayo', sabe nya. Hindi ako nakapag salita nung sinabe niya yon sa 'chat'. Ang nasabe ko lang, 'pero bakit?', at hindi na nasundan pa ng chat ang pag uusap na 'yon, hanggang sa nalaman ko na lang na may nobyo siyang 'Japanese' . Hindi ko pinapaalam sa mga kapatid ko, sa magulang ko yung pinagdadaanan ko, may kapatid ako na hindi ko kasundo, pinagtatawanan ako, tipong gustong gusto niyang nahihirapan ako, pinapahiya ako, tumatak sakin yung araw na yon na pinapahiya niya ko sa tapat ng bahay ng mga magulang ko, yung tipong ibang tao ako sa kanila. Hindi ko rin pinapakita sa batang yon (Ninya) kung anong pinagdadaanan ng tatay nya, wala akong kakampi nung mga panahon na yon. Halo-halong emosyon ang bitbit ko, at isang araw dinala ko ang anak ko sa 'Mcdo' kaso paborito daw nya yon. Inubos ko yung dala dala kong pera makita ko lang na masaya siyang kumakain kahit kaming dalawa lang habang nakikita ko siyang naglalaro. Kasabay non na napapaluha ako at pinipigilan kong 'wag maiyak kase ayokong may makakita sakin lalot nasa'Mcdo' kami. Tinanong niya ko, "Pa miss ko na si Mama", banggit ng apat na taong gulang na bata, "Uuwi din yon Ninya", sambit ko. Naiiyak ako habang nakikita ko siyang ngumingiti, kumakain, na parang may kulang sa pagkatao ko. Palagi kong niyayakap ang inip. Palagi kong pinagmamasdan ang batang yon hanggang sa pagtulog. "Siya na lang ang kakampi ko", sambit ko sa sarili. Pagsasapit ang gabi at pakiramdam ko tulog na ang mga tao sa paligid bukod sakin, nananalangin ako, kinukuwento ko lahat sa diyos lahat ng mabuti, lahat ng hindi magagandang nangyari, mga emosyon, hinihiling na tulungan niya ko, na malagpasan ko 'to. Lahat ng 'yon isinusulat ko sa isang kwaderno. Ito ang magsisilbing alala ko para sa kanya. Sinimulan kong mag sulat sa kwaderno (diary) ng mga bagay tungkol sakin noong bago ko siya nakilala hanggang magtapos ang relasyon namin. October 28, 2012 - September 2016. Kahit wala na kami, nagsusulat pa rin ako sa kwaderno, hanggang sa naging minsan na lang, hanggang sa hindi na. Madami ring magagandang nangyari madami ring hindi at babaunin ko lahat ng alaalang 'yon hanggang sa pagtanda ko. -Marck B.

@rakshata 16 June 2020

Facts Introvert: Myth #1 introverts dont like people. On the contrary, Introverts intensely value the few friends they have. They can count their close friends on one hand. If you are lucky enough for an introvert to consider you a friend, you probably have a loyal ally for life. Once you have earned their respect as being a person of substance, you’re in. Myth #2– Introverts don’t like to go out in public. Nonsense. Introverts just don’t like to go out in public FOR AS LONG. They also like to avoid the complications that are involved in public activities. They take in data and experiences very quickly, and as a result, don’t need to be there for long to “get it.” They’re ready to go home, recharge, and process it all. In fact, recharging is absolutely crucial for Introverts. Myth #3– Introverts always want to be alone. Introverts are perfectly comfortable with their own thoughts. They think a lot. They daydream. They like to have problems to work on, puzzles to solve. But they can also get incredibly lonely if they don’t have anyone to share their discoveries with. They crave an authentic and sincere connection with ONE PERSON at a time.

@rakshata 16 June 2020

Myths Facts About Introverts : Myth #1 – Introverts don’t like to talk. This is not true. Introverts just don’t talk unless they have something to say. They hate small talk. Get an introvert talking about something they are interested in, and they won’t shut up for days. Myth #2 – Introverts are shy. Shyness has nothing to do with being an Introvert. Introverts are not necessarily afraid of people. What they need is a reason to interact. They don’t interact for the sake of interacting. If you want to talk to an Introvert, just start talking. Don’t worry about being polite. Myth #3 – Introverts are rude. Introverts often don’t see a reason for beating around the bush with social pleasantries. They want everyone to just be real and honest. Unfortunately, this is not acceptable in most settings, so Introverts can feel a lot of pressure to fit in, which they find exhausting.

@rakshata 16 June 2020

YOU ... You show up everyday with a wish leaving your lips, you will make it through this you say. You have not missed a day and I can’t thank you enough. I’ve gotten you confused for a shooting star so many times, I’m sure they’re quite jealous of you. I know we aren’t close to perfection, but if I accept your flaws anymore than I did this past year, is it okay if I call you perfect? For where my heart breaks, you fill it with cement. For where it dries, you use a stick to write quotes about distance, oh how a million miles wouldn’t make a difference as long as I smile today. You show tenderness, love and delicacy where I am cruel and cold, you show bluntness and sluggishness where I am beating around the bush. I have grown attached to you, but I have also grown into my own bruised skin in some way. Although the days may be grey and sometimes frosty, you say sunlight is an adorer and a sweetheart waiting around the corner, we just have to look for it somewhere. If I go looking for you amongst the cosmos, I bet you will be wherever little baby stars are born. Atlas and Electra would bow down to you. You give each one of them a name because what’s lonelier than a toddler who has no name. We put ink on papers of what we go through the day and to make sense of that day, I know you’ll be here and there when the sky talks about making changes. We’ve been spending our two-bits and dimes to see both sides of the story and I have become a better man because of you. I know I still have a long way to go, but as long as you’re around. There’s nothing I can’t do. My darling, my dearest, how in the world did they come up with you? Was it the time you fell in love with the clouds? I heard rain is the awaited phone call that my roof has been waiting for. We all search for home within people we care about, if I ever need to feel safe, I know you’re just an inch away from where my heart beats. You know something? Even if I stopped breathing, you could probably take my breath away without giving me a single thing in return. My darling, my dearest, my love, when did they leave your bristles with such colors? Was it the time they asked for your hand? We all bruise a little when asked about commitment, but I’ve been committed to figuring you out ever since you said I love you. My darling, my dearest, do your teardrops cry too? Listen slowly now. That must be the rain. I know we live for the dew on roses, but somewhere out there among gardens I haven’t grown much– every bloom is still waiting to meet you.

@rakshata 16 June 2020

The best advice... Save money every week! It doesn't matter how much, just save! Listen to your parents advice. At the end of the day, they are the only ones who want the best for you. Choose your friends wisely as you are the product of your environment. Learn to be alone and independent. Educate yourself - ready, read, read ! Be healthy and look after your body. Dont wait for someone to love you; learn to love yourself first! You'll be okay.

@rakshata 16 June 2020

I think I think you have to be completely who you are. Not kind of trying to be like somebody else, not kind of trying to fit into a box, whatever it is.. that you are, that you know, that you love, that you stand for. Don't apologize and completely be true to it.