@rah 4 November 2021 more from that month

So you may wonder why there has been so little Noise from me for the last couple of days. And maybe I am being a bit too open saying this, but... BabyRah is at that stage where he sometimes gets quite grumpy (in English we would say grizzling) and he is far more demanding of MamaRah than me and with her taking SOLE care of him at night (he still isnt sleeping through) she is really struggling. So during the day she is only really looking after him while I am working and other than that I am pretty much fulltime with BabyRah. So the long and the short is that while I pretty much get to sleep at night she only has interrupted sleep and she still can't sleep when he does. Added to this I do seem to have a daddy superpower of being able to put him to sleep in a maximum of 15 minutes. Usually 7 or 8 but my personal best is 90 seconds whereas for MamaRah it can often take half an hour so frankly it is easier when I do it. So it has squeezed literally everything out, and I am only posting now because we managed to get him down relatively early tonight. the only time i get is when he sleeps and tbh I need to sleep then too. So to put it succinctly I am doing what i can and it is leaving me nothing. This balance will need redressing. Hope it is temporary but just wanted to let you all know I am still about.... RAH