Woke up with a Blessing🙏
Every "gising" is a blessing also means Every day is a blessing .Most of us usually say this greeting ,when we posts something in social media or when we greet somebody in the morning
I posted here before that im always trying my luck joining in every give aways on Twitter ,wherever its just s retweet or following their account on Twitter,Telegram or Discord.Or you cam even answer some Gleam..its like a fillup form and you just have all the task.Usually they will ask for your Trust wallet or Bsc sep20.
Thats what i usually do when im breastfeeling my youngest haha. Or when i had a tomeout on my house chores.Checking my Twitter or Facebook accounts looking for something to join on some Cryptocurrency groups.
Why not? If its free and its just a matter of following the task..Just do whats on the rules .
The other night iwas looking at some of my crypto wallet just checking if something came or checking if i win.Ijust saw ionly had P480 left on my Trustwallet And most of my apps had a 0 balance ahaah they are all just for display
Its also my habit to check my main wallet address on Trustwallet / Metamask on Blockscan.com .Hoping to find something lol.
Then when i saw that P480...Ijust said...Lord thankyou for all the blessings ..please let me.win again ahahha.Isaid we already need some diaperqs and vitamins.Lord please help us..🙏🤧
Then after i prayed i didint notice i fell asleep.hahaha.
The. when i woke.up.yesterday. Again i just said ihope.something miracle will happen. My other eye was still shut when iwas to what i saw. Igot 50 BUSD on my Trust wallet.ithough at first its was just a glitch .But when i refesh it its really there. haha.Ithought iwas dreaming ahhaha
Maybe for other its a small amount but for me,Its already a big amount of penny.coz ican provide something for my family.Idont know where it came from ,ididnt have a notification on Twitter or Facebook mentioning my name or tagging my name that i won $50.
Thankyou Lord...huhu You are really my Saviour.
And thanks to some of my friend who helped me to convert to Peso right away.
I bought right away my kids need and i gave and send true Gcash P500 pesos or $10 to my Father .Its been a long time since a gave something for him .This will help.him a little bit
Thanks for reading.Im sharing this lucky Clover to share my Luck to you guys 🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀
What if's and Maybe's
Making an article is a struggle for me...Coz i admit,im not that intelligent or witty ,or had a wide vision to see things .Im not that person who had a inspirational mindset lol.But ijust wanna thanks some people here at read.cash and noise.cash who appreciated my article even though it had a very low quality article .hehe
There is some things that comes to my mind while im trying my self to sleep.
My What If's and Maybe's in Life
⭕First what if I got a perfect family and my parents are still together?
💔Maybe my life is better? Because my parents are there for us?.They work for our needs...we will be guided until we finished our studies.Maybe we didnt need to make ourselfs live with other people,pleasing other people.Maybe this is the reason why icannot completely open myself to my parents until now. Because i blamed to all the struggles ive been through when i was a kid to them.maybe we are still living together.
Please dont judge me or say "i should forgive them. and whatever happens they are still my parents" ..iAlready knew that..and i already forgave them.🙃Im just saying my point of view if they never got separated.
⭕What if ididnt ran away from home at the age of 14?
🙃Maybe im already in prison hahaah.Maybe i already killed my cousin who molested and tried to rape me..Yes i ran away from home because of him..Ihad no where to go😶
⭕What if i didnt ran away and let things happen?
🤔Maybe i finished studying,Maybe i finish my college and had a degree?
Educated but not happy.Coz iknew im devastated inside.
Maybe im at work now and had a meeting? eheheh.
⭕What If ididnt met my ex partner before where would i be now? (My eldest son's Father)
🤔Maybe im working now abroad, Maybe im still in Japan ? im sure i had a family too and married to my bestfriend Japanese..Iwonder how is Hiroshi now lol.
⭕What if I stayed to my Korean ex boyfriend and never went abroad?
😏Maybe im still a hard drinker? hahaha
Maybe i still have a 1 son because that korean doesnt like to have kids because he said he dont like to have responsibility .He is afraid of marriage life.. Yes ihad a oppa before.lol But not your typical oppa that is young and very handsome lol
⭕What if we didnt get through Pandemic?
🤔Maybe im still a online seller and still doing Live selling of bags.This pandemic made me stopped coz no one is buying my bags already that time .whos gonna buy a bag when they are just at home? heheeh.
There are more what if's thats running to my mind. ...but im gonna end it here... Becaue ithink my depression is atacking me again because of my own topic...
Iremembered all the past...iremembered some of my not so good memories and bad people from the past..
How about u? do u also have what if's and Maybe's in life?
Thanks for reading my article...Hope you all had a goodday.
"Pancit" A Birthday Trademark of Filipinos
Maganda araw sa inyong lahat..Magtatagalog muna ako ngayon kasi masakit ang ulo ko kasi naulanan ako kanina..haha
Di gumagana utak ko magisip ng aking Barok English hahaha.
Nag uwe nung nakaraang araw ang byenan ko ng mga gulay galing sa Tanay Rizal na bigay daw sa kanyang kaibigan .Meron syang uwing ibat ibang gulay kagaya ng Broccoli ,talbos, sayote, kamatis, carrots at repolyo at baguio beans .
Nailuto na namin agad ung iba. Pero meron pang natira sayote ,repolyo ,carrots at baguio beans.
Kahapon pa medjo maulan.Alam nyo na ..Kapag maulan..Masarap kumain hahaha.Naisipan kong magluto ng pancit bihon habang natutulog ang mga anak ko kanina.Meron namang natiran squid balls sa ref namin kaya yun nalang ginamit kong pang rekado sa aking pancit .Tas konti chicharon My tira pa kasi kaming chicharon pang munggo sana yun.
Madali lang naman magluto ng Pancit gisa gisa lang hehe.Ayoko ilagay dito pano magluto at nakakahiya hahahah.
Check nyu nalang sa youtube paano pero eto ung luto ko..
Feeling ko di masarap luto ko ngayon kasi walang kinchay heheh mukha kasi akong kinchay basta pancit At saka atay ng manok.Kaso ayaw nila ng atay dito kami lang ng byenan ko lalake nakain nun heehe.
Anyways At nauna nagising si Hubby.Nakita nya agad ang niluto kong pancit. Sabay sabi..
"O pancit? bat sino my birthday?"
Sagot ko naman. " Wala lang.masisira na kasi ung gulay sa ref kaya pinansit ko nalang"
At dumaan ang byenan kong babae after 30mins. My dala pa syang donut .Nakita ang lamesa..Pero nagmamadali lang sya.
"O sino my birthday? meron bako namissed na my birthday?.Sakto eto my uwe akong donut. Pero aalis na ulit kami kasi my lakad pa kami dinaan ko lang to."
Tugon ko naman" Ay wala po mama..masira na kasi ung inuwe nyung gulay nung nkaraang araw kaya niluto ko po kesa masira."
At lumabas naman hipag ko sa kwarto nila.Inaya ko kumain ng meryenda.
"Kain ka pancit oh."
sagot nya"Anu to bigay nila tita nanay? "
"Hindi luto ko yan..inaantay ko nga baka meron ibigay na pagkain heheh"
"ay akala ko bigay nila tita kasi diba birthday nya ngaun ..oo nga sana may ibigay mukhang masarap yung menudo eh ..nakita ko sa picture " sabi nya.
Nagising nadin c eldest at tinwag ko kako kumain na .
" bakit mommy sino my birthday?"
Diko na matiis. ahhaha
"Ano ba kayo..lahat kayo isip nyo my birthday hahahaha Wala lang my natira lng gulay na malapit na kasi masira kaya niluto ko na kaya nagpancit ako."
Natatawa nalang aq sa mga reaksyon nila at kumento nung makita ang luto kong pancit..Akala talaga my birthday hahaha.
Pag dito talaga satin basta mgpancit my birthday na agad ehehe..Pero pag naman mismo handaan .Hindi naman yan ang pinaka pinapansin eheheh.Ung cake naman .. diba hehehe
Osha kakain nadin ako ng Pancit.
Happy birthday nalang sa my birthday today ehehhe.
My cousin's Wedding Day and our Thrift shop Hunting.
Hello to all i posted before that we attend a bridal shower party last time..
Now ill tell you what happen after that party.Our preparation for the wedding.
They told us that their going to get our daughter as a flower girl but because of the church protocol ,kids are not allowed inside the church.So she will just walk on the aisle of the venue after church wedding
We were given 5 yards of fabric so that we could find the Dressmaker to follow the design we wanted for my daughter's gown. We just added a lace for her gown.We just cut a little bit piece from my own old cardigan lace instead of buying new fabric.hehe
I searched at Pinterest for designs right away.And luckily we find a perfect design for her. The weddings theme and motives are rustic orange and Filipiñiana inspired .So the guess are required to follow the required attire for the special event .
This is the design that we chosen.We went to the nearest computer shop to print it out so we can give it to the dress maker the copy of it for her reference .
Luckily we found very good Dressmaker right away and her service was so fast and so cheap.She only charged us 300 pesos for making my daughter's gown.She.immediatly get my daughter's body sizes right away .And she made that gown only for 2days.
And heres the finished product..Does it look like 300 pesos ?
Maybe its not look as the same like on the reference but she made my daughters gown professionaly .Ilove that baloon style of the sleeve.It is called Butterfly sleeve .
And ofcourse we looked for our outfit too.
We went to thrift shop to look for perfect attire without hurting our budget.Before they dont like my idea of buying to thrift store but now its a habit that we only buy clothes there because its more cheaper than buying on department store.just being practical hehe.Ithink we spend 2hours looking for the right clothes for us.hahah.This is one if our bonding time.
You just have to search patiently thats the key ehhehe.And after that you just have to handwash it and put a little amount of vinegar to make sure its really cleaned and discenfected
Igot these rustic orange dress for only P180 hehee
My partner found a white printed polo and it cost only P140
My eldest son got a pants and a polo set for only 200pesos..hehe
We also got a white polo longsleeve and floral orange polo for our youngest son for only P25 pesos each hehhe.
and when the cashier told us how much all the clothes that we chosen they gave us more discount after the total hehehe.
And the day past by so fast.
WEDDING DAY
Idid all our hair makeup.Yes ican do a little bit of it Because before iused to practice makeup when im.bored and i also watched some tutorials. Good thing igot my own blower and flat iron and make ups so thats what iused for.me and my daughter
.We are on our way to the church they said we have to rush coz the wedding is going to start and they said they need our daughter to walk to the aisle which at the first place they told us that the kids are not allowed inside the church..hahaha
yes we are late coz they message us last minute that plans had change hehe.
These are some photo at the church.
Good thing daugher is game for pictorial.
here are our family photos heheh
4pm we arrived at the venue but before the feast there is alot of games and Tiktok dance from the grooms mens and bridesmate that entertained the guest
My cousin really look eligant and simple here.Im happy that she found her love of her life.They meet on the mountain haha .They are both mountain climbers.That time she was heart broken because she just broke up with her ex.Thats the time she made her self busy by joining on some climbing groups.
Thanks for reading my article.Ihope some day i can post my own wedding here haha.
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Some random Questions.
Its been how many days im inactive here.Hope you are all doing ok after all what happens this past few days .Election was just finished although they are not yet announcing the final result.Toxic news evrywhere.
Ifound these random Deep Question in Social media..and i wanna try answering it
If you want to take this challenge to answer too just copy and answer it hehe
✨DEEP QUESTIONS✨
1.What is the dream that you always had?Is there any dreams that you gave up?And why?
"I always dream to have my own house with a big farm.Yes there are alot of dreams that i gave up but icannot say iregreted it because i gave it up for the sake of my family.Like idreamed to live in other country ."
2.What something you wish for in your life that isnt a material object
"After my husband became a dialysis patient .My wish before for my self,not im terms of material had changed
Now im just wishing and praying for his fast recovery..so we can be with him more for my kids future.
3.What is a compliment you wish you to hear more often?
Before:
"You look slim and sexy..you look like a 23yrs old !."lol thats when is still single haha
NOw:
"Oh your kids are all looking great and healthy,what is there vitamins? "
idont know....but ifeel offended and irresponsible mom when other people saying that my kids looks thin and not eating well.Specially when there is a family gathering..Relatives often comparing their kids to other people kids haha.
4.What is a question you've always been curious about that you dont have an answer to?What question that you like have an answer to?
"How do rich people sleep ?haha."
"why do rich people having a hard time to treat good other people that are not wealthy as them"
5.In what ways do you think you become a better person?
"ithink ill become a better person if ijust focus on my family ,or on myself..Be contented and thankful for what ihave .Stop being greedy. And be kind to always specialy to animals hahaha if you know what i mean hahaa."
6.What FEELING do you miss the most?
" Imiss the feeling when i still got a money lol. coz other people will treat you right when you got a money hahaha .But i already learned my lesson. I already saw their true colors hahaha."
7.What is the one you want to let go for this year?
"i want to let go my old me...my childhood memories. ihope ican just forget alll about it so ican move on with my life"
8.What advice would **you give to the younger generation?**
"Just enjoy your life guys! if you want to have a love life its ok but please dont get pregnant hahaha! Having a jids is a blessing but when you got a child at the early age theres alot of things you cannot do anymore.. hehe
Invest on the things that will nake you grow. not on the things you cant controll and can only give you headache.Love your family specially your self! "
9.Do you think you are a old or young soul?Do you ever feel as if you dont belong in the generation that you were born with?
Ithink im a old soul. Ihate crowded and loud places. if only icould have a chance i want to be born on old generation...No dramas...no hatred..Just being happy and simple.
10.What is your Butterfly effect?What major moment in your life that altered your life today?
Ithink my Butterfly effect was when i saw for the firstime my 1st born my life really changes when he came to. my life .I became a different person after i had him ..maybe because i was born on a broken family .When i was alone before i was so selfish and i just cared about myself ..
ihope you answer this questions too..some of the question was hard for me to answer but i tried my very best to answered it . Maybe im not that open to other people yet coz im afraid to be judge by other.....hope youre having a goodday.
Special Day
Yesterday was mother's day ,And most of us dont really celebrate this kind of event .
But this year we exprienced to celebrate it despite of my husband situation .He is the one who prepared all of it.With the help of my kids and my sister in law.
He ordered in advanced for the food coz he knows there will be alot of people outside yesterday
They went to the cakeshop yesterday without telling us..He said they will just go to the drugstore to buy some of his medication .
And iwas surprised when they came home .My daughter is running and looking for me.
She was holding a flower and a chocolate with a heart case on it.
Happy moms day mommy...then she hugged me.
And isaw that they also bought a cake from Red ribbon.Even though ididnt saw the cake...iknow what flavor its was coz my partner biught it together with our daughter...haahha Its a black forest cake.My daughter called it CHERRY CAKE hahaha .
She doesnt like anything else whe it comes to cake .😅But when it comes to that Blackforest cake she really doesnt like to eat the cake...She just like the cherry on top hahaha.
Then iwas surprised when the dinner comes ..
Theres a spaghetti,Beef Sinigang ,sautee Broccoli and my favorite Karekare with Letchong Kawali.
They also prepared this for my mother in law.And we are both happy that they didnt forgot about this special day for us.
And timing my daughter had a school activity that she had to.make a Happy valentines card .
Ijust helped here what she will write on that card And she is the one who decorated it.
Then we had to.make.a selfie and send it to ther groupchat in messenger.
Iwas touched by my mother inlaws responsed to my facebook posted greeting her a happy mothersday
.Ijust posted this morning coz iwant my post to get noticed hahah ..Ididnt post yesterday coz theres a flood of greetings everywhere lol.
How about you guys..what did you do yesterday?
Ihope you made it special for your mom or your wife.
Even there is no gift,chocolate or special celebration..We should atleast greet them for the appreciation Because they really deserved that.Even its not MothersDay we should always be thankful.for all of our mothers sacrifices for us..
Even not blood related. we should thank all the people.who had been good to us. Specially who acted like a mother to us.
Thanks for reading my article for today.ihope you vote wisely hehe.
Abused
Have you experienced to get abused physically and emotionally by someone? It will mentally and emotionally destroyed you.. it will dived deep to their mind that they will carry it all of their life.
Ive experienced to get abused physically...Its just hurtful ,traumatic experienced coz its the cousin that ive trusted alot..and until now i still remember what he did to me.
igrew up in a broken family.So my other relatives adopted me so they can send me to school.. iwas there helper at home in exchange of that .
I also work partime on their small eatery ..i was their cashier that time..Iwork 6pm to 6am. Their eatery is 24/7 open.
Oneday i went home earlier coz im not feeling well..And when i laid down..Ifell asleep immediately.Idont know how long ifell asleep but suddenly iwokeup because icannot breath properly because something was on my top.I was shock when i saw that it was my cousin.Itried to push him but he is so strong that icant even move.
He attempted to rape me ..Goodthing we heard somebody opened the door down stairs.Thats when i manage to escape and after that ..i left home without them knowing the real reason why i leaved.Until now they didnt know the reason ..All they know that i run away because i have a boyfriend which is not true.
When there is a family reunion ..i avoided him as much as i can .Icant even look at him directly Icaught him many times looking at me... I feel so akward that i want to vanished right away...
Her younger sister was veey close to me..But ofcourse i dont have a courage to tell her what his brother did to me before..
Then iwent to my other cousins home in the province. Same thing happened again...I was taking a bath and i saw my older cousin watching me through window.I just escaped again coz theres alot of realtives on that compound. He got scared too when i told him that iwill tell to our grandparents what he did to me.
Ijust move on silently...But ialways carried that burden in my mind.
Thats why now...that i already have kids specially my daughter...i dont just leave her to somebody even on our closest realatives coz i was scared that she will experience what i exprienced before.
I tried my best to be with them all the time..Thats why idont want them out of my sight.
idont trust easily ...its good to be paranoid than sorry..
And it gets me more worried when i watch news at television or pages on facebook about children who had been abused by their realtives ...even their own father molested them!..Go to hell those perve*ts!
Thanks for reading take care of your love ones...and take care of yourselfs too.
Pickles and Waffles
Hello read.cash people just wanna share our kittens again
Pickles(gray) & waffles (calico)
These are our new kittens.
Ialready shared about them.lastime.
They turned 1month old yesterday...time flies so fast.
They already know how to use the litter sand huah..
..Its just sad that one of their siblings died on the day they were born. theyre supposed to be three.
Look at those face huah so cute !
my daughter is the one looking after them always. .She checked them always speacially whe she woke up in the morning.
We will keep the calico. the 3color kitten..Gray one idont know yet if we rehome it coz its my daughters favorite.
ifeed them with my home made cat food..squash and chicken and they really loved it!
Later iwill cook mackarel and squash for them.Yes squash is the key! hehehe
dont underestimate the power of squash ..hehe they will pump your pets so fast.
Usually i let the owner take it home when they reached 3months old .Yes its really hard to let them go specially when you got really attached to them... And it really hard to let go when your daughter is crying and begging not to gave them to their new owner.lol But our friends really wanted our Mommas cats kitten coz they really found her really pretty.And they are a cat lover too.I agree before because they just live nearby so we visited there cats once in a while.
Thanks for reading my very short article..I just want to share my happiness seeing them growing so fast.
Surprise Bridal Shower Party
This party is becoming popular these past few years .Ihope ican experience it too when i get marry .Yes im still single in terms of paper lol.
Anyways , Last january I experienced to attend this party for the very first time.Because our cousin got married last February 15 2022. So her eldest sister prepared this party for her as a surprise.
Her older sister contacted us to help her to make this party possible in just 2days. She even made a groupchat that is only limited to us. Because it was a surprise we are very careful not to tell it to other people .
Her older sister made a reservation on a nearby resort for 1day. .Its a 5minute walk from.their house .
And then that day came so fast. And you know what we didnt expect? We are the only guest on that resort that day.Thats why it seems like we rented the whole resort that day ..heheh
She even managed to ordered some decoration online in advance.We are the one who attached the decorations at the walls.
She said he just needed our presence and a little bit help to arrange a little bit decorations.The bride was on the church that time because they got some papers to arrange for the wedding day.
we only rented one room with 2 double bunk bed.
pictorial of my daughter
She also cooked and prepared delicious food .
Yes i apply my artistic side lol..igathered some flowers around the resort for table accent hehehe
we laugh really hard when we saw that big cake topper that was printed out by one of our cousin hahaa.
I told them that i was only available for 2hrs coz my baby needs me lol..Yes im a full time brestfeeding mom.
And when the moment comes the bride to be came. She taught that they are just going to get a reservation on the resort on the wedding day..
We never taugh we are going to cry and became emotional that time..we cant explain the feeling hahhaa...Just the happiness that she will going to get marry soon. We are happy that she really found a real guy that he will stand for her.We witness before all her failed past relationship.
And the party was a sucess! Because the bride to be never got an idea about that party ! hehehe awe really managed to.surprise.her without getting caught.
Yes the groom knew all about this plan.Hehe
These are the other view of the resort
I told them that i had to go home bevause my youngest needs me.But they suggested that ican call all my kids to come to the resort so that they can swim and stay for the night.My kids
yes it became a family outing in instant😂
Look who is happy lol
we also drink a little while looking out for the kids
Our time of out was until 12noon the next day so we went for swim again on morning.
But first we walked around the resort and tbey really got a very beautiful view speacially in the dome on the top of the hill
It really became a family outing hehe
this was only A quarter if our family members hahhaha
Im so.happy that i experienced this kind of party..And what i like about this is we get a chance to have a quality time with our family
Thanks for reading my article..
Ihope.soon iwill publish here too my personal.bridal shower hahaha
Fetching water
Hello guys its been 3days since my last post here.Been busy with all the dramas of my life lol.
Here iam refilling this disposable bottles because we got a notif that there is going to have a water interuption this midnight until tomorrow morning..They will cut the line.later at 12midnight..There is no time when the water will back so ive better be ready.
Its better to have no electricity that no water at all..Thats my grand mother's saying ehhee
These bottles are for cooking and kitchen needs...While the basin and big bucket are for toilet.
While im refilling these bottles ..I remembered my childhood experience. Iwas only 6years old that time.My sister is 4yrs old .When we still live in the poor community of Malabon .My grandmother is the one who took resposibility on taking care of us when our parents got separated.Are we too young for these? hehe we have no choice . and maybe thats the reason we got a big arms and biceps like an amazona and weighlifter hehehe.
We dont have our own line of water on my gradma's place because they cannot afford it.So.we just ask our neighbor to.allow us to get water from them.
So every night ,me and my siblings always go to our neighbor to watch television through their window while we refill that old black gallons of water..We take turns .on watching haha.Im the one who carries the gallons in the way home because my siblings are too small to do it.And my sister will be the one to refill the gallons.
We pay 2pesos per gallon that we fetch.
we used to get some water from this manual pump of water.
Yes our grand mother cannot do it because she cant see properly at night. So as help to her.We always gather some water for her so we have something to use at home.
We also do laundry at nigh too.coz the.pressure.of water is stronger than day time.Amd there is no long line of people hehe.
Yes even.at Young age iknow.how.to.do.these things coz our grand mother doesnt wash our clothes
She taugh us to be responsible at young age.
We used to fetch water at day time too but sometimes we hesitate to do it because our neighbor got 2 ducks on their pump of water who act like a guard in that faucet..
Yes its just a duck but its temper is like wild dog haha..They will chase and bite you when you come cloSer to that faucet ehhehe. Thats why until now im abit afraid of ducks ..hehehe
So.that is the reason why we only want to fetch water at night hahaha.
This are one of the things that idont want my children to experience..Fetching water...Begging to watch tv through window of your neighbor .
iused to hate fetching water before..But now that im.an adult..Iwish ican just be kid,turn back the time again..fetching water from our neighbor ranther than today that i am always stress on our bills hahaha..
Thanks for reading my very very short article..Its good to remince some memories .Even on just a simple things we used to do everyday.
takecare alwayss guyss
My cat's pregnancy story
Hello guys.how are you doing?
While im cooling myself by eating Mais con Yelo this afternoon imanaged to write this short article...I want to share to you our cat's last pregnancy journey.Yes our cat named Kiera.
She gave birth last April 5,2021. at 3pm.. This is the first kitten. It looks huge and healthy .It is a gray female kitten.
This is Kitten no.2 its a Calico kitten.When you saw a cat that got this pattern its 100% sure its a female .3 colors combination.
When cat gave birth they just want to.do it privately..They dont want that you are watching them.all the time lol.But ofcourse you need to be alert in case she needs help like when 2kittens out in short interval on each other..Coz maybe momma cat needs help on removing the membrane sac on each kitten on one of them to avoid suffocating.
Iprepared a box for her but she doesnt like to stay and makebirth on it.hahaha..Thats normal to cat...they want to hide and go on dark place .Ijust let her finished giving birth under these shoerack .and i moved them on the cage with comfy welping box .
Ithought that was the last kitten but im wrong..10pm ichecked them again and iwas shock that she got delivered another kitten..black and white. But its not moving no sign of breathing..😭its already dead..
Its a male black and white tuxedo cat its very huge maybe Kiera had a hardtime pushing it out ..
They are almost 3weeks old now
here they are...all healthy and chubby.
we named the gray one PICKLES
and we named the calico WAFFLES
my daughter loves them.so much she checked them always if they are still on their box..They always want to go out on their box and stay on the Tiles that i put inside the cage..Yes tiles has a cooler effecf thats why my cat and dog loves sleepin on it.
Thanks for reading myshortarticle..I wish these cute picture of them made your day..hehe take care always specialy your health.
Did ELON MUSK akso bought Noise.cash? lol.Cant access the site since morning Idont know what happen. huahh.. or im the only one experiencing it?
My cat😺
Are you a cat lover too? Do you also have a pet cat at home?
Her name is Kiera.
She was our very first cat.Even before i am dreaming to have a persian cat...Icheck before how much it cost online but i really cant afford it haha.It cost 8,000 up to 15,000 pesos dipending on its color or face.
Isaw one seller selling a gray kitten. She is so adorable and cute..I message the owner. and ask how much..she said 12,000 ... and i said thankyou hahah icant afford it...huhu and i just said to my self that maybe its all gonna be a dream to have that kind of cat..
So iwas also a member of cat groups because i really loves looking at some cat pictures in facebook.Then somebody posts about his cats that are open for adoption because He has to go to abroad for work.I message him right away .And i ask what are his qualification for adopter.He said ineed to pay 1,000 pesos for it and we have to pick it up to their place .And i said im in. iwill get the cat..
I conviced my partner To pickup the cat .We set the date and we went to their place which is 1hr away from our place .The owner didnt showed up immediatley hahaha.And my partner and i got into fight because He think igot scammed hhhaa. Then the owner showed up she brought 2cats ..One is the gray persian kitten she is 6mons old.and the other one is a huge bengal cat 1yr old..
He said" which one of them do you like to adopt ? both of them are open for adoption.. or you want them both?because you are the only one who really appeared here and serious about adopting and i can see you can take care of them .Ididnt showed up right away because im checking if are really serious taking this persian "
my partner and i look at each other..
" The gray one" isaid...
"idont think ican handle adopting them both sir. Bengal cat needs a special care and a large place to stay and our place is not that big .Idont want it to get depress...."Yes bengal cat need aloft of space .This is a bengal cat.
" Thankyou for coming all the way her and adopting her..because of that iwont ask for any fee from you...just keep me update always...because im gonna miss her. My flight is nextweek..im going to Canada for good..By the way her name is KIERA..but i call her KIRARA coz when i got her she is very very sick...and full of fleas...we treated her with medicated bath and her eyes are look like infected too..Now im happy she is ok and iknow she is good hands now.. Please take care of her and treat her as your own.."ican see the tears in his eyes.
" i should be the one who should be thanking to you because you trust me....ipromised iwill take care of her and ill keep u updated always.takecare and goodluck sir..we will lobe her with all of our hearts. " And thats how we got her for the first time..
You know what? Ithink we are meant to be ..because she bought Kiera on that selller that I inquire at the first part of my story ..That i said i cannot afford...And i was surprised that the gray kitten that i ask to the seller ..was the same cat that i adopted few months after that..Yes ! DESTINY!😊☺
My inlaws didnt like cat at first .But they accepted her because of me hahah..well they got no choice hahah .
Me and her old furdaddy always chat tru instagram .I always send him Kiera's photos until now..He is in Korea now for good.
Kiera is now 6yrs old.
These are all her random photos.She was like a big sister of my daughter because i got her first before i gave birth to my daugher a year after .Yes iwas 6mons pregnant when we adopt her.
she was sooo adorable and pretty hahaha.But the only thing that i didnt like about her is that she doesnt know how to cover her poooop haahha .
Now she always have a surprise to us every morning hahaha.
Ikiss her always but she just killing mouse always 😂 But we still love her...But i always told her don't kill birds and dont touch the beta fishes on our tank hehehe.Never take home a snake...we dont need that here hahaha.
Nextime iwill tell you more about her hehe.
Thanks for reading my meowsome article. Be safe always...
Breaking news ! 9%of Twitter bought by Elon musk for $48Billion🤑
Ninong Elon bekenemenn hehehe..
Why i forced my Self to Learn About Crypto.(PART 2)
Before i continue Ijust want to tell you guys that i already had 3sponsors 😭Thanks so much for the love huhu .
and Also iwanna thank @TheRandomRewarder in behalf of my friends here for always visiting and appreciating all of us .
👉👉Continuation of my last post..
My friend told me that he had tempted to invest more to Muyan..because of their offer...The only thing is...My friend used also my $100 without my permission..
Idont know why he did that...maybe he got carried away to.their offer....i will not say he is greedy.. But maybe he just really tempted and needed to earn money fast to he tried it..Yes, what he did is really not acceptable even how many times i look at every angle.Coz he knows...ireally need that money for my family..😭But our friendship ... idont know...its like its shattered after that...For me.. its more hurtful that breaking up from your boyfriend lol.
He admitted his mistake. And he promised to pay me back as soon he got recovered from what happened...He said he used all his hold for that site....
I dont know when...but its been months already ...itried many times to ask him to pay me back even little.by little.But until now...No.answer..
I heard that he is also.suffering from his illness.. He mentioned that before to me.He said he always suffer from stomach ache. idont know...we never talk for a long time now...But ihope he is ok...
Im not expecting anymore . .But wherever he is. ihope he learned his lesson...And he is ok and his children...
And as also for me.
Ithink because of what happened . we learned both from this mistake..
Ialso learned my lesson...Thats when i started to push my self to learn more about crypto..How to swap it... And never depend on other people ..Its ok to ask... and admit that you dont know how to do it...everybody start from 0 knowledge..dont be shy and keep pushing.
And thats what happen to my 6th prize in Twitter giveaway..hahaha.GOODBYE $100🤧🤣. haha .sad right...But ijust told my self...maybe its not for really for me...Maybe God is preparing something bIGger Amen to that! ehheeh.
💕after that my 7th win is smaller but still feeling blessed.august 4,2021
💕8th win august 10,2021
its getting smaller hahahaha but Thankyou Lord🙏
💕9th win oh yeah thankyou Lord 💕Aug21,2021..small but iwas able to buy diaper for my youngest ..Thankyou Lord for provision🙏
💕10th win. its my 2nd time to win on his giveaway..its the same host igot my first ever win.
nov8,2021
Aftr these i never won $ again ahhaha.
But i won on some NFT giveaways.
I am awake until 2am always just to join to these giveaway..
you can follow these host too .maybe you are their next winner.
So ijust keep in going . try and try again..Hope one of this day ..Twitter picker will choose me ...I never won on that picker...Picknava always choose me before hehe.
Ialso now joining on some airdrop ,anything that ican earn something without investment just my phone and my fingers .Praying one day it will have a value .
But im not active as before i admit..been busy taking care of my husband who is now sick and my kids.
Thanks for reading my article..Hope you learned something too .Always take care ans specialy your health.
Why i forced my Self to Learn About Crypto.(PART 1)
Hello blessed Sunday to all.Hope you have a good weekend.
Have you read my previous article? If not.. you should read it first hahah .Its a 3minute waste of your time ..joke! hehehe.Its about my 2nd win on Twitter up to 5th win.
Ill tell you a story about my 6th win on Twitter GA.
MY6TH WIN ON TWITTER..
Inever imagined winning on this Host because she really got a thousand followers .Iwon at LadyCryptonic giveaway last year July 17,2021.
Iwon $100 at her.Imso happy coz ineed to buy a glasses for son that time.Ialso need to buy diaper and milk for my kids. And for my husbands medication .My husband was still ok that time. He is not a dialysis patient yet.But he is taking alot of maintenance and medicine for his kidney.
That time I still dont know how to trade it to peso...But their is one friend that iknow and he usually helped me to convert it to peso...We met each other in Noise.cash.He is always kind to me and He always share if he knew something where we can earn via mining or giveaways.
I'll send it to him via crypto wallet and he will send to me via Gcash or Coins.ph..
Ifelt comfortable and i really TRUST him alot because he always helped me many times already .I message him and asked again for his help to encash my $100 winnings.And isaid iwill share alittle bit of it to him for his daughter.
IItold him to buy a diaper for his baby that time ..Isaid to him that im sorry if thats only ican give because he knew that idont got a job and i only relaying on joining on these giveaway to provide my families need.Isend it to Him right away..
BUT SOMETHING UNEXPECTED HAPPENED....
After I send it to his wallet..and chat a little .He didnt reply after that..I just let him be..ididnt spam messaging him because that time he was busy drinking with his friends.And i dont want to bother him so much..
Same time happened..Icheck on our group chat on telegram and their topic was that the.site that they earning money was cannot opened anymore. They said they have been scammed. .Iknew that my friend invested too on that site. so i told him too about that but no response.
Hours passed by.but he still not responding. I never doubted him because of our friendship..I.felt worried that time because i though something might happened to him while drinking.Because he told me that they have a visitor that time that he doesnt like the attitude .Idont know specific what happened after that .But i just thought that maybe they had a commotion or fight on their party.
A day after that..Itried to call.him many times.but still no answer even thru text.
Finally ...He answered me after 2days.
(iwill not post a screenshot here ...)
He said sorry if he didnt reply to me because he was ashamed to talk to me .He said he dont know to start talking to me because of what happened to him
(I felt nervous when he message me this)
He said that he has been scammed by this mining site.Theyre using that site almost amonth already .. I read about that site on our group chat many times..but i dont have a interest on it because you have to invest. And i dont have a money for that.
That site name is MUYAN66.
You can search on Google about this Scam...
He said when i sent the $100 to him...He was on that site checking his investment..And He said they had a promo that if you invest money they will give it back to you by 30% or 50%..(cannot recall )It as higher than their last offer.. ..He admitted that has been tempted.. He trust the site because they are using these site for almost a month.And they harvested many times already so he felt comfortable investing on it...
But this is not what i expected to tell me...
(to be continued...)
Twitter GA ,2021
Hello to all! Ihope your having a good day and a good health .
But first of all ,i was happy to announce that i had my 2nd sponsor yesterday.Im so happy 🤧😭 Thankyou @Zyrel04 ,my very first sponsor and @joydigitalsolutions my 2nd sponsor .huhu iwill do my best effort to write more on this platform.Godbless you.And also thankyou for those who dropped by at my profile to read my dramatic articles lol.
Anyways...iposted yesterday about my very first win on Twitter.June 1,2021. Igot my 2nd win June 12,2021 by the Host angel_funsized . This host message you first directly when you won on her giveaways.It was smaller than my first one but who doesnt like $35? hehehe.
She ask aslo for my BSC wallet and igot my prize right away. And she also asked me to post it for proof that she really gave my prize and with her special hashtag.
But suddenly she message me..She told me that igot an impersonator .And she send me a screenshot of their conversation.
Iwas shocked.Good thing that Ms Angel message me first and i answered her 5minutes earlier..coz if not those fake people will steal my prize.
Imessage it too .And i asked for help from my Telegram friends to report that account.They change name again..lol
These is common style of some bad people and scammer on Twitter..They will try to copy your account .and if you won they will change their profile fast .And will grab all your info.and will pretend to be you.They will steal your effort.And if the Host will not check it properly ,they will send the prize to.the wrong people.
Ikept on joing on Twitter giveaway..Islept almost 2am just to try my luck..ahhaha
This is my 3rd win
Iwould not show you how much i won on other giveaways hahaha im shy lol .
Just sharing my journey.hehe
4th win
You can follow these Hosts and join on their giveaway because they are really legit . And maybe you are their next winner.
5th win
6th win to be continue....iwill post it next article because ..something happened that ididnt expected.
Ijust realized now that June lastyear was my month coz i always win hahahah.hope it will.happen again ...Coz its a really big help for.my family.Ifelt a little bit sad coz its been awhile since i last won...ahhahaha.But i will keep on joining.Im nof as active as before .Its been 4mons since the lastime iwon..But who knows maybe God is preparing something big for me.If that happens iwill also share it with you guys .I promise.even I really need it too..But It feels good if we are sharing our blessings right?
Thanks.for reading my article Hope youll have a good Sunday
Twitter Beginner's luck?
Before i start to my main topic Ijust want to thank these people who appreciated my articles ,even im not really good in writing or composing a right english word or term .Even the people that visiting my profile..A word Thankyouu Is not enought to show my happiness nd greatfullness to all of you.You guys made me more inspired to write more and keep me going.
Thankkkyou @TheRandomRewarder for appreciating my posts, to all my friends at telegram and noise.cash thankyou
Anyways I just want to share my story about how i am trying my best i these trending world of crypto.
Last year when iwas newbie at noise.cash , imanage to open again my old Twitter account that has been made my brother way back 2011 . Because that time Noise.cash had these update that you have to post something about BCH on Twitter with a something hashtag ..that ican't recall haha ..But one thing is for sure it got #BCH .And it will gave you s tip for your tweets..every body is happy coz most of them really got a huge amount of BCH.Ofcourse im not lucky as them haha.
My account got suspended right away haha..Maybe Twitter or Elon got mad at my tweets JOKE HAHAH.Maybe because most of us are spamming or maybe they are more on Bitcoin ,Eth or other token..anyways imanage to open again my account after 2days. I tried to familiarized myself abit on Twitter.Im not used to it.
Few scrolling i saw these giveaway from a hosts name GAContest_. isaw his post saying ..
Ijust did what he posted.And ijust continuing scrooling on Twitter coz im really confused how to use it. Because even before idont like using it hahaha .
The isaw more tweets saying rt and follow that specific account.. or telegram. group.They will also askimg for proofs or screenshot that you really followed the task..
Then after that day.July1,2021.iGot a notication from him.It said
At first ididnt understand it lol.Ichecked what is Picknava...like that...then people start commentimg "congratulations "
Ireally dont believe at first because i doubt that maybe its just a scam or what..You know there is alot of scammer these days.. haha im so paranoid lol But seriously im.just taking care hehe.
Itried to message him ofcourse hahaha ! it $100 hello !hahaha🤣. But he didnt reply right away 😅.
Then i accidently bump this girl on Twitter which her name looks familiar .I message her right away.And i was right ,she is the one who i knew also at noise.cash. I asked" her if its really legit and what to do. coz i said that iwon on these Host..She said "wow congrats ive never won on that Host,yeS He is 100% Legit .Just dont spam him just message him once or twice then Wait for his reply...They dont want spamming by winners.Just wait patiently ok maybe they are just busy" she said .Thanks to ms Abigale for giving me these information.
And finally after 2days ithink he responsed to me.July 3,2021.
He is asking for my tweeter link like that which idont know what is that haha.
Iasked again ms abigale.She is very patiently teaching me .That host asking for my USDT wallet..which idont know again hahaha .Im newbie at crypto idont knew what is that time ,I just knew only BCH hehe.Ms abby told me to download a trustwallet to get that address.
He send it to me right away . after asking for my USDT wallet. and he said to posts ot on Twitter with the said hashtag.
I happily told it to my friends on Telegram.They even dont believe it at first.They were also surprise that iwon coz they really dont believe on those giveaway on Twitter too..Because they said its just a scam and technique to gather some followers.I aske for their help to how can in transfer it to my Gcash. then they helped and guide me too..Thanksss to these people ,They dont hesitate to help me always about crypto world .Even im a slow learner their so patient with me..When i got my prize..Ishared a little bit of it to them because usually we played a game on Telegram .Its like a competetion who will be 1st 2nd and 3rd.And they tried to join at Twitter giveaway too hehe.
And ofcourse i shared some to ms Abby too.She doesnt like to take it ait first but i really insisted to gave it because she really did a big help to get my prize .
So guys tried to join too maybe youre the next winner hehe.
Thanks for reading my short article hope you have a goodday and Always take care of your health..
My very kind Indonesian friend
Because of crypto and trying the world of NFT . I manage to learn bit by bit about and im still on learning process..
Because of this experience i manage to meet some amazing people .Let me write a very short article about one lady imet because of NFT .Her name is Indojongeren.
Icant remember where did i met this very kind Lady. if im not mistaken imet her at Twitter.She is very kind..she really loves sharing her artwork on Twitter and facebook..But now because of some scammer they reported her account and got her facebook stricted. Hope very soon it will back to normal because she doesnt deserve that. Please check her twitter account because she really loves giving her NFT to all who commented on her posts.
Im praying some of collectors will appreciate her artworks .These are some of the NFT that she send to me..Very kind right..Hope her project will be sold.out very soon and be successful in the future..
We talk about many things on our lives She always pray for my husband recovery.She always telling me if only she can help me , or if she is only rich she will invite me to Indonesia..hahaha. I also said to her iF only im wealthy iwill also invite her heheh.
Most of my friends know her because she is really friendly . Hope you can be friends too .
thanks for reading my appreciation post about her.🌻
Important things that I purchased because of BCH
Article no. 5 by Qheen_am 💕 Franzel
Hello its been awhile since I post a topic here. As a mom of three wonderful children,a Dialysis Patient partner and because of some house hold chores I can barely hold and check my phone..And because i had alot on my plate because of our situation. Idont have enough time to have time for myself always.
But even on my busy mind...I always think what topics should ipost here..And then i realize we dont need other people to be inspired .We just have to be yourself to be inspired .Sometimes self appreciation is all we need..
Anyways ijust want to share you what i bought because of crypto.Im not a.materialistic person..And because im.already a mom...Most of the time i focus on my childrens need than mine .
One year ago isaw my friend's posts about Binance and idont understant what she posts always ..Its all about graph. I was curious and i message her on messenger what her posts all about,And she said its Bitcoin you will have to invest like that..And isaid idont have a money to invest on those things isaid .Then she recommend about this site that all you have to do is posts, be polite and keep socializing with other people .Thats where i first heard about Noise.cash.Ive met alot of virtual friends there and mosts of them are here too(Hello madlang people 😂).Thanks to my friend Danna may for encouraging me to join on the world of Noise.cash.Imet alot of amazing people there..and also a not so ok people..Coz one noisers used my photo to his profile and posts some bad things while using my face.Most of them is censored posts. Good thing they put down his profile immediately.
After a hew months theres alot of changes on Noise.cash. Most of the people iknow left the site because of change of rules about tipping.Yes some of the users really abused that site by making alot of account .But the noise cash admin maybe caught about what are they doing.
Anyways looking forward, I remember the first thing that ipurchased because of my earning on noise.cash and crypto is my kids vitamins i bought the biggest bottle that time. Then i also bought them 2sets of new playmatt beause that time their old playmat is look unsanitized anymore lol. .And i also bought my daughters milk .That was the biggest set of milk that i bought for her..Coz isaid she can consume it for few weeks.
And because i post also about my husbands condition and problem on noise.cash..Alot of noisers really helped and gave me some donations,And because of that i managed to purchased a reclining chair that i mention on my last post.
There are also 2 person who really helped me and they are like running a fundracing that time for my husband..Hello to ms khali and my little bro Justin..Iwill never forget all the things that you do for us .Thanks always .May Godbless you two always .It feels good to have a virtual friends here in crypto world..
I also.manageD to bought a nebulizer for my partner. because of my earnings and donations here.
At first idoubt to buy these nebulizer machine but isaid it can be a big help if someone is get sick at home. (knock on wood 3x )And we will never borrow again from my cousins .
My recent purchased is an oxygen tank and regulator set.My partner really need an oxygen because he just got home from hospitalization 2days ago.Its really not his release already but he really insisted that he want to go home ,he said he feell more worst when he is in the hospital.
Imanage to borrow a regulator and a tank before from our Baranggay but after fewdays they asked us to return it already because someone is need it too.
Itried to asked to my family and friends if they know someone who is selling their oxygen tank..ijust decided to look for 2nd hand coz a new tank really cost a lot.10,000 pesos depends on the size that you need..
Luckly somebody message me and she said she was selling a tank..She said its 2000 pesos. Itried to ask for more discount but she said she cannot go lower because she was still paying some of their debth at the hospital. That was cost 850 thousand pesos..Her mother just passed away few weeks ago From heart attack..Her tank is still very new and also got a trolley.Really good buy .
and we just ordered a regulator set on shoppee . Its more cheaper than here in our place
Again..ijust want to thank all the people here that even they didnt know me personally they didnt have a doubt to help me .Icant remember all the things that i bougt because of my earnings here but all ican say Crypto really changes me alot and helped me alot in our expenses ..
There is alot of tokens but BCH is really my favorite 💚i provide all of these because BCH and because of all your help .a word "Thank you" is not enough how thankful iam. Lord thankyou for guiding me in Crypto world
im just a plain housewife and idont have a job.Atleast because of this i can help to provide a little on my husband situation and my family..
Thanks for reading my article .Hope you all doing fine.And always take care of your health.
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Looking for Blood at GoodFriday
And another stressful day we had made through.Thankyou Lord.
The hospital called us and they said that we need to find another one bag of blood for my husband. He is type O+ .yes very easy to find. But .We dont know if we can get a blood today coz today is holiday.Icalled every relatives that i know and also my friends if they can help me to find a blood for my husband
The hospital where offering us to buy to a blood To them ...that cost P1500 ..but we said just give us a little time to look for blood outside .
.But after 30 minutes ..My cousin message me and she said the blood is ready for pickup at the government hospital near us. Lord that was fast😭
Lord you really never failed us...thanks for using some very kind of people to answer our prayers .
This lunch time we bought some rice and ampalaya to my husband at the hospital .My daughter cried alot when she saw her daddy..Shes asking him why he cannot go out on that gate.. She said she just want to hug her daddy.Looking at them.makes me cry alot. Ididnt manage to get closer because i was carrying our youngest son.And idont want him to see me crying .Ihope the cardiologist will have time to visit him Tommorow. They waiting for him for 4days already..hayss.. Idont know how much his current bill ,but im just praying he will get well soon.
ihope he can Go home tommorow..we missed him so so much..😭
Ipray to you Lord that we can have a good news tommorow.
Thanks for reading my veryshort post today..my brain is not functioning becuse of our situation. .Please include my husband to your prayers Godbless you all..Please take care of you health always..
Dialysis x Pnemonia
Expect the unexpected.
As what is happening to our family right now ,because of my husband's condition ... My faith is really challenging me... But Lord .. iwill never ever giveup on you...Iwill never doubt your plans... Iknow you will not allow this to happen to us if you know that we cannot make it through...But please Lord...Give him more years to be with us...Icannot do this alone...with three kids? idont know if Ican make it if we lost him...please
My husband was on the hospital and got admitted again since..April 12,2022 . It was his dialysis session and he almost finished that 4 hours sitting on that machine when suddenly the dialysis machine beeps and the nurse noticed that his.blood is leaking again on he tip of catheter tube . because the catheter on his neck accidently got removed ,we dont know exactly what happen but when the Doctor tried to check him he really insisted that my husband need to be admitted as soon as posiible because he heard noise on my husbands chest and back part of his body.
"Pneumonia...He had Pnemonia"Doctor said.."and he has to admitted so we an inject him some Antibiotic and we have to stablize his oxygen level because itS very low...And his Hemoglobin too...We will observe until tommorow if he really need a bag of blood for transfusion.Right now he have to stay here ."Doctor said.
Iwas shocked when he chatted me again that he had to be admitted that day..we didnt expect this..cOz i already prepared his stuff that i usually prepare after coming home..wet towels,alcohol and clothes.And my inlaws brought his stuff right away at the hospital.
Being a Dialysis patient is really hard.. .I feel sorry for him when he is not feeling well.When he start coughing ,it sounds super dry ,its nonstop he said he almost pee on his pants ..and he will start panting after that.He cant sleep again this passed few days.. He cant sleep because his acid makes him uncomfortable to lie down and it will make him cough again.. He is always no appetite too.. he keeps on loosing weight... He feels tired always .He can barely breath even he just came from the toilet... which is just a few steps only from our room...
He is still on dialysis 3x a week.. Tuesday,Thursday and Saturday..
He really need to watch his water intake.
Strictly 1 Liter of water only per day.That includes also the soup from his food.This make him really frustrate...This one he cant really follow..But i told him... to please listen to us. This is the only way he can help us too ...To not to be Pasaway🤦🏻♀
He also need to watch what he eats..He cant eat food ,vegetables or fruit that high in pottasium and phosporus that includes banana,mangoes ,seafoods aNd alot more..Yes its hard to prepare a food that he cant eat and also we cant eat at the same time...
He is a dialysis patient for ithink 3 months now.But his body is still adjusting to his situation right now.
He doenst like to considere taking a kidney transplant because they said it will only last for 5years... and its very very expensive ..yes we dont have that kind of money too.
Because of his situation ,idont knkw how cant i help them..ifeel so useless just staying here at home , just taking care of them ..i still do online selling but its really not making a profit now.Thats why im trying crypto and about NFT ,ijoin on some airdrop praying it will cost something in the future .
I also post my husband situation Last February i think? Some people at Noise.cash really gave their help , and also on telegram..Im so thankful to those people..I pray that the Lord will bring back it to you all of your help 10folds.Because of the BCH that they gave me.Iwas able to bought a reclyning chair that really helped him to sleep at nigh because he cannot sleep lying on his back anymore.
This is his bed since that day... But whe he saw that i bought this for him.Instead of being thankful He got mad at me .Why did u bought me that. blah blah blah...
ijust said to him.."if you dont like that.. iwill just sell it. " that all isaid and i cried because i felt he didnt appreciate my effort.But then he chat me after an hour..he said he was sorry . he said he just dont want me to buy stuff for him because he was shy to me and he know i dont have money anymore..
Thanks for reading my dramatic article..i feel relief when writing my feelings...Godbless you all and always take care of your health.
Rainy days ,And My List of Ilokano Comfort Food.
It has been raining for a few days due to typhoon Agaton. The number of people affected and killed by mudslides and floods has increased. I hope our government will help them immediately so that they can get back to life.Let's pray that no more typhoon will come .
Anyways,Isnt good to eat your favorite comfort food specially when its raining?Ofcourse with your barehands🤤.And with a hot chocolate drink or a cup of coffee?
Do you also have a good memories that you remember every time it rains or theres a typhoon? I remembered my youth days. I also grew up with my grandmothers place in the province. Every time it rains there is really nothing to eat because my grandmother cannot work on farm because of their Rheumatism keeps attacking on cold days.So to help them , we -her grandchildren are looking for something to eat. To make it short when it rains all ican remember is food, food ,food 😂
Being a Ilokano you really should now how to eat this kind of food specialy veggies .Because ilokano mostly eat anything haha.And you should know how to eat bagoong isda or Fish paste.Fish paste usually the main ingredients of ilokano dish.
When it rains like this, my cousins and I go to the rice field to gather some mushroom that grew on some piles of hay. You just have to dig because sometimes they are hiding underneath those hay. Imagine we have to check those pile of hay as many as we can.If we got alot of these we also sell it our neighbor for 20 pesos per bag.We call this UONG in Ilokano.
If you're lucky, you can catch a farm frog..in raining season.But usually you can only catch these farm frog at night time ..Thats the only time they come out from those holes from.the mud. Yes, it's a delicious you can cook it with soup (Tinola style ) ,Adobo or it can be or just simply fried .
When its raining even we are just a kid we really crave for coffee too..but becaus we dont have a money.We just make way to have a coffee ahhhaha. We burn some rice on a pan..and when it became color black we just put it in a kettle with a water. Bring them to boil with sugar. The we use a strainer to remove the burnt rice grains and voilaa we have a special kind of coffee haha.
Plus we usually put rice on our coffee in the morning.Yes thats our typical breakfast hehehe.
Oh how imiss the smoke of these kind of stove that uses alot of wood sticks.
Or we gather some banana from our backyard.My grandfather had alot of banana tree planted at the back of their house.We also dip these on fish paste if there is no sugar available.
Or we just asked on our neightbor for a Saluyot or Jute leaves. We usually cook it Paksiw style.Cook with vinegar ,garlic and salt . And sometimes we cook it with bamboo shoots and grilled fish.That is another style of dinengdeng.
Blanched katuray flower is one of my favorite ,it got a sweet taste and it blends erfectly with with fish paste . Ithink the last time i ate these iwas only at 6th grade. Inever see these on market here in Manila.
And ofcourse this is one of the basic crops that we had at the backyard.Kamote.How about some kamote tops .Just a blanch and boom perfect partner with Bagoong isda with some kalamansi and chili
If only its not pandemic iwill definately visit them.I really missed those simple and quiet life at the province..very low maintenance. You can just gather food around you ..You just have to be resourceful and got a courage to ask some crops on you neighbor lol.All of this reminds me of hardship that ive been throught before .Now icall them my comfort food hehe.
There are still alot more ilokano food that ididnt included here .And most of them i didnt got a chance to eat for a very long time.My cousin keeps on sending me some pics of their dish everyday to tease me lol.
Thanks gain for reading my article.Ihope you try some of these food soon.
Our Daddy,The Fighter.
Hello everyone , i just wanna share my husband's story on his journey on being a dialysis patient...and how it all started.
It was all started lastyear .. Seems everything is normal..like we used to .
We are together for almost 7years now.
He go to work at the morning,he sent me pictures and messages when he is at work..we also videocall too when its lunch time .
But then oneday,he felt so irritated with his back because it keeps on itching specially on night time... we thought it was just an allergy from our viand or maybe he ate something at work.. Ofcourse he just take anti histamine for it .He is a I.T and usually drive from house to house .He is a cable and internet installer.Some of their subsribers usually offered them some snack or food like bread and softdrinks after their installation.As you know Filipino is very hospitable when it comes to their guests and they will not let you leave unless you finish your food.
I noticed also that he had a foamy urine.He really gained weight.He also take medication like mefenamic acid when he feels some toothache or body aches..He hates going to dentist or doctors, so he always do self medication.
Then they got an annual general medical at their work.He was 30 years old that time.After that my husband called by their boss to talk about his medical result which alarmed them.I got alarmed and worried too when he told me what happens at their office.
He went home ,and told us what her Boss told him.
His createnine reached 851.6 that time. Got a highblood pressure.So they ask him to take a leave so that he can get a proper medication and rest.. We thought they are really concerned about him.
So what is Createnine?
He immediately went to hospital to have a checkup. But that this doctor just gave him alot of medication... drink this...take this .. which he also followed at first.. He also list down some of the food that he should not eat.
My husband didn't accept his health condition seriously.. He thought it just like Urinary tract infection (UTI) that can be cure by taking some medication like antibiotics and not so strict diet.We also thought that he was taking his monthly laboratory exams to monitor his createnine and other medical conditions because he is also asking for medical assistance on SSS (Social Security System ) and laboratory results is one of their requirments . He lied to us because he said he wanted to provide first our need than these expensive laboratoy.This makes me feel sad...ifeel useless too because icannot help him financially..Im a housewife and have no job .all ican do is taking care of them.All ican do is just moral support..
Ithink 3 Months quickly passed by.He got a call from their office.He was asked to come right away because their boss want to talk to him as soon as possible .After 2hours he went home and he is a bit sad.
Iasked him what did they talk about He said they want him to file a resignation letter .Igot mad because he worked their for almost 6years then because of his condition they just want him to leave like that? They wont even ask him for a work like he can just stay at the office so that he can do a light job or whatsoever. They just want him to resign right away..They offered him a separation pay which ofcourse he accepted because we really need it for his treatment. They are so clever.They knew that my husbands condition is not that good and they dont want to be responsible for their employee. Hayss this makes me mad again while typing now.
Anyways ..months passed by again..we try to do online selling , we tried alot of things to earn money but still we got failed..we also got scammed by one networking modus..It hurts alot for us because it was our friend who did that to us.We just let it passed and prayed for that person.
He also try to drink alof of herbal medicine that he serched online .But then again the first doctor is against this .
He tried this Medicinal tea and take another lab test after he finishing one pack of these. There is one more herbal medicine bottle that he tried but thats alot more expensive than this. ithink that 5bottle cost 1500 pesos.
This is lab result after taking theses Uva tea ..its really a big difference so we thought he is getting better.
yes he tried many things to cure his kidney but nothing happen...
Fastforward..
He celebrated his 31st birthday last January.He seems so fine..he even cooked for us .Yes my husband really loves to cook..He is a die hard chef here at house before. hehe. But after standing for 30mins he comes to our room and said " iwill just take a rest for a bit.. im panting.." which not usually happens to him.He invited some of his friends to celebrate with us.
That time i noticed something is not right to him .
He cannot sleep at night. He keeps on walking and sometimes he talked and asked me weird things in the middle of the night..Like " if i sell my clothes ..how much will i sell it? do you think they will like it"? me was like " what are you talking about? " He just answered me with a smile then he will walked again back and forth in the kitchen...He looks like a zombie when he walks because he cannot also walk properly .I also noticed he had a swollen legs and toes that he said its really hard to sit down and bend.
I asked my mother inlaw if we can schedule him for a checkup online. Because iknow he will refuse again if i asked him again to go on checkup and idont like what he is acting that time..we are also tired and almost didnt sleep properly for almost 1week already..
That day igot a schedule for him on a Nephrologist at Marikina Valley Medical Center. and talked to the doctor tru Viber. But because we dont have a latest lab test..She cannot give a proper medication right away.She just gave us a request for laboratory asap.She just said to send the result as soon as we got it.
(Nephrologist is a proffesional doctor on kidneys)
2days after that we finally got the Lab results and we are all shocked coz his Createnine is 2440 .
I immediately contacted the doctor for another virtual checkup .And when she saw the Lab results. .. she told us right
"Ill be honest with you...he is already have a Chronic Kidney Disease (CKD)Stage 5. His both kidneys are not functioning anymore and he needs to be admitted to the Hospital right away ..All the symptoms that he feels now is a sign that he is already full of bad elements inside his body that his kidney cannot be process anymore.Thats why he had a hard time sleeping,panting and lost of appetite and hallucinating ..he will need to go under emergency dialysis rigth away.. He will have to have a access (fistula) on his neck and go for dialysis soon as posible... to avoid further more problem and Sepsis shock.Which is more dangerous ..after that he will choose which will he wanted to have a another access on his arm or on his tummy.
If you choose to have a access or graft on arm called AV fistula, you have to do it now because it takes time to used that...it has to be healed perfectly takes around 2 to 3months before you can use it for dialysis. Goodthing about this there is a proffesionals that will monitor you and assists you while your sitting in dialysis machine .it takes 4hrs per session for this kind of dialysis
If peritonial dialysis you will do it by yourself at home 4x aday. you just have to put a bag on your access which is on your belly and let it process on its own.yes we put a catheter on your belly .Goodthing about this you are safe at home no expose to virus or covid." she said.
"Then your last checkup and lab test was almost 6months ago..why you didnt monitor your condition? And please keep in mind that Dialysis in not a cure for Chronic Kidney Disease.. It will just help you to cleanse and remove excess fluid in your blood. that your kidney cannot do anymore.The only cure for this is Kidney transplant. "
"Doc how much does transplant cost?"i asked
"You have to prepare almost 2million pesos. Anyways you really need to go now the nearest hospital ... coz you are already on emergency situation...Dialysis will help you...so dont be scared ok? after dialysis you will feel better..iknow its financially draining but thats only our option now." ..she said
Iwas so shocked when i heard what the doctor said..coz we thought he got checkup and taking lab test regularly. Again he refused again to do it. 🤦🏻♀
When i heared all of this we just looked at each other . Ijust said. is this true? is this really happening? ... it didnt sink in to the both of us. . what will happen now Lord ?Why my husband? ... what will happen to our future? ... icant even control my tears..specially when i look at my kids. ididnt noticed im already crying.
I immediatly called my mother inlaw to told her what the doctors findings.they rushed home right away.
We call alot of Hospital but its hard to find a hospital that will accept him because they said they dont accept walk -ins. and they dont have a speacialist for his condition .
My husband said let just do this tommorow. Iknow he was against again with this..maybe he is feeling nervous again. he really hate going to the doctor .he was talking to his mother and i overheard that he doesnt want to go and have a emergency dialysis. .Ibutted in the middle of their conversation.
"What? tommorow again?and then what? youre always like that.you keep on lying and refusing to go on a checkup..thats why this also happen because you wont listen to me..to us..can just please cooperate this time? look at you. You can even sleep,eat and walk.properly because your swollen alreasy.... look at us. We are all stressed and now here we are ,you said you passed all your lab results to SSS but you lied to us you didnt went to checkup and lab test for almost 6months? . .." yes i didnt noticed im crying already while saying this.
His mother reaction too was shocked when he heard what i said..and i just shut up already because isaw her face she was also about to cry ..iknow she really worried about his son too.She just said
" please just listen and cooperate what?..almost 6months ago no.lab no checkups? ... idont know anymore what do you want to do with yourself...why you let this happen Ang tigas ng ulo mo.."worries shown on her face.
ijust walk to the bathroom and cried silently ididnt.know what are their conversation afterthat..
Finally after 3hrs of calling to family and friends.. Goodthing we have a cousin that had a contact and very close to one of the doctor here in the nearest hospital which happen to be a Nephrologist and also the owner of that hospital.Connections sometimes really help alot to makes things easier.Thanks God they accepted my husband right away .We rushed packing his stuffed right away .
My mother inlaw had no choice but to come to the hospital..because im breastfeeding our youngest child and ihave to take care of our 3kids.They got swabbed right away and stayed in isolation room for 1day until they got their covid test result. God is good they are both negative and got transfered to ward room the day after that. She cannot also go home ,she had to stay with the patient all the time. They are not allowed to go out because if they do that..they have to take a Rpcr test again. That test cost them P3800 each.Thats the protocol of that hospital..so everyday i cooked and bring them some rice and viand and other things they need like clothes and blanket.
They treated my husband right away.His hands and arms are all swollen.The nurse getting a hard time finding his vein for the dextrose .They failed and tried many times to look for his veins. And problem is because of his condition..his veins got easily to get burst .This makes my husband pissed..but ijust told him to be patient for every procedure..
They injected him.some antibiotics..They also asked us to prepare 3bags of blood because he only had 49 hemoglobin thats why he felt so weak and having a hard time breathing.ThanksGod we immediately found 3 bags right away because of pur relatives help.
its really blessed to have a family like this..i didnt got luck to have a loving family..But God gave me a loving and very kind inlaws.
My daughter is so sweet she even make a poster for his daddy..She said she really miss him si much..evey she is asking me when will be her daddy will come home..ijust said soon.very soon...let just keep on praying.
When the blood arrived at the hospital they immediately used 2bags for his tranfusion .
That day they schedule him for the minor operation for installing the catheter on his neck.
. That cost P15,000 discounted already 🤧 ..He said it really hurts even it already had a anesthesia. he really felt that long rod that poked on the rightside of his neck.If you are curious about this procedure you can watch it on youtube.iwant to provide the video link but its not allowed to post here.
They left 1bag so it can be process together with his dialysis .The day after that he went on his very first dialysis..
They said if he felt nothing he can already go home..but his blood presure got high again and also he cannot breath properly and also felt chills.so they have to monitor him again for 1day.
Finally after 1week they went home already...all of our kids are very excited to see their daddy.Specialy our youngest .He run towards his daddy and begging him to carry him...but then suddenly we got emotional...when he said...
"im sorry anak...icant even carry you... Then he started crying we all started crying.."im sorry to all burdens that i caused.." it really hurts for me to saw him like that...Because i never saw him being so emotional.
"we are here for you...please also help yourself and listen to us. For he sake of the kids..and our family.." isaid...
icried evryday thinking what will happen to us .Iask Lord why..but i didnt got mad at Him...Iknow everything happens for a reason and God will never let us face this if He doesnt know we can get through this.I just said to my self ther are still more unfortunate people who is experiencing bigger problem than us.
He still feel alot of pain sometimes and swollen feet, So he really need to control his water intake and avoid prohibited foods.I also joined in a group on facebook about dialysis patient to gather some information about his condtion.
He also showed me.lastime his access on his neck .if you cannot bear looking at this just dont mind this pic
On this image ithink he is already doing dialysis for almost 2months....He already looses 20 kilos..He still do Dialysis session 3x week.Hope it will get lessen soon.
Thanks for reading my first article.I hope you take care of health too and take control on what you eat..this pandemic season its really hard to get sick..its really expensive...
If you have suggestions on how to take care of a dialysi patient just comment down below.
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