@psychie 23 August 2020 more from that month

Memories "hurt"

As I open my read.cash site ,I was about to create a short post and when I click the notification bell Me @LeoBanna first article in the line and as always I always read it. Reading and reading I saw a cat and of course the story goes with cat. Memory flashback to me. I was 10yrs old when my grandfather gave me 2 cats named "blacky and mingay" .I was so happy because that was my first pet and I treated them like really mine ,I clean their body,washing it put shampoos of human of course 😂 .Spend time with them gave them food every meal . And one time ,one day after I couldn't see them each in the corner of the house .But I just think they are playing outside the house. And late at night still I can't find them I was so worried pass 10pm no cats inside the house .Hours,days and weeks and even months I couldn't find them. That day I promised I don't want a cat pet anymore ,it's not that I don't want to but it really breaks my heart .I treated them like my baby but it ends up disappointment to my self that I couldn't take care a pet that much . Really memories hurt 💔😩.