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Hi NoiseFam!!!!! Natalo na naman ako ng emotion at curiosity ko... Pero hanggang dun na lang yun... Im ok with the peace I am having now, yes, there's still a time na nalulungkot at nanghihinayang ako, but it is His will. Di naman na to bago sakin, this happeed many times already, so lets break the cycle. My new motto: KEEP MOVING FORWARD!!!
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Not productive this last few weeks. I want to be productive again.
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Ang hirap kalaban ng EMOTIONAL THINKING. Ang hirap din maging OVERTHINKER. Ang hirap na lalong paniwalaan ang mga SALITA, lalo na kung ang mga salita walang kaakibat na GAWA. Nandoon pa din yung DISAPPOINTMENT. Mas higit yung PAIN. PANGHIHINAYANG sa tagal ng PANAHON na naubos at nasayang sa isang taong KAILANGAN ka lang pala dahil may naibibigay ka. Sobrang sakit na habang naghihintay sya na balikan mo sya their are random individual na kakausapin nya to keep him company.…
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Since walang pang AXIE INFINITY at wala mahanap na manager, ito muna, KARA STAR, same concept as axie infinity. Kasalukuyan pa syang free hanggang Nov. 18 kaya lulubusin ko na, meron syang free 3 pets na magagamit mo para makapag laro. Pero usap usapan na after Nov. 18 mawawala na yung free pets pero naka ipon ka na UMY token to buy pets. Yub sabi nila. Anyways, there is nothing wrong in trying. https://share.karastar.com/share.html?su=AZVL
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Its kinda unfair that you have that what you call "peace of mind" while you wont allow me to have mind. Im doing everything I can to move forward, but every step I make you are there to block my way. Then you have the audicy to say you have that "peace of mind". Ill have my one of this days too, maybe not sooner, but ill be there, in my own kind of PEACE and when that time comes, no matter what you do to block me, ill surpass you, with my head held high, proud and happy.
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I am dealing with the pain that you've cost me all by myself and it's even more painful because you're not helping at all. You've cost me too much pain and yet you want me stuck in you and block my way. But I believe, there are more ways than one, if you block one of them, I can find another way for me to keep moving. I won't allow you to stop me.
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I feel so down now. I feel so heavy. My chest ache, my eyes are trying to drop a tear. But I need to be strong. It is part of the process. I need to accept tge pain for me to keep moving forward. It'll all pass in the right time.
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Yesterday has been so tough, ive been so down, i felt so heavy. I feel a liitle bit lighter when the afernoon came. Special thanks to my handsome baby, you made mommy felt fine yesterday.
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Bati na sila ni big dinosaur...tinatakbuhan mo pa yan kahapon eh... thank you tito and tita for the dinosaur kahit di nya bday at wala christmas
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Trauma bond- describe as the addicting feeling of love and hate, like and dislike, appreciationn and invalidation between the abusive and the abusee. It is when the abusee crave to have the affection the abusive can give after making them feel the devaluation.
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I received a text message from him. The message says that he'd noticed me unfriending him on Facebook. That he'll keep on holding on even though it hurts him so much. Then I realized, during our relationship he keeps on insisting that we broke up in every problem that we encounterd. And now, that were already broke up, he will hold on??? Isnt that insane??? Now that there will be no assurance that I will accept him again he's holding on??? Its just so unbelivalble that up…