@orodrigarm 5 April 2025 more from that month

When "nothing's happening," maybe everything is. Saying "everything's fine" doesn't turn your world upside down. Smiling when all you want to do is cry. Running away from the world and abandoning yourself to your fears. A half-hearted "yes" that hides a rag doll "no." Believing you can handle everything and knowing that not all of it is within your reach. Pretending everything is in order and being a mess inside. "Today everything will be better" that almost never works. Waiting for what never comes and ending up where you're never meant to go. Running aimlessly when all you want is to lay the world at your feet and shout: "That's it." Do it. One by one... until everything returns to normal.