When "nothing's happening," maybe everything is. Saying "everything's fine" doesn't turn your world upside down. Smiling when all you want to do is cry. Running away from the world and abandoning yourself to your fears. A half-hearted "yes" that hides a rag doll "no." Believing you can handle everything and knowing that not all of it is within your reach. Pretending everything is in order and being a mess inside. "Today everything will be better" that almost never works.…