@noisytoothie 21 January 2022

[POV] Bukang Liwayway: The Beginning Bukang Liwayway (The beginning) Muling nagtitipa ng mga talatang Animong may patutunguhan ngunit sa katotohanay walang kabuluhan Nagnanais na inyong maintindihan Ang aking sinasambit sa pamamagitan ng aking mga nararamdaman Simulan naten sa salitang TAYO Noon paman ay ikaw talaga ang aking gusto Ngunit napano at biglang naglaho Mga matay puno na ng luha, pighati at kirot PAANO, paano mo nagawa ang mga bagay na alam mong ikakasakit ng aking puso? Simpleng pakikipagharutan sa ibay naging libangan mo Hanggang kailan mo gagawin ang mga bagay na ito Hihintayin mo pa ba na mapagod nako? SAAN, saan nagkulang ang isang tulad ko Ni minsay di sumagi sa isipan ko ang maloko Naging mabait, masunurin, matapang at mapagmahal gaya ng hiling mo Ngunit sa huli, pait at pighati lang ang naibigay mo Ngayon, sabihin mo sakin, nasaan ako dyan sa puso mo Mga katagang sinasambit mo na walang laman, walang emosyon Mga panlolokong paulit ulit at mga iyak na di matigil Ngayon, Nasaan ako? This morning, I awoke with a feeling of uneasiness. I'm having a panic attack for no apparent reason. "Ohh, I guess it's you again," I realized. I did some research and gathered some relevant information to help me answer the question, "What have you done this time?" And, lo and behold, my intuition was correct. I've got you covered, kid. I've got you covered. It was early this morning when I found out everything, everything that could break my peace and sanity. I was perplexed and hurt. Why? How? Am I not enough? No, I am enough. You're just a crazy guy who threw away something valuable that could have lifted you up and gotten you back on track. I'm finished now. There are no apologies or explanations? Okay, I see what you mean. I'm just too good for you. Have a good day.

This is a POV of someone close to me. All I know is that they are in the middle of something and I do hope it will be fixed soon. ❤️