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@nattiroots

Joined 23 January 2022 · 6 posts

I am this moment, these letters loaded with feelings, these photos full of moments. I am who I am.

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@nattiroots

Living your way will bring problems for many. I have been putting into practice for more than a year this phrase "Live fully without expecting anything", that is what I mean, leave work from 8 to 5 and live day to day, but how am I going to eat and how am I going to buy my personal things? It has been an experience full of pain above all. Full of confusion, doubts and more... All for wanting to find that "something that completes me". That “something” is not money, fame, success, desires, goals and objectives… I know this because I consciously paid attention when I achieved certain things that I wanted. To be more precise, the last goal I set for myself was to lead a marketing/advertising team believing that this was what I wanted, according to my “wants” and I achieved it. But it turned out it wasn't that, it turned out to be stress, allergies, illness and anger. I was wondering how so many obstacles can be possible if it's supposed to be what I want. So much effort, so many sleepless nights, all the pressure and so on... It was my dream, why would it be so exhausting? Maybe life is not this, I told myself... and I left everything without caring about anything. So I began another adventure, different, full of uncertainty and above all, of many emotions. To live fully without expecting anything is to do what you love, sleep when you want, eat when you want and what you want, go out when you want, express yourself as you want, forget about time, space and the simple being... But the question returns, how I do to eat and buy my personal things? I still live with my parents and I am 29 years old. It was not an easy decision to make in these conditions, however, I did it. I launched into the adventure, I decided to take responsibility for everything that this decision could entail. Feel how they look at me, feel the rejection, feel the criticism, feel over and over again... feel... feel. You criticize over and over again. look for a job, do something, generate money, you can't stay without doing anything, what will happen to your future, blah, blah, blah... I told myself that mentally, and my parents and relatives also told me this. . The strangest thing about all this is that I am a single person with no children, I am my only responsibility, so why should they be so upset to see me like this? Could it be that they would like to be living life as calmly as I am, without worries about a future that does not exist? Will it hurt them to see that I am not what they thought or did I simply fail their expectations? Or more commonly, it hurts them to see me like this because they "love me". (I wonder, is that really love?) I am very aware that if I don't have money to contribute, then I have to help with the housework. The point is that sometimes I don't want to do ANYTHING. And that affects everyone. But why?. There are many questions, and the thing is that I can't connect with that "something that complements me" and I don't feel like doing things to do... I can't do things out of obligation or because of a "It has to be that way". How difficult is it? is understand this? *Let me be, that's all I want. Letting myself be is what will lead me to complement myself with everything, with light, with the universe. Letting myself be makes me feel free. I want to know myself thoroughly, to know what I like and what I don't. Giving myself the opportunity to live looking inward is really difficult because sometimes I don't understand many things but that's all I want.* To be or not to be... you have to decide. **Thank you for the opportunity to read my texts, good vibes to all, with much love, Nati..**

@nattiroots

My first NFTs are DIFFERENT ***Different NFTs..***? This is what you must be asking yourself, the truth is that all NFTs are different, but they are full of intimate experiences, emotions, laughter, tears, anger… and more are written. Letters, words, phrases, texts full of moments, emotions and feelings based on the real life of a human being like you. Some of these Texts were sent at some point to other people just to show that we can express ourselves without fear of what they will say. So yes, they are totally different from what we see in the markets or at least that's how I describe it. I took the audacity to simply share with you several of these little phrases and uploaded them in NFT format, just for testing. So if you want to read them you can do it through this link. https://rarible.com/feelingme/owned I will appreciate your likes and your support for sharing them. If you like it, I'll keep capturing the ones I have saved... ***And, don't forget to do what your soul longs for even if there's fear.*** Thank you and a hug full of good vibes for you!

@nattiroots

I would have liked to enjoy you... Hello! Take a second, close your eyes and feel... Very good! I just wanted to invite you to take a break. Sometimes we go so fast that we forget to feel. I wanted to tell you that some time ago I began to perceive much more what I felt, I began to delve into it and then I wrote. But, it just happened like that and that's it. I wasn't being aware of that. One day I asked myself why, if I do this on several occasions, have I not given it the importance it deserves? So I decided that when those lyrics came back to me full of feelings I would express them in some way. I mean, I wouldn't keep them to myself, I'd share them. Today I want to share with you a short text where I express the fear of two souls that are connected beyond the physical, but according to our programming they cannot enjoy each other, they cannot love each other, they cannot share each other. I ask, has it happened to them that they only want that? Enjoy the moment without fear, without regrets. Without thinking that you are harming others. Isn't life supposed to be lived and experienced without feeling guilty? If there is anyone here who is not afraid of love, WELCOME! I read them…!

@nattiroots

The universe loves you like this. And you, are you loving yourself? . Today I give THANKS for this beautiful day, have you done it yet? Well, for those who woke up with low vibrations or very little energy, I want to tell you that nothing happens. Nothing happens. That's what life is about, feeling and receiving all those emotions and feelings that come to us right at any time or circumstance. We are like this, the universe created us that perfect but we believe that it is wrong to feel dense emotions. . Come on, stay there, feel your pain and your sadness, feel everything with a lot of courage, fill yourself with love, embrace that pain and become one with it... What's the worst that can happen? . I send you a giant hug with lots of love, fill yourself with it. And remember, if you feel sad or discouraged, nothing happens. Feel your pain. Love yourself like this, with your shadows. . Love uu

@nattiroots

My first words on Read.Cash Hello beautiful people, my name is *Natividad*. I am an artist and sometimes I write little things about life, or simply when I deepen it. I will tell you a little more about myself. I love to paint, I draw from a very young age but honestly I took it as a hobby. Professionally I graduated as a Graphic Designer, but currently I do not exercise it. It happens that I began to feel that life is not a title and a job from 8:00 am to 5:00 pm. So I decided to give up and go with the flow of life. In this process of detoxification or work reprogramming, I decided to do what I felt. I started going out more and socializing. I ended up doing things that the job didn't allow me to. However, it has cost me to generate money. This has led me to go deeper into myself, because I want to live from something that I love deeply. In short, this space would not be enough for me to tell you how the process has been and everything that I have deepened. For now I will leave you fragments of loving, sentimental experiences that come from my heart. I send you a hug and I hope to meet you.!!!