@molivs 31 July 2021

Flowers of May

*It was a long and winding road of pain in May* *When I see you smiling at me with sun’s beautiful arrays* *I thought you will come to me* *But you ended saying “I am no longer happy”* *Your eyes showing the truth* *Your smiles telling don’t lie* *That night, I deeply cried* *Because you said “I am no longer your dream bride”* *In the midst of uncertainty, I am sitting beside the sea* *Thinking lots of questions with a cup of tea* *As the wind is thoroughly blowing,* *With my two bare hands, the tears are continuously flowing*

*As I laid my head on a thousand stars* *I watch you walk away and leaving my heart with hundreds of scars* *As the waves mesmerized my soul,* *I gradually close my eyes and started to free fall* *Some say it’s painful to wait for someone* *Some say it’s painful to forget someone* *But the worst pain comes when you don’t know whether to wait or forget,* *And I choose to forget you even there’s no reason if forgetting is long past due* *You seem happy with someone else hand* *I think this is the right time to start moving forward* *Ohhh, maybe you are my greatest love* *Yet, you are my greatest pain..* ***Thank you, but I have to close the chapter of me and you….*** *Several months had passed by* *I feed my soul, my heart, and my mind with peace and love* *My darling, I refuse to wither and sorrow* *Coz I choose to bloom and carefully grow* *The heaven poured bountiful blessings in July* *The flowers were swaying gracefully* *The clouds and greeny plants were dancing happily* *I heard a certain voice that my eyes fell in a deep hall* *Someone was coming into my senses,* *“Hey, your eyes look in saddened and weary,”* *“Your face shows hesitations, confusions and dreary”* *“Could I plant healing words in your wounds? Again?”* *Huh! You uttered words that I have never been heard to you* *You, the one who left me hanging in the middle of night dim sky* *You, the one who forget me over a 2 month-girl with brown eyes* *You, the one who destroyed my world into pieces* *You want to come back with full of lies and resentment* *You want to start again after you left me alone?* *You want to be happy again as I am still drowning in sadness and self-worthlessness?* *How unfair the world is, right? How could you do that without any regrets of letting me go?* *In every room of our time together, there is a box of memories we shared,* *Now is the time to pack away and spared* *To the things that we once had together* *My love, my darling, my one thing, but goodbyes are better for everything*

*It is really a heartbreaking moment to throw goodbyes* *To someone who once became your one and only one* *Hopefully, we will not be alone for so long* *And find the happiness that will never decay* *Even separating our world and letting go are the only ways.* *“****Springs and sparkle are done*** ***Now, the time we should walk the Earth with different paths and we were forgetting….*** ***the butterflies, the storms, the life, and the love we once dreamed for.”***

***-US, ’17-21.***