@maxchesxyd 12 February 2022 more from that month

been busy making a video for my father's birthday this 15th .. i thought it was easy but remembering all of his memories is very painful .. missing him so much ! while making this video ,tears can't stop from fallin .. although he's in better hands now but the regrets and pain are still .. i hope one day , he will appear in our dreams saying that he's happy and forgives us for not letting did his deserving life .. my guilt is still there , di ko nabigay ang magandang buhay na para sa kanya .. i really missed him , siya lang talaga hinahug ko everytime worlds turn me down !