@maria_23 29 January 2023

Am I a failure? Article # 174 January 29, 2023 Hello, read cash family! Every time I am here, I feel relieved whatever emotions I have in my heart right now. I missed you all my virtual friends:-)😥 It's been a while since I'm out on track here on this platform because I had a lot of complicated situations that happened these past few days that turns me to lose hope in such things that I tried to pursue but I'm a failure. **I had a lot of discouragement and disappointment because of my bad decisions in life and I still suffer all the consequences of all the things that I've been through.** There are times I asked myself," *Am I a bad person? Why do I experience a lot of difficulties??..* But I know it was all a challenge that God allows me to encounter to make me strong enough and strive through all the pain I feel. Whatever happens, I must go on forward and try hard enough to overcome all the struggles because I have my family behind my back. They are my foundation to stand and continue to live. I have many regrets because I did not think it hard before I made a decision. I have a thought that it is one of my weaknesses the reason why I always fail and feel disgusted. I hate myself because I made my family suffers. I *have a heavy heart and soul right now because of some personal matters that bother me most of the time. I silently cry before I close my eyes and sleep at night and I don't have someone to share my feelings with, I don't want to share my heartaches with my loved ones because I don't want to make them worry about me. It's better to keep it to myself or better yet I draft it into an article. Because I know for sure, here in read cash I can share all my secrets and pain without any judgments from all of you guys. :-)❣* As long as we live, we always have a chance to change and create a new life for the better. Just have faith that I can! You can! And we all can! Thank you and have a blessed day ahead all of us☺