@lemonGirl 15 March 2022 more from that month

I always do things on my own. People would often ask me "Eloisa, why do you always do things on your own and not asking for help from anybody?" (Eloisa is my real name btw) and I'd often reply to their questions like "oh I just like to do new things" but that truth is that I'm scared to ask someone to help me out since I'd always think that I'd be a bother them because that's actually what i've experienced back in highschool so I guess I got traumatized or have anxieties? Whenever if I ask for help. But the bright side is that my hobbies and skills grew from all what i've experienced before lol