@leejhen 30 April 2022 more from that month

Personal Vlog: Compilation of Poems 2 Here I'am again. Sharing these heartbreaking Poem that I created. Maybe I could published a book on these Poems of mine. But I will think it later. One day soon... As I've said before, I can easily compose or create a Poem depending on my mode. Whether, I'am happy or sad and angry maybe lol. Through poem I can express the deepest feeling of my heart. The pain, anxiety, worries, happiness and all kinds of emotions a heart can ever feel. Now let's begin to read my first Poem.

**Beautiful Scar🤍** Keeping myself busy That makes me uneasy I don't want to be clingy And look for you dearly I'm trying to heal But to no avail It's all worthwhile But my heart is no steel It can always feel pain And I'm in vain Pretending to chill in But the tears keep fallen Healing the Beautiful Scar But you're still my star Picking the pieces of me And forget that your always dear to me leejhen 🤍 `Well, it's a beautiful Scar for me. Trying to heal my wounded heart. I called it beautiful because I love the person.`

**Naghihintay sa'yo Mahal ko** 🤍 Kahit saan man magpunta Ikaw lang ang nakikita Kahit anong ginagawa Ikaw lang ang laging nasa gunita Puso ko man ay mawasak Okay lang basta ikaw ay nagagalak Lunurin man nang alak Patuloy parin sa pag-iyak Laging hanap ka Nasaan ka na? Babalik ka pa ba? O' ako'y nilimot mo na? Bakit patuloy na kumakapit? Hindi naman pinipilit Bakit kay sakit? Hindi naman pinipilipit Makita lang kitang masaya Ako ay ayos na Mag-ingat Mahal ko Nandito lang ako Laging naghihintay sa'yo leejhen 🤍 `Well, the Poem is in Filipino language. It's title means in English "Waiting for you, My Love" So, cheesey and dramatic lol. But it just pop out in my mind. I know, that I don't need to wait as I'am waiting for nothing. But what can I do? As long as I love you I will still wait... As long as I love that person. I will keep on waiting. It hurts right? But I'm immune to pain and heartaches. But hopefully my old heart could carry it all and won't die.`

**Minsan Kitang Minahal** 🤍 Puso ay nangangamba Paano 'pag nalimot na kita At tuluyang iwan ka Makakaya mo ba? Hangga't kaya ko pa Ay mananatili muna Nandito lang ako Laging handa 'pag kailangan mo At kung dumating na ang araw Na hindi na kita matanaw Dahil masaya kana sa piling ng iba Ako ay lilisan na Hangad ang iyong kaligayahan Kahit ako ay nasasaktan Patuloy na ngingiti Kahit na kunwari Mag-ingat Mahal Aalis na ang sagabal Sana iyong maalala Na minsan Kitang Minahal leejhen 🤍 `It is still written in Filipino which the title means. " I onced Loved you." The Poem is still martyr and willing to sacrifice her feelings and all of her to be exact. She's still reluctant to leave that person. She still wants to care that person until he will settled his life and found the love of his life. What about the martyr one? She choose that life. Then she would eventually suffer the consequences. Ouch! Yeah, it's painful. But you cannot easily teach your heart to go and love someone else. Let it heal and forget in time. But that will never I guess. Because that stupid girl only love once and will took how many years to gone. She will probably die by then when the love will finally fade away.`

**Mahal Kita, Walang Iba** 🤍 Puso ay ayaw ng malungkot Ngunit ikaw ay hindi nalimot Bakit kay lupit? Pag-ibig na pinagdamot Kahit hindi nakikita Ikaw parin sinta Kahit ayaw kausapin Ikaw parin ang iisipin Mahal Kita, Walang iba Ikaw lamang ang nagpapasaya Nang puso kong kay tanga Bakit ikaw pa? Eh, sadyang Mahal Kita leejhen🤍 `That girl would never surrender haha. What the hell right? Just leave her be! That stupid girl always suffer for her own doing. The title means. " I love you, there's no one else." I don't know if that's correct but yeah that's what it means in English. She's asking why she love that person? No need to ask, that's what she feels. Unless she will love again and will suffer and hurt again. No thanks I guess. She should remain like that lol.`

**I miss you** 🤍 How are you? Did you miss me? Because I miss you so And I want to be with you Those cold night That we secretly met The adrenaline rush That no one can crash The feeling of excitement Whenever you are near The feeling of fulfillment When we are together I miss all of you Nothing but you My only Dear Can I hug you? leejhen 🤍 `It's written now in English hopefully those who are reading will understand. She's missing him terribly. But she's holding herself. She needs to fix her life and her whole being. She miss those times being with him. She's holding on because she wants him to have a better future without her. But she miss him. How stupid! She only wants the best for him... She tried to move on but she can't! Her heart won't cooperate. Her Brain tried it's best but her heart won't give up... Stupid heart and love. Her daughter told her to find someone and open her heart because they don't want to hear her drama and crying. But how? Her heart locked herself into seclusion.` Thank you my friends for spending your time and reading this Poem of mine... leejhen 🤍 Surprise!!! https://branch.wallet.bitcoin.com/zxJYOit0Dpb?pl_ref=O_MiJY8IrcWtdYKJ2Oc0HNdCwAkowjVhhnMiEEYXtjA A surprise shareable link for the very first reader of this Article of mine. If you are an aspiring Writer you are very much welcome in read.cash 👉https://read.cash/r/leejhen And of course much more welcome in noise.cash too. 👉https://noise.cash/u/leejhen Just comment in here if you're gonna need my guide. And I'm very much willing to help.