@kneelyrac 23 September 2021 more from that month

At this point, everything starts to sink in, and you bombard yourself with questions and what-ifs. Each day becomes longer and heavier; time is even more precious than before, and sleeping for more than 6 hours feels like a sin. Mental, emotional, physical, and above all, spiritual aspects are tested. You live by the saying: 'Study harder, Pray hardest." If it's for me, then it'll be given to me.