@jojoroxasb 23 August 2020 more from that month

The Intricacies of Finding the Right Partner

Have you ever wondered, why of all the people so close to you, either be your neighbor or your class/workmate, you end of loving a stranger? Have you also wondered, your goal in life is finding a person who will help you through your married life, but failed in the end? Some may also say that they found the perfect partner in an imperfect person. Love, like life, is so seriously strange. One day you feel loved. The next day you wound up hurt. Is there really a perfect plan or scheme, so we'll be able to find the right person for us? I once said to myself, why choose to between love and hurt, when you can just choose to be just preoccupied with something else like your career. But in the end, I find myself being in-love again. Thus, taking the risk of being hurt again. I sometimes envy those who really grew old still together. Much more when I learned that they didn't plan anything. They just let life take it's course. Though very unlikely it may seem, some couples maintain their feelings for each other after so many years or decades. I'm already at the prime of my life now. And I see myself growing old alone, afraid of loving again. But will always be appreciative and grateful for those who have found the perfect person for the remaining years of their lives. Love is great. But life really is imbalanced. So just try to appreciate things as they are. What matters is, you enjoyed your life and that you are happy now.