Making mistakes makes me nervous and it destroys my self-confidence. Today I made a small mistake and to be honest it wasn't a big deal but I have been having anxiety and I keep overthinking about it. I'm trying to calm down and breathe.
@imransoudagar in September 2021
Your bank accounts will empty and all the money you have will be gone. All you will be left with is the respect that you have earned and the memories.
Things that have happened with us always keep us from doing things in the future. Things we want to let go but memories do not let us go.
One of the best things I do when my mind is in a bad space is to go on a walk or a bike ride. The fresh air, the birds, the trees and the pure oxygen helps us improve our mood.
Lately, I have started to stay hungry for longer durations. I have always loved food and I would always try new foods. But since the last few weeks I don't have the desire to eat and it is good for me. Today I woke up at 5:30 and I am having my first meal of the day at 1:38 PM.
A few minutes ago I was thinking of watering the plants as I had not watered them in two days. I was about to do it and it started to rain. Rain us the best source of water for our trees and they grow really fast.
Today I went to get my second dose of COVID vaccination. I thought they would give me my second dose but sadly my 84 days since my first dose isn't over yet. I thought I took my vaccination more than 80 days ago but turns out I still have to wait till 25th of September. I know it's a long wait but India is a big country and everyone needs a shot. I'll wait for my turn.
A neighbour of mine wanted to plant trees somewhere and he has been asking me to get him some trees since early 2019. In 2019 I got some trees for him but he was too busy to bother planting them. Eventually the plants died up. In 2020 everything was under a lockdown so he didn't bother me. This year since June he was asking me to get some trees and I was busy. Everytime I would pass his house he would ask me. It got so annoying that I started to take the long route to avoid…
I have decided not to use my motorcycle if I have to go somewhere close to my house. Normally I use my motorcycle to everywhere and even when I have to go get milk from the store that is just a few metres away from my house. Today I took a decision not to use my bike and walk as much as I can.
Ancient archway! My city has many old buildings still standing. This one an archway that use to be one of the doors into the city. I think it is at least 600 years old but I may be wrong.
This is one of my favorite photos. It was back in 2019 when we had planted about 300 trees at a religious place. The religious place has a school for kids whose parents are poor and I had the opportunity to spend some time talking to them. I always try to meet kids and learn from them. Kids do not have much knowledge but they are a bag full of amazing questions. I love asking questions and I think I am a kid inside.
Chai 😍 I am not addicted to tea but I have started to like it. People here in India drink a lot of tea. I know people who drink like 10 cups a day. I am not such a tea drinker. I appreciate a good cup of tea once in a while. Yesterday, one of my friends and I had some work so we went to a cafe. We sat down and started our work. I ordered my usual Sugarless chai and the server came with a strong cup of chai. I took time to sip it because it was delicious.
I don't have pets and I don't believe in keeping animals caged in our homes. This is a stray cat and she stole a piece of meat from somewhere. I stood there and watched the cat and then the cat started to give me an angry look. Probably she was saying that it was bad to stare when someone is having their lunch.
Chicken Samosa 😍 I was hungry and I couldn't control my hunger. I was at a cafe and I had no choice but to eat a Samosa. Lol, I could have gone to a different place but temptation is what drives me. It was one of the most delicious samosa u had in a recent times.
My friends and I were on road all day and when we were walking into a building it started to rain. It rained a lot and most roads started to flood. I enjoy rain and always make sure to enjoy it. Living in a city where the temperatures are always high it feels really cool when it rains. This year it has been raining really well and I'm happy.
Oranges 🍊 One of the few fruits that I love eating is Oranges. I have always loved eating them. Oranges are sweet, and tangy, they have a good amount of fibers and not to forget they have a lot of Vitamin C. I usually eat at least two of them every once in a while. What's your favourite fruit?
Life 😊 Life scares me. I don't know how to live and what to do. I struggle and stumble at every step. I give everything to people and when they do not respect me or respond to me in a way that I expect them to respond I hurt them with my words. Life is tough and it is even more tougher when I do not know what to do.
Had a fruitful trip to the dentist. Turns out my teeth are in good health. I was feeling some sensitivity in my teeth and the doctor has recommended me to use a different toothbrush, toothpaste and a mouthwash.
THIS PRODUCT CONTAINS NO SUGAR (But it is sweet 😳) A new toothpaste 😬 Last night visit to the dentist was a good one and the dentist asked me to use this new toothpaste that will help decrease the sensitivity in my teeth. So, the result was that I bought this new toothpaste and I used it just now. My first thought about this paste is that it is damn sweet. I bought only after I saw the note that said it contains no sugar. But when I checked the ingredients it contains Sodium…
What to do when you have no toys to play? Well, the kids in this small village caught a bug and then tied a thread to it. Once it was tied securely the bug started to fly. The kids enjoyed playing with it and I think life is all about cheerful laughter and silly games. I couldn't catch a proper photograph because the bug was flying around. Nature always surprises me. The colors, the patterns, the different features of everything around us. It just makes me say Wow!
The road is deserted and my destinations are calling me. I can hear it calling me everytime I'm on the highway. Life is short and surviving the pandemic has changed me in many ways. I used to travel a lot but never went sightseeing. Now, I feel like I should go sightseeing and go on a journey on my own. There are still places to plan, lists to make and a journey to begin.
Why does the moon has a ring around it? I don't have much knowledge of the moon and the space but I think there shouldn't be a ring around the moon. Is it normal or is it just my camera that created the ring around the moon? Someone explain.
Was in the way to dinner with my friends when I took this photo. The dinner was really good and I will share photos soon. #OpenWriting
The food was yummy and the company was awesome. I enjoyed the food. The restaurant is around 40 kilometres from the city and they serve the best food.
These are probably the most expensive cookies I have ever had. The box claims that the cookies are made with organic grains, it has no added sugar but has
In my last post I added a photograph but for some reason the photo did not get uploaded. I do not know if this is because if an issue with my network or it is a noise.cash problem. Anyways, here's the photo that I wanted to add.
Cookies made with millets and jaggery. Many people might never even have heard about what millets are and what jaggery is. We all eat cookies and stuff made with fine refined flour and sugar is added for sweetness. Many people in India still use jaggery in our sweets and these days there are a lot of people who are trying to move away from processed sugar. Do you know what jaggery and millets are?
Anyday when I do 14k activity is surely a good day. After being lazy for so long I finally had the courage to start walking at the park again. The environment is cool and it is raining almost every other day. My city is usually hot and dry and that is why I am enjoying the rain. Yesterday when I started walking I made sure not to put too much pressure on my feet. A few months ago I had started to walk but eventually I had to stop because I hurt my feet. This time I am…
When you are surrounded by sweets and chocolates you get tempted to buy them. 😂 Thankfully I can control myself most days.
Elf serve? 😳 I was at a self-service restaurant and I saw this in the wall. It was self service originally but the letters seems to have got damaged. 😂
I was on my bike going somewhere when it started to rain. I had to take shelter and I landed near a cafe. I looked into the cafe and it was empty. I went inside and asked for a Sugarless coffee and sadly they had no sugarless coffee.
The weather is cold, a bit moist as it has been raining since the last several days. I just received a message that says that the weather department has issued a cyclone warning for some of the coastal regions. I hope it will be all right in my city. We are very far away from the sea but if there is a cyclone then it does have some affects here too.