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@ideallife in September 2022

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What if I wake up and my illness is gone? What if one day I wake up to a perfectly healthy body? No fluid retention, gout is gone, BP back to normal. Will I still do the things that I have always done? Will I change? Will I reflect on mistakes and filter my bad habits? But then, I know this will not just simply go away. But then again, living in misery, affected by all the syndromes isn't a good way to keep living. I will wake up and live as if there are no ailments. But…

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A mobile Saturday I did nothing this day. I just washed the clothes using a washing machine. I rinsed them and put them on the spin dry. I put them out to dry. But had to get them inside the house when it rained prematurely for the day. I then fed my kids and ate dried fish with my sibling who happen to come by my house. After doing some dishes, I took a bath. And decided to buy sustenance at the nearby barangay. I bought chicken and pork. Then some veggies to go with the…

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A park to walk each day I walked the park leading up to the place where I earn my keep. I smell the fresh air amidst the sweaty joggers of the morning. I took out my phone to write just because I can't resist the urge. None of the enforcers are present at the moment. I let out a breath of happiness. I pause for a while while I lower my mask. Wearing a mask is optional in non-crowded places with enough ventilation. I continue writing while I am still in the park. A few more…

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Reality is but a dream I am a bit shaky. I don't know what to write. I toggle my brain. But my heart is lonely. I try to be a poet, but my words fail me. And I can only write much as I can write. `I don't know the reason I put the picture above. Of course, credits to Unsplash.` I don't make an effort. To know why I am sad. I just sigh and hope for my body to make a comeback. I lie to my soul. That reality is but a dream. You have today what you thought would be impossible.…

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Water thudding, I wake up scowling The water drops are louder than my snore. I was awoken. Irritated and tired. I waited a few seconds. It didn't stop thudding. Let it drop let it drop. I used my pen to talk about it. After all, I am thankful for the prompt. Oh yes, this is indicative that I am under a roof that has holes or imperfect concrete. Yeah, my house's not finished yet so I have these episodes of annoying yet wholesome experiences. In truth, I am not annoyed. I was…