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@ideallife in April 2022

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Only when I practice it myself There are reasons why I can't discipline others. I always try to look at myself in the mirror and see if I am eligible enough to tell on others. Most of the time, I am not. I am not fit at all to disciplene others. I am an adult, and sure thing young ones needed my guidance. I can't always turn a deaf ear or blind eyes when I hear or see things. And I come to the realization that I have no choice but to at least lead a good life, away from foul…

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I just want to be thankful For today, I would just like to be thankful for everything. Thankful for the help I have been receiving. I want to be thankful for the life I have and for the life I have had. I want to be thankful for the opportunities given to me as well as the chances for me to redeem myself and correct my mistakes. I thank you for all the good things and I also have to be thankful for my trials so far. At the same time, hoping to withstand the upcoming trials…

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Blank then black Juiced out... Why? I do not know either. Or I am too mindless to bother knowing why. Looking for a space again. To write, to ponder upon things. So here I am, finding my place in the middle of a crowd. No, I won't call this a crowd. They're my colleagues. The people in this group. Companions is a better term for them. We are here in this place for something important. And while the session has not yet started, I brought out my pen to write in my notebook.…

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Who are my options? The election's coming. Have you prepared your list? What's your basis? What are your criteria for judging? Good for you who has already decided. Some just can't decide and do not have any clear path on where to go during this time. Surely it may be easy to just choose among those numbers but what is the sense if there is no purpose at all? I wish I studied better in school when we were taking those political subjects. But all we can do is do the best we…

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I make my house enough space for myself Maybe, I am having some sort of self-pity. I pity myself because I feel like I am pitiable. Maybe I indeed am, maybe not. Why oh why, I get this disease from time to time. Selfmade disease. Not physical but mental and perhaps, emotional. I am losing interest in a lot of things. Or maybe, I am just missing out on the necessary elements to enjoy life. Am I not enjoying it already? Perhaps I am, perhaps a lot is on my plate. I do have a…

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Do not worry about anything I realized that I have been a great worrier. I worry about everything in my life. I worry about tomorrow. I worry about the future. I worry about things not getting done. I worry I might get busted. I worry that I might displease my bosses. That I might do something which may cause termination. I worry that I eat too much and that I look extra fat. I worry I might not be able to get on with my job. That I am never enough no matter how hard I try.…

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It isn't as simple as eating a piece of cake Hi! Have you ever used word processing on the web? How has your experience been? I recently needed to use the web version of word processing because I damaged my computer and I couldn't use the offline version. It so happened that I needed support for objects in my documents so I begin searching for articles if I can't use the online version for my need. Indeed, I can't just use the online version because my needs aren't…

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Learning to keep it exact So someone asked me, is it true that my data is this? I checked records for a few moments. I then confirmed it was just right. Under usual circumstances, I would have sweet-talked the person into accepting things just so I would make him or her feel better. But learning from the past, it would be now best for me to refrain from filtering things out. Let it be. Salty if salty, sweet if sweet, bland if bland, spicy if spicy. No need to try sugar…

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Only the bright rays of the sun Meanwhile, let us just be in love with the mountains, with the sunsets, with the sand, with the morning glory, and with coffee. Let us nurture our nature-loving selves. People fade but eternity is the sun that still shines in the morning, despite our absence. Let's turn the lights off at night, be in deep sleep, and let the morning sun boast to us its radiance. As we sip our coffee, let us be grateful to Him. Being alive it is. Let us extend…