For why For why I can't be comforted by mere imagination... There's still that desire in me that wants the real thing... I can't be comforted. For why I want it real. I won't ever get out of this incongruity. I know and I just know... For the rest of my life, I won't ever get out. But time will tell what will happen to this weary heart. If this weary heart will go on with the blow of the wind or it will go against it and fly up high and away. I won't even know but I just…
@ideallife in March 2022
Live life modestly It might be fear that's holding me back. They say to live life to the fullest. How could they have done it? I seem to be afraid of perishing too soon. Life has much to offer and I'd rather stay longer to see them than go sooner to disappear forever. What's this weariness I am feeling? But I am patient in waiting for those euphoric moments. I don't take any of those prohibited drugs but I do have high periods. During those times I also do feel good. There…
It is foolish to not be wise, it is wise to be wise Why are you so foolish? Why do you do foolish things? Do you know that you are foolish? If not, evaluate yourself and stop your foolishness. It is foolish to not be wise. Remember how you fooled yourself in front of the crowd? And you felt embarrassed, telling yourself not to do it ever again? Remember how you thoughtlessly ignored your plans, and you fell into the trap you expected to be there around you? Remember your…
For a moment and a minute I have hoped for days to be like days with you. In my imagination, we have held hands and walked the park. You on the right, me on the left. I look to my right and there you are looking at me. My heart flutters, hoping yours, too. The sight engraved in my heart like a blooming flower... Anytime it fades away. Let me then write this down lest you leave my memory away forever. Your brown skin tone drew me to you and your appealing eyes pleaded that I…
May I just pray for this nation I’m caught in between those who support him or her or whoever. I honestly do not know what to think of. Isn’t there a wiser way to react than to simply talk negatively about anyone? Do they even personally know those candidates? I’m not sure what to think. Opposition here and there. Different stands. Different opinions. Convincing arguments by everyone. Not sure how to think. I don’t know any of the candidates, especially those who are running…
It's okay, it's alright She sure has ideals. She has standards. She has goals. The thing is, she's so vulnerable. She wonders how she could stay firm. She wonders how she could stick to her ideals. She also has goals. She likes the idea of perfection. She likes to be perfect. But then, she's just so vulnerable. She needs... Training for the mind Training for discipline Training for the heart What of simply keeping her cool? She isn't cool though. It's okay, it's alright. On…
Sleep well With the dawn of these multimedia, technology, and the like, sleeping seems to be a lesser priority than it has used to be. Sleeping earlier than 10 is much better than sleeping later and waking up at a later time as well. I just don't go with the natural order of things. But then it is how we live nowadays. I am not excluded. Opposite to what I believe, I now sleep later than 10 and as of writing time, it is already past midnight. I guess I have insomnia. But…
Life will continue in spite of everything Do I want to stop? Do I want to quit? Do I want out of all these? Do I want to get it done? Dear self, don't ask me that. You have no right at all. Responsibilities, my dearest. Don't pin the blame on people. Don't pin the blame on situations, on circumstances. Learn to have sense and don't get depressed. Stay with logic. With GOD. Don't give up on your ideals. Learn to appreciate what you have. Learn to use your resources. Tighten…
At this point It has come to this. I suddenly forgot where I was coming from. I don't know how it has come to this point. But one thing's clear. I needed to go back to the beginning. I have to start from square one. It doesn't matter if I go back for as long as I can get back. It matters a lot that I needed to go back to the beginning. I have to start from scratch again. Have you ever tried this? You just wake up one morning and you feel like you've lost touch with the…
Aesthetics or Ethics I was greatly inspired by a philosopher. But no matter how I read his works translated by writers, I wasn't able to finish reading. I wondered why I was still hanging around this Philosopher's works and all. To cut to the chase, I simply searched one of his works meaning over the internet and it brought so many similarities with our thoughts. I still lack words to explain how so. Have you ever experienced that thing, where you really know you got so many…