@heartbeat1515 31 January 2023

What makes the difference? After a day passed, I just want to go home after work and do nothing. It is tiring with unending obstacles to an easy life. Well perhaps if life is too easy it will be too boring. Life is like walking in a circle. Waking up, going to work, sleeping. **What makes the difference?** I always see my little girl's face in the morning, sometimes she wakes me up, and sometimes I am the one waking her up. Every morning is war with time. At work, I will meet different kinds of people. One of my patients had been gone recently, he works so hard to be independent after an accident. He does not have a family member that can take care of time or help him to train. The only one he has is his mother but she is also sick. I heard that he asked about me before his condition got worse but I did not have the chance to meet him before he got unconscious. The moment I came to him, he was already on ventilator support. Perhaps it is his destiny or the one he chose to have.

Life might look not fair if we live in comparison only instead of focusing on our own. Doing our best to make ourselves better each day. And we asked ourselves, what else can I do? Instead of complaining.