@feebie 1 October 2020

The note i wish i wrote you.

*I call you dear,* *I know you wont hear,* *I think about you always,* *I'll never have the guts to tell you anyways.* *I can catch a grenade for you,* *Though it wont make a difference to you.* *If i live or die.* *My life is better with you in it...* *But without me, Yours will probably be perfect.* *You have the options i crave,* *You are the only option i have,* *You mean the world to me...* *Even when you have a world of your own,* *A world where i barely exist.* *If letting go would let you love me better,* *I will give you away without a letter.* *If being behind the scene will let you notice me,* *I will gladly leave you be* *So you could notice how beautiful your life would look without me* *This is the irony of what love can give*.