It's getting bad again
I don't want to darken someone's mood so please just scroll away if you don't want to read some dark thoughts. I just need a place to write down my thoughts in hopes that one day I'll come across this writings i made and be proud of myself knowing that I overcame some of my darkest times.
I jot this little poem inspired of Ethan Jewell's songs. I do hope that no matter how dark it is try to find the light.
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IT'S GETTING BAD AGAIN/
*Rens*
`I` `know it's starting to get bad again when everyone's laughter cut my eardrums deep and silence is the only sound i want to hear. It's getting bad again when i don't see myself with someone, and friendship seems to fade away from afar. Where laugher of distance memories resonates loud like the church bells in Sunday morning. And the longing for warm embraces is what i long for to comfort my shivering soul.`
`It's getting bad again when the things that once matter the most doesn't matter at all. When the bright blue sky blinded my darkening eyes and darkness is where my eyes long to rest. When music that I once dance to in sunny days irritates me and the world is nothing but a loud and chaotic place.`
`It's getting bad again Again and again. I wish for it to stop but it still grows like weed in my grandma's backyard.`
`It's getting bad again when happiness is like a needle in a haystack. I look and look but found nothing.`
`When I miss that day I'm at the shore alone dancing in the roaring waves amidst the storm When my mind is the only place I am, sailing in my thoughts, journeying to places unknown. It's getting bad again when all my demons whispers telling me truths and lies embraces me with their dead cold arms, and i prayed for healing. I still pray.`
`It's getting bad again but I hope it gets better.`
Too late?
She came running like a thief in the night
Gasping for breath
She asked every person along the way, "where's the port?"
They told her it is by the sea,
Near the old church with red gate.
She had to run faster but the weight on her back is making her steps slower.
She had to choose.
In the end she let go of her possessions,
as she takes the turn in the street.
She's face to face with the church with the red gate,she stood still for a moment.
Behind the iron fence, she saw the sail of a ship unfurled.
She ran towards the back of the edifice,
few meters is the port.
She has found it, and the ship has sailed away.
Too far away that her voice though loud is carried away by the wind.
Drowned by the waves and the roaring engines.
It's too late.
*A short story-poem ish I wrote inspired of a certain thing that happened .*
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A series.
Question#1 My Dream Dream
Good morning beautiful people of read.cash!!
For the past couple days I've been so busy doing family and house stuff so i haven't posted anything new besides my movie review(check it out). And am full of doubts in what should i post coz i was thinking of something that's new and not a lot of people were posting..i think? And honestly am not good at writing like others hahaha..
So today i got up early and and an idea struck my bean-sized brain!
**What if i post a Q and A content?**
I believe that questions is powerful tool for a great tons of reasons, but i think my goal here is helping you and myself for self- discovery. Knowing one's self is important for you to flourish and be productive in life. And that's what i want to achieve in posting this article.
So I'll be getting my questions from a book called "THE BOOK OF QUESTIONS" by Gregory Stock which is from what the title says a book full of questions(lols),great and peculiar questions. Im going to choose randomly and post the question along with my own answer. Please feel free to comment your answers as well on the comment section for everyone to enjoy and reflect in.
So for starters let's start with an easy and fun question.
Q#1. **IF YOU COULD SCRIPT THE BASIC PLOT FOR THE DREAM YOU WILL HAVE TONIGHT,WHAT WOULD THE STORY BE?**
MyAnswer: Mine would be a scene from the animae show titled "Avatar:The Last Air Bender" where "Ang" the leading character fought with the fire lord Ozai.
I am a great fan of that animae,no, I am obessed.
Its a dream of mine to have a superpower and help people in need like i think most children want. It would be super cool if I could bend elements like water or fire just like what people do in the animae that im talking about. It would be a fun and wholesome experience if i get a chance to dream that scene. Where in the end I would beat the Evil Fire Lord with my element bending abilities and restore the balance of the earth haha.
What's yours?
Comment down below.
NO JUDGEMENT PLEASE
thanks💙
Movie Review#1: THE SOCIETY (Netflix Original)
Are you a fan of the mind twisting Stranger Things Movie Series and genre alike? Well, if you are, you should definitely add the Netflix Original series“The Society” on your movie watch list or binge watch all the episodes right after reading this review.
Have you ever wondered **a world where your parents don’t exist** or disappeared in an instant? Where the only people left were you and your fellow teenagers? What life would you expect, and the ultimate question is **will you survive**?
The Netflix original drama series “The Society” created by Christopher Keyser will answer all those questions above for you. The mystery teen drama series will surely make your mind turn up-side-down.
The series follow the story of teenagers living together in a town finding out that their parents vanished into thin air without any explanation why. They must figure out why this is all happening along with the fact that they need to survive without their beloved parents. This show is a big thumbs up for me because the creators didn’t fail to give the viewers the thrill, intriguing characters, scenes, witty script and a subtle shot of humour that will make you crave for more.
Despite the sombre and depressing genre of the show, I truly loved how the writers put on a clever script with a hint of humour in every scene that counters the dark situations that’s been happening in the story. And you will surely fall in love with the characters along with the discovery of secrets and corners of their personalities and their different contributions in making the story more intense. Prepare yourself for a heart-stopping scenes and a slowly building up plot twist that will you hold on till the very end.
I am saddened by the official report released by the Netflix production that the filming of the second season is halted due to the pandemic crisis. The complications brought by the pandemic led to production cost increase and difficulty scheduling filming. Let us pray that this pandemic end not just for the continuation of the filming of our awaited films but also for everyone who suffers a lot in these depressing times.
Thanks for reading and be kind💙
I found refuge in movies
I grow up in a small town and an almost remote one. My town is so small that a single person's business is everyone's business. A town where everyone knows each other names. Life is good here,plain and simple, but as a teenage boy with a huge fascination about many things my mind craves for new life experiences and knowledge, and there where i found refuge in watching movies.
I know that some people might not agree with the word i choose,"refuge" in describing my love for movies. They might think that it's too much to describe someone's love for films but they're wrong(atleast in my opinion). Refuge means a place that provides shelter and comfort from a distress and that's what exactly movies does to me. It provides shelter and comfort for my curious mind. It let me scape reality for a bit and take me to a world full of possibilities and wonders. A world that might not exist in this world.
**Movies can be a catalyst for change. It can light up a hope or start a destruction in someone's mind.**
Movies will take you to a whirlwind of emotions and feelings. It opens your eyes for new things that you've never encountered ever in your life.
Thanks for reading and **Be kind💙**
Hi there beautiful people!! Im enZopenzo a simple guy living in the simple town with a simple life(cliche 101 everybody).
I am new to this platform and so far I am enjoying my stay. I would really like to write reviews on movies,books and pretty much on everything that intrigues me. I'll soon be posting my works so please support me and I'll love you back. Comment anything that you want me to make a review on and please feel free to suggest anything that interests you. Thanks and let's be kind.💙
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