@dropout 9 February 2022 more from that month

Reservations Do you know what a reservation is? It is the act of reserving some slot for something so you will be able to have a predetermined schedule either on a restaurant or anywhere else. It is also, according to dictionaries, an act of keeping back, withholding, or setting apart. And for this blog I am referring to the second definition. I have a lot of reservations. And before, I do not know the reason why I have a lot to set aside just for myself. But over the years, it has become apparent that I am only having such things for reasons of not knowing the whole thing and that I still needed to discover more, and learn more to be able to finally know how to deal with my reservations. I usually describe myself before as 'reserved.' It is because it was how I assessed myself. I maybe super talkative before, and even until now, but those times the previous years, I always had reservations. When my teacher asked my why I described myself as reserved, I didn't know how to answer him. It is only nowadays that I am reflecting about this one and the scenario of my teacher questioning me crossed my mind and so I came up with this topic right now. It is good to always have reservations. But having those for very long isn't also very healthy. In the sense that you have a lot of doubts. We have to search and search until the day we die. Search and search so that in the afterlife, we may be able to rest in peace.