@dpimjam

I Am Born sHE I was born with a defect, Those that knew of it called it that, A sHE. Early in my years when I couldn't understand the truth, It was kept from me. All I knew of, is that I am different, With them camping and covering me from the world views, But mockery and snickering makes me realize, The kind of abomination I am. Some even called me a demon, A stigma that cannot be washed. I had to grow up fast, Fighting against the world will teach you that. It even taught me how to hate myself, and people. All in my mind was suicide when the abuse is too much, From friends and families. Wearing multiple clothes gave me some comfort I needed. It's indeed a shame! A night call made me realize the danger my life is in, When the world turned its back on you then you had to run. And that's what I did, I had to move out of my birth state. Away from a hate filled family. Away from the culture that infringe on human rights. Away from the town that wants to bury me alive. I ran out into the bush. Living and toiling away to make ends meet, Living like the barbarian they said I was. Until I met the moon that shine it's light into my darkness, And made me a star. Telling me more about the world called LGBTQIA+, Motivated me to accept my nature, by being me. Now I am cured of the diseases of ignorance, And I have accepted the world view on it. I am a SHE and use the pronoun HE, I am Hermaphrodite, I haven't given up, But I learned to love myself.

Become Who You Really Are... "Who am I?" Have you ever asked that question Or you just avoided it with trepidation If you didn't ask you should start I have asked it so many times Needed enlightenment for my eyes 'Am I meant to live this way?' Constantly being taught what to think What to pick, how to speak 'How do I want to use my time?' 'Do I want to create or be programmed?' 'Do I want to be original or copy?' I think I have found it after so much searching Deciding how to live The author of the story in the pane Is all in the palm of our hands Right under our noses We choose who we will be We pursue a way out from the chaos But all we are need to see inside Search your true real side The part of you that is so unique It starts by accepting the flaws you poses And correcting your mistakes Then u will begin to love urself Self-love is the best love don't let anyone tell you otherwise I hope you understand and realize That there is a gift of glow in each and every one of you Find that hidden treasure and you will win Only those who believe they can Will crack the code to the mystery of their true identity A precious untold talent is in you You just need to open up your closed core And become who you really are.

Pain Pain? It's just a feeling, Can't be seen, Can't be touched, But with pressure, It bleeds, No physical cure, All meds must go in, Painkillers, Pain shots, Steroids, Antibiotics, All to fight pain from the inside, My question is now, What about the pain that lies in the dark? The kind of pain where you can't rate, The kind of pain you feel tingling, Throughout the body, A single sensation, Sad, Depressed, Nothing much is felt, Numbness in the heart, Is there a cure? Can meds live this? Can a doctor know what's going on? Lost, Alone, Friends calling out my name, Asking me to return, Return from the darkness, My question is, Why them? Why can't it be my family? Friends are going to end up leaving one day, But family is forever, I hear this every time, How far is it true? Can I please not believe this?

How Social Media Kills Our Happiness Have you ever looked down your Instagram timeline and suddenly felt bad about yourself? You see all this people living their life to the fullest. They seem to be rich, fun and successful. Mostly they seem to be happy. In your eyes, their life seems perfect. Everything. They seem to have everything you lack. Everyday we see people who seem to have a perfect life. A perfect body, a perfect face, a perfect relationship or a perfect job. Everything seems to be perfect because all we see is pictures and videos of them. And then, we have to turn into reality and feel bad. Because unfortunately, our life isn’t perfect. Our life isn’t anything like theirs. We start to feel like a failure and unworthy. We compare our world, the reality we live in, with a world that doesn’t even exist. This world is called Social Media. Every day Social Media kills our happiness. It’s like a competition, but we are the ones who lost since the beginning. You know why? Because we think social media is reality. We see a perfect picture, but we never think about behind-the-scenes. We forget that there are hundreds of attempts behind each picture and life is much more than just a picture. We literally forget how easily it is to fake a smile. We forget that pictures get edited. We forget that not everything gets posted. We believe this lie called social media and in the end we are the ones who suffer the most from it. We need to learn that there can be perfect pictures, but there’s never a perfect life behind those pictures. In the end, Social Media just provides us a world that doesn’t exist. So we should stop spending more time on there than reality. Because happiness can’t be found in pictures or videos. Happiness is never available if you keep comparing your life to the life others have. Start living your life. Start dressing up how you like, start doing the things you like. Start going after your goals, and start surrounding yourself with positive vibes and positive energy. Stop giving your power, time and energy to Social Media. Because the longer you do, the less happier you will be.