@crimsonowlkk 5 January 2022

So, work started today and instead of starting work for this year with a renewed energy, I was slapped with the reality that my current work is not the work that I really wanted to do but regardless, I am grateful to have this work despite the situation of the world today. However, since the new year turned over, something has been screaming within me to chase the rainbow for my own pot of gold. And I, being a Libra, am torn if I should fuck it and quit my job so I can focus on the career I wanna do or keep my job and be emotionally stressed every day as I balance between work-home-personal goals.