@chikspere13 1 May 2022 more from that month

I'm so tired in restoring my garden..I don't know how to start again..I don't know how to restore my mini Eden. It's been four hours I'm here cleaning. I don't know where are my pots and other plants. They're washed out by the flood. I can't take photos ..it hurts so much. My garden is my stress reliever..almost my bestfriend when I'm alone and it's so heartbreaking thinking where are now my plants..my expensive and very lovely plants :(( I will not give up..I can make a garden again..I can do it. I have green thumbs. I will restore my mini paradise. It may take months but I know I can have it again. More beautiful than it was before! Same as our koi fishes. We already bought new ones . 30 pieces koi fishes again. We start raising them again.. they're our happiness..our eyes favorite. It just so sad that we need to begin again...:((