It's not even noon yet, but I feel tired. It's not the physical tired wherein you feel better after some good food and undisturbed sleep. It's a tiredness that I feel inside - in my heart, mind... My soul. This is the kind of tired that's hard to shake off. I feel listless... Like I'm just getting by each day like some sort of domesticated zombie - cook, clean, take care of everything -- while my mind wanders to places far away and things that were or was, all the while being bogged down by "what-ifs." The photo is the sun beating down like it's summer again. It's hot, and the earth exhales this warmth that suffocates. It definitely is a sun-shiny day, but even the brightest light can't seem to chase away this heaviness in my soul. 😔💮 #iwritemyownposts