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Yesterday I was in the last of wake for a friend/colleague's mother. Did you know mga kaNOISE if you read my post or follow me here.. you know more than my colleagues or friends or even families.. I may not be a ghost here but I am a ghost to a lot of people.. They do not even know what I am into.. etc... The problem with people... they usually assume if they do not know much about you.. they assume base on how they know you and what they see from common friends.. I am now almost years no work.. I what they see of me is pictures of me with common friends.. so they assume I tagged along with them to earn.. or they assume I am rich.. or they assume I have lots of projects (which they ask as a fishing for information only).. The best this with being a ghost to a lot of people.. You are free to do anything you want.. you are not force to be here to be there to talkt to him or them.. they are clueless of what I am doing.. or how I get by... I just realize last night as I going to sleep around 2am.. it is a good dam feel... I think being a ghost is not neglecting your friends to grind and get out of it big and surprise them.. we need friends and families to get into life each day... but becoming a low key individual as possible.. I still share what I know or do with a chosen few... even here what I share is not even half of what I do or doing.. We all need to choose our own battles.. and share that battle to a chosen view.. or each battle is not known to the other.. etc. no one is to judge you.. or if they judge you and hear it you will just laugh about it.. its having an inner peace of confidence.. that their feedback on you does not matter.. even to people you share your battles with.. Its a beautiful feeling to keep you motivated for more. Just a bunch of nonsense after a very long days this week.. now is a rest day at home but still grinding..

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