@boringwriter 16 August 2021 more from that month

I'm having a suicidal thoughts right now so I could not make some noise. I just want peace and plan to cope up with this situation, and I feel like they only mind the things that the other people could say without actually telling me if I'm okay. Sorry if I'm sensitive but I'm having a hard time to think. Should I stay away from their toxicity by means of killing myself, or should I make a new world without them? Argh, sorry if I disturbed you🙃