@boringwriter 20 August 2023 more from that month

Suicidal doesn't always look suicidal. Well, marami akong napapakinggan about suicide. Medyo nakakalungkot lang kasi naalala ko three years ago, yung foreman ng renovation sa bahay ni Lola is sobrang masiyahin. Tapos nalaman na lang namin na nagbigti na raw siya. Suicidal thoughts was also running in my head a year ago. I don't think that I would go through this far if I continued it. I learned na ikaw at ikaw lang talaga ang makakaintindi sa sarili mo. I don't know na slowly getting successful ako kung I ended my life. Yun yung time talaga na masaya ako sa harap ng maraming tao tapos kapag mag-isa, minsan inaatake ng anxiety ganon. Wala sana silang makikilalang Charles kung I ended it. Yun lang hahahahhaha