@boringwriter 14 November 2022 more from that month

Relying on academic validation but not being academically smart is a different kind of pain. I know to myself that I'm not naturally smart. It's hard to catch up with those students who are talented and smart, while I'm just getting academic validation because I'm diligently made. It looks like I'm a loser if I will not attain to be an industrious person like this. You know my capabilities, and the reason I'm getting good results is because of my willingness about my goals. Still grateful with the rejections I encountered since it leaded me to be a better person. Just done updating my Notion account. And for now, I'll be going to begin my other academic activities.