@boringwriter 12 July 2022 more from that month

I'm so sleepy guys, but can't help to overthink. Just realized that I'm a bit unlucky in life. I was writing an article on Blurt when a memory flashed on my brain about the sentimental value of this site on growing me financially, mentally, and socially. I'm afraid that it will fade as I was attached on the tipping system. I can't help, but to doubt myself if I did something bad. I'm still glad that I can earn here, but not the way I used to do before. The activeness that I did before was still existent until today. It looks like I'll start again on a scratch in different way, though. Just to be clear, I'm not directly complaining on what I'm experiencing today. I just can't deny that I'm bit demotivated and sad on being broke. It is already 12:32 AM in our time here in the Philippines filled with so much questions in what did I do wrong. Things were still going normal in previous days, but the past two days are being unusual. I hope that after I woke up, everything will be back to normal. However, I think that's a bit impossible. Good night everyone.