@boringwriter 3 April 2023 more from that month

I think I already made one of my best blogs ever. But surprisingly, it didn't attain much engagements. I don't know why I feel so sad huhu. I took like about two days to polish everything, but it was not recognized. Grabe kaya tinatamad akong magsulat eh. Sabi nila more on enGaGemEnTs lang raw yan kaya nakaka-offend talaga kapag may nagsasabi sa akin non. Ang totoo talaga niya ay kapit lang. So kapag may nagsasabi sa akin na dapat makipag-engage raw ako, kayo yon. Minsan naiinis na lang ako but ginagaslight ko yung sarili ko na kasalanan ko rin. Nawawalan ako ng gana and motivation at the same time. Lagi kong iniisip na baka mabalewala efforts ko. Gagamitin ko na lang ito sa portfolio ko para pampalubag loob.