@boringwriter 14 April 2022 more from that month

I feel bad on myself as I'm expecting too much hayst... Last Monday, I returned back my Axie and Pega to Gramps as I want to heal my eye infection. Gladly, he agreed. Then yesterday, I chatted him to return back my Pega and Axie where I explained the detailed part of my suffering. But then, he didn't let reply or something. I also chatted Coach Nazko about it, but he also didn't respond. Maybe they were busy in the NFT game, they didn't like me to be their scholar anymore, or they already gave my team to other scholars. I'm overthinking lately since they are not responding on my messages. They can just say that "We don't want you to be our scholars anymore", or "We are just busy as of the moment so just wait for your concern". Maybe they are just busy, but I hate the fact that they can't spend a minute just to reply on me. I know that I'm just an average player who's dedicated to play every day, but I feel like I'm undervalued. I'm so upset and delusional right now, grr. Just like on the 40 energies, they said that they will be giving me 40 energies, but they gave first the scholars who are coincidentally awake by 12AM. I've waited until 12AM last time, but they didn't respond haha. And last Monday, they given the 40 energies to other scholars instead of me. Nakakawala lang ng gana, ganon? Please don't tell this to the whole AXIEBCH guild, lol. Atin-atin lang to. Ang akin lang naman, sabihan nila ako kung tatanggalin ba nila ako or what kasi madali lang naman ako kausap eh. Kung tatanggalin ako, then okay. Kung hindi, then better. Hindi yun parang naghihintay ako sa wala. I'm not saying that I feel entitled, but I just want to have peace of mind. Nakakainis yung hintay ka ng hintay ng walang kasiguruhan.