@boringwriter 1 November 2021 more from that month

Letting him go is one of the things that I should do even it hurts my ego. I don't know why they are calling me madamot in spite all the things that I gave to them. You know what, I spent more on them rather to myself, and it seems like it's still not worth it. My father is nagpaparamdam if he could borrow 10k for me because he wanted to buy motorcycle, and I neglected at first. Babayara niya rin, but I know in the first place that it is a scam. Of course, he need to pay some expenses like registering it, and the like. It seems like I can't hold the uncertainties that I feel when he's oftentimes referring me madamot even I know that it is for the best haha. It looks like I'm worthless, I don't know. Withdrawing it is one of the painful things that should I do haha. I hope that this month will welcome me a productive and profitable month haha. I'm still anxious for letting him go haha. I want to preserve you but peer pressure keeps knocking me out haha. Hoping that the motorcycle that he will buy is legitimate because he said that wecan utilize it. I just can't haha. Comfort me please joke. For those people who would say na maarte ako, wala lang kayong pera joke. I realy hate this feeling haha.