@bmjc98 22 November 2021 more from that month

Bedtime now after more than 20 hours of being awake. I already feel exhausted but not satisfied as I don't see any progress with Kiara. She's getting weaker now. 😔 If she won't survive this, I hope she won't suffer that much. I'd rather see her gone peacefully than struggling bit by bit. I know it's too inhumane to think about that but seeing her that way is killing me inside. Now I understand why some owners, especially in the US, prefer to euthanize their dog's coz it's not easy to see them suffer like that. I'm not saying I would end her life just like that. I will still fight until the end but the least I can do now is to make her feel loved until the end. I'm not giving up, but I just need to prepare myself and accept that life has its ending. But I pray she'll still recover this. She's only 2 years old. 😕😢💔