@bheng620 16 December 2020 more from that month

Sign Or Signus

Good evening to all, just woke up 'coz i haven't got a sleep last night sa lamay, played bingo there and my mom and i stay awoke and never took a nap kasi pinatulog muna ang mga tao dun para makatulog at makapagpahinga kahit paano, hope you are doing fine, me, took a nap after we had lunch here at my house, lose in bingo 'coz i dunno how to play it, lol, but that's alright, i enjoyed it naman and helped my relatives somehow dahil sa tong na naipon when we played it last night.

Do you believe in signs or signus? But what does signus means? For me, it's a sign either given from God Above or by other unseen entity to us, it's either giving us a warning so we can be safe and avoid any bad luck or bad things to happen or it's a sign that we can no longer be staying here and it's our time.

Why wrote this one right now? It's because i believe in signus, God or other unseen entity use to gave us warning, either for us to avoid any misforfortune or bad luck or it's our time to say goodbye to our loved ones, kinda scary, right? But signus are true and real.

As i listened to my mom, my other cousin and my deceased cousin's lived in partner, which we considered his wife already because they've been together for 15years and his mom or my aunt talk or usapan, they say, ngayon lang daw nila naisip at napagtanto na may mga sign o signus na daw bago pa daw mamatay ang pinsan ko, one of the usapan made me think and wonder until now is the one he and his wife saw on the sea on their way home while riding their motor boat, she said, there's someone swimming on the sea na iniwasan daw nila, ang ipinagtataka lang ng asawa ng pinsan ko, bigla daw iyon lumitaw habang yung alon eh malakas at malaki at isang kamay lang ang ginagamit sa paglangoy, nakatagilid at nakalingon daw sa kanila habang lumalangoy sa malakas at malaking alon at papunta daw sa pampang, sa may batuhan daw, hindi niya iyon pinansin until my cousin had died.

As for my aunt, my cousin's mother, she said, my cousin told him na parang yung mata niya daw ay parang mahuhulog at ang sakit daw ng ulo niya, that's after he got home sa pangunguha yata ng kahoy o kawayan dun sa kanila banda, sa may mga malalaking puno dun, since my aunt's manggagamot, she said, sige igagawa kita ng pampurga, the one i drunk before on my first few months here on Boracay, after drinking it, my cousin felt good, then the day he died, my aunt told me and my mom that someone whispered to her na, nay, dito ako sa may laguna banda, nakalubog ako sa tubig, bilisan nyo at tulungan nyo ako dahil hindi ako makaalis dito, that very moment, my aunt go and see that my cousin's really there, nakadapa at nakalubog talaga sa tubig and guess my aunt saw a premonition that time as well. Signs or signus happens, i believed in it before pero ngayon, lalong tumibay ang paniniwala ko dun, if one of my relatives or his mom or his wife ay kinontra iyon nung magpakita na ng sign or signus or senyales ang pinsan ko, maybe he's still alive until now but then again, maybe it's his time already, tinawag na siya at nadala o nahikayat na at hindi iyon naagapan o nakontra ng pamilya niya, imagine, his mom's manggamot, that time, hindi siya nagamot ng tiyahin ko o hindi siya ginamitan ng itlog, kung naisip iyon ng tiyahin ko, maybe it was reverse, but hindi at parang sinadya na hindi niya iyon maisip o magawa ng araw na iyon, while listening to their stories, tumatayo ang balahibo ko and when i heard my aunt's story, biglang nanikip ang dibdib ko at hindi ako makahinga, my mom noticed it at ang sabi, halika anak and gave me a piece of luya, nguyain mo yan at hawakan mo ang nandiyan sa may baywang mo at krusan mo ang mga pulsuhan o pulso mo, suddenly i felt good and then told my mom na iinom ako ng tubig na mainit, felt really good after eating that piece of ginger and drinking that hot water as well, my mom then told me, maybe your cousin said, ngayon ka lang nagpunta dito ulit, kung kailan patay na ako, told my mom, maybe but at least i was able to talked, meet and got closed to him before and went there right away when i heard what happened to him. Things or signs or signus are just there, it came or happened when it's time, i guess, my mom even told me before we left there na kukuha daw kami ng bulaklak doon pero hindi ko naalala at hindi niya din naalala kahit siya ang huling lumabas dun, how 'bout you, do you also experience having those signs? Or you know someone who does experience it? What happened, how did you deal with it? Feel free to share your thoughts or insights or experience if there's any, good evening once again, almost time for dinner again, lol, might go and sleep early today, i hope, lol, the atmosphere or ambience there's not boring or sad because of the people out there last night, my cousin's childhood friends are there and playing and the one who loses o natalo ay nilalagyan nila ng uling sa mukha, yung isang bata na kapitbahay nila dun ay punong-puno na ng uling yung mukha at wala ng paglagyan ng uling then they decided to start again and put lipstick naman sa mukha ng matatalo, the other kid or bata na natatalo rin ay puno na din ng lipstick ang mukha kaya tawa kami ng tawa last night while talking, lol