My worst enemy Can you believe that it is already June? We are about halfway through the year. How's it going with all your goals? Sadly, my 2022 goals are still a part of my wishes as I have not yet made any step into achieving it. I feel like I somehow agree to what my dad has been telling me before that I lack the drive and dedication and I am not that ambitious. In few months I will be a year older yet I feel as if I am a fresh graduate with nothing to be proud of. I…
@bbyblacksheep in June 2022
Being prepared Some of our older generations do not like it whenever we would talk about death. They feel like there is something bad that is going to happen if we are to talk about it. Days before our family gathering, I was thinking about the memorial lot that my dad got for his late parents. I know that it can occupy 10 bodies and there are now 3 remains in there. My late grandparents and my late uncle. Of course I cannot help but to include myself in the memorial lot. It…
Things I want to do with my future boyfriend During the time that I watched my brother and his girlfriend dated, I also wanted to experience the things that my brother did for her like going on dates, receiving flowers and letters. Old school courtship and dating are still the things that I want to experience while I am living. However, since I am a girl and nowadays, some people find it old fashioned to do such courtships and dating. You all know that I feel in love twice.…
My parents' wedding anniversary The other day I just talked about some of the things that I want to do or share with my future boyfriend and/or husband-to-be. And then it was only recently when my parents celebrated their wedding anniversary. I know it is not love month but I am pretty sure that you will agree if I will say that everyday is Valentine's day. Am I right? Anyway, I said before that I will be treating my parents with a home service body massage however, I failed…
Is there a forever? Nowadays we saw how some married couples easily separate. Could it be that their love is not strong enough for them to disregard their promises for each other that they made in front of their family m friends and most especially in front of God? Even before I was vocal to my friends that I am not up for marriage however, I also want to get married. I want to get married to the one that was destined to be with me and who will love and care for me forever.…
Diary of a bum Has it been a month since I started watching Korean dramas again? I cannot really remember exactly when I started getting so hooked up again that now I cannot seem to control myself. The other night, I slept at 5AM even if I have already felt that my migraine was kicking in around 12AM. Instead of sleeping it off, I watched 5 episodes as the drama was really good. Romantic comedy are my kind of thing. Not only that it makes me hope and long for that "perfect"…
I had a dream Several weeks ago, I had a dream wherein I was drafting an article. Even in my dreams I was still thinking about making an article. This also happened to me last year but I do not know if it was a dream. Technically, I was sleeping but my brain was composing all the words that I have to say in my article. I wanted to open my eyes and grab my cellphone so I can draft my introduction but my sleep was more powerful that I couldn't get myself to do so. When I woke…
My kind of syndrome A syndrome as defined in Oxford Languages is a group of symptoms which consistently occur together, or a condition characterized by a set of associated symptoms. Do you have any syndrome of your own? Out of all the companies that I have worked with in the past, there is only 1 company where I stayed longer than a year and a half. Looking back, I think I do have that 1 year and a half syndrome. I remember when one of my college friends was helping me ace…
I'm broke This morning I went to the bank to make a some transactions. I cannot remember the last time that I went inside a bank, specifically BDO. When I went inside, I saw only a few people that were sitted that I assumed were in queue. So I asked the security guard where the end line was and he was pointing to a touch screen monitor and he said to get my number there. The only bank that I have encountered this before was with BPI since they have been doing that for years…
Just an ordinary day Before anything else, I want to greet you (if you are a dad or dad to be), your dad, your grandfather and even single moms a happy father's day. A salute to all of you. How did you celebrate this day? It may be father's day to some people but it feels like it is just an ordinary day for us. I do not know why my brother and his family did not come to visit us today. My mom greeted him this morning and she only got a heart reaction and the same goes for…
Yesterday is history Yesterday was errands day. Went to the drugstore for the maintenance medicines of my parents and then went to the supermarket afterwards to pay for our utilities and buy some stocks. As years go by, I can say that our budget for basic necessities have been decreasing. Who am I to complain when I do not have any contribution right? I know that my dad's pension is not enough to cover for everything and with the increase in a lot of basic commodities, all…
Today is a gift When was the last time that you did something new or fun? Did you think I was going to ask you about something you did for the first time? Ok fine. Whether it is something new, something fun or something that you did for the first time, when was the last time? Being at home everyday has always been my routine for the past years and you know that the pandemic is not to be blamed for it. If there is something new or something fun that I did in my life during…
My kind of addictions As defined in the Medical News Today's website, addiction is a condition in which a person is unable to stop using a substance or engaging in a behavior. It is really hard to control our addictions. Do you have anything that you are addicted to right now? I think majority of us are addicted to using our cellphones. However, since a cellphone is widely used in today's advance digital age, I do not know if it still considered as an addiction. How do you…
Certified couch potato Romance, comedy, thriller, action and whatever genre it is, as long as the story is good then I will definitely watch it. Growing up, I really like watching Philippine television dramas other than cartoons. I remember my mom would cover my eyes if there were some scenes that is not suited for a kid. Then if my dad would see me watching dramas, he would always comment that I should not watch dramas all the more if it was in Filipino. He said that it is…
Reminiscing When I talked about the Japanese dramas, animes and songs a couple of days ago, I instantly opened my Spotify and played some Japanese songs from Hana Yori Dango. One of the songs that I can never forget was Planetarium by Ai Otsuka. Back then, I did not know its title nor the singer as I just love the melody. Then after a few years, I heard it again while I was inside a Japanese store and I was smiling as I listened to it. I wanted to find out the title so I…