@andrianlover 29 March 2022 more from that month

No One BCH Until Now

Today is the day that I make a record of the assets I have in crypto. When I saw the wallet. And when I checked the records of transactions of crypto assets. I felt like I was crying. Why am I crying? Because the records of the assets have been lost almost half. Why did my assets disappear from my wallet? Because I have to pay off some of the existing debt. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I feel that every time I work more diligently. At the same time, I just feel more tired. And I can't store assets or add assets in crypto. There is always a reason to reduce the asset. Meanwhile, my current job is more complicated and it doesn't increase my income. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I have always had a passion for writing. But, it's been more than a year and my luck hasn't changed. I'm upset about what's happening right now. Do I have to give up on the current conditions and situations. At this moment, I can only search for the spirit that has left me. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Should I empty the wallet? This question has come up many times over the past week. Should I give up? Why can't I store crypto assets. At the same time, I was looking for other income. In fact, I found no other income. Every opportunity that comes always goes like the wind. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Looks like I have to change my current way of working. There's no reason to keep kindness in the office. Because the part where I was placed was the sad part. People who can not work are placed in the same section. When I do repairs, I become the enemy of all my coworkers. In the end, I went with the flow and did what they did. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I tried to sell books, but no books were sold. I'm trying to sell cloth. There are no buyers who buy the cloth. I'm trying to take part in a tender about procurement at the office. But we lost and I lost the potential to earn money. So, is there a condition where kindness never approaches me? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 But, even though I feel tired. I'm still obliged to maintain minimal standards for work. That way, I can survive and continue to seek additional income. Even though it's very impossible because it's been more than two years there's been no change in my life. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Over the next week, I'll have to figure out how to get away from the bills that are sure to wait.