@akumagai 24 April 2021 more from that month

Total randomness for a Saturday night closing. There is a sadness in all of us. It infects everything it touches. It rots at the core if you let it it alone . It brings sickness to the bones. It weakens the fibre inside you when its left untreated. Far worse than death itself for you will think you are living yet it lingers day in day out. Yes its Saturday night and the thought right now is bleak. You may wonder to yourself "What have I gotten myself into?" After all the day start fine and the sun was shining with a tonne of people wishing well wishes to every Tom Dick and Harry they know not personally. A written greeting that sounds like and old friend say hello and wanting you to feel positive. How positive does positive have to be for it to be good for you. Not for them since they are greeting you. Is it this sadness that is the positive we all feel when two of them are or a tonne of them are heaped your way. Giving you this false sense of entitlement that everyone should be positive towards since after all if a random person is positive to you then why not everyone else that you know personally.... There you go that is food for thought or it could just be the wind blowing on my keyboard typing random words from random key presses... Sad. But with enough sadness you at least know now what happiness is. And if you don't then I guess it was really just the wind whispering something that would probably just blow by..