@akumagai 13 June 2021 more from that month

Good evening everyone. I hope we have all been having a sane time from all the down turn in the blockchains. I am saying this because I am only human and when there is a down turn in anything that I follow I do feel the pressure. I think if I don't get affected by any thing that can be thought of as negative then I am closer to being too inhuman with no empathy. I think I also feel there is a certain fear within my insides. There are dark clouds that are getting me a bit down. I was even more at ease while I was in the cold mountains for the week I had too little internet to really follow what's been happening. The constant ups and down has in fact got me some chills. Then I think hard and see that where we are now is actually a positive from where we were previously. I know I am ill at ease still but when there is a dark tunnel I know there is always going to be an end to it with the light to greet me. I have even failed to say hello to you my favourites. I feel quite bad in not being able to read and engage with you. I have been away for a week but it feels like an eternity. I have even missed the beautiful smiles and those intense eyes. Well I should keep this short because I think I need to take a step back from looking at the prices. I want a good sleep with no nightmares. In saying that I hope you all have a good sleep, soul at ease. Keep being your awesome you.