My eyebags are made by orenji ๐. He keeps playing all night ๐คฆ
Joined 14 December 2020 · 93 posts
A fur mom of 2 puspin, crafter, online seller and cold fatty woman ๐
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My eyebags are made by orenji ๐. He keeps playing all night ๐คฆ
How I wish that most of you are also on Instagram.. https://www.instagram.com/reel/CriTLG2B4k1/?igshid=ZWIzMWE5ZmU3Zg== I have some drop off tomorrow..
The real reason habits matter is not because they can get you better results (although they can do that), but because they can change your beliefs about yourself. A good book and you must have one...
Good morning ๐ฉท I have delivery today so I need to pack them now. I have alot of household chore to finish after that , some cat stuffs to take care and another delivery tomorrow to varnish. Yeah, a busy day a head ..
Just finished waxing my bedroom floor (1st pic).. While ASUL sleeping (2nd pic). Yes, he still have a cone and plan to bring him on big clinic, but I need to save more. And while tiradoring some coins in shopee ๐๐. (3rd pic) Thanks to @jeaneth โค๏ธ


Remember to observe the Sabbath Day by keeping it holy - Exodo 20:8 This all happened on Friday, the day of preparation, the day before the Sabbath- Mark 16: 42 Got my new Bible for my everyday reading and will bring it today .. off to church now.. Happy Sabbath โค๏ธ
Fighting I was about to start my read.cash 2 weeks ago but my routine can't make it plus I was waiting to my eyeglasses to arrived. Right now, I was trying to fix my routine on a relaxing way ๐. I have 4 cats to feed, clean ears and to check if they're ok if I leave for 2 hours... ASUL who's been sick for a year now, ljubav the most behave and "maarte", orenji who always sucks my ears as his pacifier, the sweetest and the noisiest and orca who only loves ljubav ๐ . I have to clean my room a bit and then cook a meal good for a whole day (we only eat twice). Go to my workshop to clean and prepare it for my cattos because my bedroom is too hot for them during in a day. All my cats have their own spot. While me working on my crafts while videoing it for my Instagram reel.. https://www.instagram.com/reel/CrQUVOehy-I/?igshid=ZWIzMWE5ZmU3Zg== Trying to get another source of income for my cattos ๐ซฃ๐. I thought it's easy to rescue 4 cats even my space is too small for them , but nah. My income from selling is just enough for their foods and other basic needs plus for ASUL's basic need like cone. I'm very thankful to my husband who doesn't complain and lift some hands for me, to my best friends chriselle who helped me for my eye glasses (it's soooo expensive) and duro who always shares his share for my cats and for my shop . I am writing this while scratching ASUL. I hope he gets well sooooon for me to have peace of mind and can move more for my crafts.. โค๏ธ


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I miss ASUL It's been a while since I pet and hugged you without a cone or a suit. Everytime seeing you improving, you suddenly removed the cone accidentally and got worse again. Your condition affects me mentally, emotionally and financially. I hope my last option will be effective after I bring you again in vet. Your fur nanay is getting tired now. I miss posting you as a meme not worrying what other people because of your cone. I hope we both get well soon. โค๏ธ It's so painful to see your fur baby scratching his self thoroughly until it get wound and all I have to do is scratch him until he get satisfied. 7 long months in a cone and a suit is not easy for a cat specially that I control him to go outside. Everytime he get worse , all I have to do is to cry because it always timely that I don't have enough to send him right away in vet. This coming Friday ASuL will bring to his new vet - Ljubav's vet. I asked my husband to do that and tell all the details - how it started, what creams I used , ways to help ASuL to be healed and what the former vet says. After that, we will try the Madre de cacao to him. It was effective to Ljubav when she was still a kitten and have alot of wounds and scabies. Plus, it so cheap. I thought my year end perfectly fine, but ASUL's condition will remain until next year. May God hear my heart cry and see my tears. I don't want to give up but I'm my pocket is getting drain and I'm getting tired. I love you ASUL

Another Test for Me In a few months now, asul been coned for a year , but everytime he accidentally removed it he just get more and more wounds. He keep grooming his self until he get wound. According to the vet no ring worm and no virus or fleas can detect. Bringing him in vet cost me alot, so my husband payed most of it and the shares that I should send to a great friend. I just bought the suit or cone that can help to avoid licking his wound. I bought regularly a cat treats to make him comfortable, I even just ordered a cat tower and waiting for it to arrive, so that he won't get bored. I whispered to him - let's just wait to your fur to grow and I'll remove your cone. And then he accidentally removed his cone a few hours ago. He got wounds on his face and some parts on his body again. It means that even I wait for his fur to grow, he still just groom his self until he get wound. There's wound on his face, on his eggs, and lots on 4 legs I don't know what to do, maybe bringing back him to vet is the only option l, but the problem is, we don't have extra budget for it , I don't have sales and my husband just send money to the charity that we are helping. Yes, I have BCH but I need more to wait to get more. I am thankful that there's cashrain and noise.cash. For now, I won't allow him to go outside until I bring him for the check up. I want to beat him on his butt, but I know he won't understand that. I wanna cry, but it won't solve my problem. Hmmm I cried anyway ๐. Now I know I can't adopt and save 1 more stray cat. Having asul is like I adopt 3 cats already ..
Before My Year End Most of the time, I Always set a goal or new year's resolution before year end and it didn't turn out well, because I'm lack of discipline ๐. So I never set any new year's resolution for a few years now. Now that I am getting old - from head to toe , I want to end my year with a peaceful mind and contentment in life. Because I have insecurities and easy to get jealous to some other people - yeah! I just realized that or let's say that I just accepted that late ๐. I deactivated again my Facebook and didn't follow content Creator on Instagram and tiktok that always flaunt their stuffs. I leave a comment to some people's post that I thought who's mad at me or pissed because of my character being straight forward. I slowly arrange my bedroom to be more organized and clean despite having two cattos. I slowly change some stuffs to make it more look elegant or cute like bedsheets (because I have already new sofa bed), mattress and storage boxes. We're planning to buy a cat tower and moved my shelves to my workshop. I slowly decluttering my workshop and making new items despite of being unmotivated and lazy. I have more 27 days to prepare myself and embrace the new year with more confident and improvement despite I feel empty this past few days. May God give me enough strength to change myself for the better. Do you have any advice for me?
My New Goal I was planning to stop write an article because it's not really my thing, but it suddenly changed when I noticed that most of my post on noise.app have a long captions and sometimes I have to control myself to make it longer. But the problem is, I'm too lazy to handle multiple social media. I already deactivated my Facebook and I can't even be active on my personal Instagram and my Instagram store. Now, I'm conditioning myself for a new goal. Reel for Crafts.. I only received once an order to my Instagram store, so instead I post my items like the way I posted it on shopee, I decided to post how I made them and in the reel way. On my personal Instagram, I followed some small business crafts owners to get an ideas and to motivate myself to continue my craft business specially when I don't receive any orders for days or weeks. And I really enjoyed their real that urge me to do it as well. Im not good making content or editing videos, but I want to try it and maybe I'll enjoy it which is more important. Aim for 1,000$ How many times I mentioned that a great friend of mine helped me financially on my workshop. Well not only financially, but in all aspects. The deal that he made was I'll send 2% shares, but what I am doing is 20%. He also reminded me that no pressure and I can stop whenever I want. But of course, I can't do that. I don't want to waste his money. I was a bit pressured at first , thanks to him and he really try his best to support whenever he can that I won't feel any pressures from him. Actually, he even slap me that truth that he can even earn more than he sent to me ๐. For me to motivate myself to write an article and be active on noise.app, my goal is to send is to send 1,000$ before half of 2023 end or 2023 year end. I know he will disagree on this because it seems I am pressuring myself, but I am just trying to motivate myself ๐. I hope I can do this ๐ช
My November Ruined Last week October I am setting my mind that I should grind more in paying site like noise.app and here in read.cash while doing my crafts and online shop. Because BCH the only thing that I am different to some people I know who looks down on me. I even made other wallet and put all my BCH that I earned this past few months. My plan is to have a goal how much BCH should I earn in a month but it was ruined when my uncle died. My uncle died last November 3, but he hospitalized October 28. He's one of my papa's laborer in woodcraft so my moving items in shopee got affected, because my orders can't finish right away. When my uncle died, my cousins decided to have funeral ceremony, because their relatives on their mother side keep pushing it and promise that they're the one who will do the service. My papa who wants to cremate it right away just say yes. But it didn't happen. My own family gave money funeral ceremony, me and my siblings gave money to my papa's family for a ticket bus, my aunt (my mom side) help us financially for my grandma's and uncle's food and also foods for funeral ceremony. The worst is, we're the one who did the service and their Aunt just play sakla - and someone caught her stealing the money from donations. My and my family just back off on that issue but the whole funeral ceremony makes me drained mentally, physically and financially up to last day after the burial. I was really mad but my aunt told me that let it slide because it's already the last day. Imagine, I can't post in noise.app because I am busy and I'm not in the mood as well, I can't even write here because I can't focus. After the burial, I took 2 days break but; I can't receive any tip now , I have to remove my moving wooden items in my shopee because we have only 1 laborer and my papa just helping him. My papa and I had an argument because I raised that starting salary if ever someone wants to work with us . How can I reach my goal in my status now? I'm getting unmotivated again. It's like, I have to start from zero again.
Wow App Wow app is a a kind of messenger platform and also allows you to earn money from various activities. In this free chatting app, you make a percentage of the revenue for every advertisement displayed while you're using the app. I've been using wow app since September 19, 2020 and was affiliated by @AwakenToLife. Yes! It's him again, that's why I told him before, if he wants me to join in Any paying app, just make me an account ๐. I already withdraw 1,200 pesos ( 24 $) , by chatting duro. We rarely use Instagram and Facebook messenger and now I have 1k points again. How? I just bug duro to chat and play some games when I am bored and received some coins. Just go to EARNINGS and click instant earn. After that, you can choose any activities when you have time and earn points, like watching 3 videos, take surveys, play games in SEE ALL OFFERS. What if your not a gamer? Maybe you're a shopper or user of Shopee Lazada AliExpress Booking.com Decathlon Ebay Grab Transport Grab food Grab mart Grab Express Coda shop Microsoft Adobe Alibaba GoDaddy Fiverr Nike Zalora and so on. That's what I earned from shopping in Shopee using wow app. Just go to CASHBACK and choose what Online shop you will going to use. Is it easy to earn? Nope, 100 coins equivalent to 1 dollar and you can withdraw your money after 60 days through PayPal. The good thing is,I am paid for every actions or using my phone - chatting, gaming and shopping. If you're interested, join me in https://www.wowapp.com/w/angelajoy


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Thank You Thank you to @fantagira who stay as my sponsor despite that I write rarely, but your support keeps me continuing my read cash journey. And also thank you for the laugh and sharing experiences. Thank you to @Biyaawnurr who keep helping to digital art that my small business needed. A moral support and cheering me up as well. Keep telling me or warning me what to do or post so that I can earn in apps as well. Thank you to @bmjc98 for dragging me anywhere in paying app despite that I don't do it consistently. For moral support,suggestions and sponsoring me. Now we're x jowa from wow ๐, because we always update each other before but became busy, im still thankful that you don't forget me even you have other jowas now ๐. Thank you to @Bloghound as one of my role model how to be a good virtual person. How many times the you gave me an idea on GC and some help. Now I am trying my best just to be chill to all and just spread good vibes. Thank you to @frenchtoast78 who teach me alot like simple skin care routine, strong and how to deal and handle some bugs. Thank you to @MarSou who just there in one message away. For moral support and prayers for me Thank you to @JLoberiza who made me a logo for my Instagram and fb account. Thank you to @AwakenToLife who supported me financially, gave me a moral support, who keeps checking me, who have unlimited patience for me and my number 1 enemy, I mean fan ๐. You're my fairy godmother ๐โ๏ธ. And thank you to some people who became my role model not to become like them ๐. Love you all ๐
I Reach my 1st Goal On my previous article, I mentioned in details what is my goal before this year end and of those is sofa bed. Before I embraced minimalism seriously, I had a queen size bed that almost occupied my entire room, so I always lying down on my bed while gaming, chatting, reading, sometimes writing ๐ and doing my first Online selling. After I appreciate how important the space is, I removed it and just use a mattress at night and fold it on the morning. But I got an extreme back pain and a great friend @AwakenToLife keep reminding me to get a bed. So I get a temporary one which my cattos became one of their scratcher ๐. But this past few months I can't sleep well because of my bed and It's already deform . So I decided to save to buy a new bed, the smaller one and can fold as well - sofa bed. After almost 3 months of savings , tadaร aaaa! I already get one. I ordered it through Shopee via wow app and got coins that you can convert in money. It's 9,600 pesos and shipping fee is 500 pesos. The problem is, it arrived with box and ASuL think that all parcel inside the boxes are for him ๐คฆ๐. He didn't allow me to take a nap on my new sofa bed ๐ญ But at night, he just sleep with me and Ljubav. Now that I already reach my first goal, next will be my workshop. Fully furnished of my workshop wall and my target is last week of November or first week of December. Please Lord ๐ By the way, I would like to thank for @bmjc98 and @fantagira for sponsoring me. Love yah โค๏ธ

How was my Sunday? My plan was finish some of my pending projects, edit some Shopee post , write an article , clean my workshop and so on, but it change after I cook for my brunch. My papa asking me if I want to go with them on Tagaytay to take Mom to their feast celebration. (My mama and I have different religion). Because I need to unwind and even I feel nervous Everytime we have trips, i joined them and and enjoy the road trip - soundtrip while sightseeing. I missed the province life every time I see alot of trees, farm , cows and mountains, it makes me relax and calm. While enjoying the views, it also make me think how to solve my relationship with other people, I don't want to recharge and isolate myself from them with an issue and misunderstanding. Thank God for pampering me with this view and gave me wisdom how will I solve my relationship with a particular friend. I don't care anymore who's and who's right, my peace of mind is more important. Maybe I should grab the opportunity if someone ask me for out of town or just one day road trip As they say; don't let other people ruin hour inner peace โค๏ธ Don't be me, Be you

Me as a Bad Example I'm in a circle of friends for almost 3 decades and we became friends since 1994. We have different attitude, talent, interest, religion and beliefs. Despite of that , were still friends, enjoying each other's company and taking care each other. But this past few months, I distance myself and just recently, I almost want to remove myself. When one of my friends got mental breakdown she had an hallucinations and became aggressive. She's was mad and keep cursing . And the one she's cursing was me. I know she's out of her mind but why me? I thought I'm ok to her because she's always stay in my place and I'm the one who helping her when she needed a checker for the test paper, she's a teacher by the way. So my other friends keep teasing me that I should be nice to her more. I'm just pretending I'm ok but it hurts deep inside. Now she's ok because she's taking now her maintenance and even checking her if she's ok. I even give her my XXL Scrunchies for her to use when she go to school, I send her vitamins c as well, but in the back of my mind - what have I done?. In my circle, me and my best friend didn't graduated in college but she's living in UK so I'm the only who stay physically in group that didn't get any degree. I'm the only who don't have permanent job and I'm the only one who can't join with them if they want to stroll somewhere. And I didn't know that my status in life will be a big deal. Before I got an online shop, me and my friends had a video call and one of them said - I almost became like Angela, I was supposed to resign but I changed my mind. I was just pretending that i was ok, but duh! Why not just say that you almost lost your job? Why you have to say just like me ? I was insulted, but what can I do? She was right. That time I just stop first online selling and choose to work under my papa's woodcraft as a repacker. It's only a part time and I just earn a small amount. After a few months, same person/friend got pregnant. She was joking when she told me that she will get me as a babysitter, but she also asked, what her baby will learn from me. After I heard it, I even question myself, am I useless? ................... Last week, one of my friend got married to her Pakistani boyfriend. It's a unplanned wedding ceremony so she called me to stand as her witness. After that, she announced it on the group chat that she will introduce her husband, but one of my friend (same person who degraded me ๐)got sulk because why the newly wed friend didn't call her for her wedding. Because for her, she's the one who deserves to stand as a witness and not me. Because for her, she's a nicer and kind to her while me is too frank and bully. I'm not interested to be a witness in the first place. I just want my friends to be happy even I'm not a part of it. Bully? They keep tagging me if they want me to tease some of my friends so that everybody can laugh. I didn't know that it will mark me as a bad person. Yes, I'm too honest or sometimes brutally honest but it always depends on the situation. If I'm the bad one, why they get mad if I don't join with them. Why they always asked me to go? So that they have clown and no full moment? Sometimes,I don't know where I place my self. And now I keep asking myself, am I that bad? Do I need to take seriously what my friend's Pakistani husband said that everybody loves you or interested on you when you have money? Oh by the way he's a great guy and assure me that my friend is in good hand. And even told me that I'm fun to talk with. Maybe I don't deserve that compliment because someone much deserve it but she's busy sulking. Hayz, it ruin my emotions but I have to go on. Sorry for the rant. It keeps running on my head and I need to release it. And sorry for spreading negative vibes here. This will be the last and that's a promise.
My Semi Motivated & Unmotivated Week I get easily distracted that really affects my plan, goal and daily routine. I know I don't need some motivational advice or quotes but I need more discipline. Being unmotivated is normal but some people still continuing it what they're doing because of discipline. Don't get me wrong, I love what I have now, what I am now . What are my distraction or what event that unmotivated me. ASUL How many times I posted asul having a cone and struggling on his wounds. Last week while preparing my delivery, asul accidentally removed his cone that gave him a chance to lick thoroughly his self. So instead I put his cone back, I let him to sleep without it , but after a night, he got alot of wounds, this time it's worst. So I decided to bring him on vet and found out that he don't have earmites and ringworm. They need to culture asul's fur to know if he got a fungal that's why he keep scratching and lick himself excessively. They gave me a small cream that cost $6. It's just small but effective because he's more calm and comfortable. They shave his fur in all the part that have wounds. For now, I am waiting for the lab test that they did so that we all know what fungal ASUL have and to know what's the best medicine that he should take. I was really guilty because I didn't bring him in vet right away. Imagine that he endure itchiness for 4 months knowing that it's only a ringworm. Next time, I'll bring my cattos right away if they get sick in vet. Sofa Bed One of my priority is to buy a sofa bed. I know it's a big help to get a good sleep. Why sofa bed? My bedroom is just small and I want give my cats enough space for them to play. And because my workshop is not fully furnished, I have to bring some of crafts in my room to finish everytime my workshop flooded . My plan is to buy it on first week of October because that time, I will have enough budget to buy one. But as I've said, ASUL get worse and need to bring on vet, so I used that money for Asul. Sofa bed can wait and asul's health is more important, but can't help to get sad because of changes plan. Of course, my walking diary, my shock absorber and a great friend to the rescue messaged me that instead I send his shares from my small craft business, he wants me to use it for ASUL. A great help but of course, I feel shy about it. Shopee I've been online seller on Instagram and shopee since February this year and it's lucky to sell at least twice or 3 times a month from my shop. But since June, I received more than that which a lot improvement for me. But I noticed that Shopee deducted a huge amount of service fee so I messaged the Shopee what is the huge service fee is all about. And I found out that my account was enrolled to free shipping fee and cashbacks which really surprised me, because I never enrolled my account on that because I just earn a small amount from my items. I was really frustrated because it will end next week Tuesday. The agent told me that they will refund it after 30 days from Tuesday next week. What if they didn't refund it? Imagine the time that I spent making it and packing it. โน๏ธ What makes me to continue? Orders **I still got orders this past few days. Since July 29 I got orders of 4 and above which is first time to happen. I'm excited to their rates and packing it with freebies makes me more excited. I hope it will continue or get more orders.** Support **I got a support from my best friends morally and financially. My friend messaged me that instead I send his shares for this quarter, I'll use it to ASuL.** There's some people who still believe in me and excited to my success. But at the same time, always there for me to cheer me up .
Consistent acting or done in the same way over time, especially so as to be fair or accurate - Google.. And I'm not consistent ๐. I always stop to what I'm doing even I love it. I get easily distracted and always isolate myself. Now that I am getting old, I always ask my self - what if? Dancing I love dancing, despite that I have crooked foot and can't do some steps because of it. I do love dancing. I dance when I am happy, I dance even when I am sad, I dance even in my imagination ๐. I do beat when I heard some songs on public but as well. But because I grew up with bullying, I hide it. I only dance secretly. Some of them found out that I can dance gracefully when I have to do it on school. But I stop after I graduated. I can't dance now the way I dance before because my bones are already crispy ๐ and it will crack anytime. What if I still continue dancing? Maybe I already dancing on TikTok ๐, or i will not get fat like now. Singing I love singing as well but I inherited my mom's voice, sounds like a dinosaur that mating to her partner ๐. I just singing in the bathroom but when I heard my voice on tape recorder, I stop ๐. I joined to youth choir before to improve my singing voice but when I get busy because of my other church position, I stop as well. What if I still practice even inside the house? Maybe I'll enjoy get together with my friends who always loves the karaoke. Or atlist I don't feel out of place. Networking I joined in networking called Frontrow but I stop after I got married because we decided to move on province. And now that I am seeing people who I joined to are multi millionaire, I feel a bit sad. What if I continue doing it? Maybe I'm one of them - millionaire. Farming I stayed in province for a year before my papa called us and wants me to get back here in Manila for his woodcraft business. We plants different vegetables, I have some ducklings, turkey, chicken and goat. What if we stay and wait for my poultry to grow? Maybe I am enjoying the farm life and don't think about the inflation because we will just harvest food to eat. And maybe I'll just send some to my parents too. Hayz String art String art is the very first crafts that I earned a lot. My dad paying me doing it for his woodcraft, but his former agent pressured me and got some communication problem that caused me anxiety and stress so I stop and passed it to my sister. What if I didn't stop? Maybe I'm already a pro on string art and I can accept now customized projects. Or maybe I saved a lot from it before the pandemic. Buy and sell online business Yes, before I entered a handmade online selling, I already did the buy and sell business. I have to stop because me and my business partner got scammed and need to pay some people who joined with us. She have to go to other country to earn more and me just work to my Dad's woodcraft as a packer. What if we didn't scammed and just continue the business? Maybe we're still partner even in handmade because she's also a craftee like me. Actually she's greater than me. Skin Care Yes, I'm not consistent in skin care as well ๐. Right now while typing, i didn't do anything yet to my face even I am already took a bath ๐. That's why I can't reach a flawless skin because I am not consistent lol ๐คฃ. Chores There are times that I want to finish all my chores for a day but I ended up sleeping or watching YouTube ๐คฃ. And the results - pile of laundry and other chores Noise and Read There are times that Isolate myself and don't interact on noise or even posting, same with read.cash. what if I am consistent? Maybe I earned a lot from it and maybe rusty and I were close already. Now.. I am already in handmade online selling since February and I am now promise to myself that I won't stop,maybe rest some time but never stop. I won't isolate my self anymore and will continue posting and a bit mingling on noise.cash and read.cash. I already write some title for my September article. I decided to improve more my painting that's why I ordered a sketch pad again. I want to continue my painted pots and accept customize related to painting. Despite that my main item is XXL Scrunchies or any hair accessories (soon), lip tint, but the moving item is wood organizer, I will still continue the XXL Scrunchies. I will still continue macrame and will push the punch needle art coaster or mug rug, keychain, wall decor and hair pin. This time I will be consistent while enjoying doing it.
My BCH motivation Crypto is not yet open to the community where I am now. My circle of friends still negative about it and they think that it's still a scam even I am already told them that I gained some money from BCH. I felt sad about but I understand as well because in my circle I have now, I'm the only one don't have degree, stable job, stable income and just stay in my house and make crafts. So how can they trust me right? But not now ๐. I want to do something that different to them , my crafts and BCH โค๏ธ. I know noise and read is really different now and we don't know if next year we will still have free tips and rusty but we can still enjoy the 4 months remaining for this year and we will have more time to pray that noise and read will last long ๐. Because I'm not really good in making articles and it takes me a lot of days to think what topic I will post, I decided to concentrate on read.cash for a while while practicing writing and do my crafts. So what is my BCH motivation? My crafts ๐. I already mentioned that a great friend @awakentolife helped me financially on my small business and I'm giving him a 20% shares (I only send him once because he wants me to use his shares last time to boost my account on shopee) agree just this morning that I can send his shares through BCH. The last time I send his shares through PayPal , the 20 dollars have a 6 dollars transactions fee, but if I send his shares through BCH, it less or just small amount. So I have to be active on nose and rusty to reach the right amount of his shares ๐. Well to be honest , I don't feel or see that he's interested to his shares, but I know and I feel it to the bone that he's really happy for me everytime I always get an orders. But of course, I am excited to send his shares because he can use it to help other as well. He helps a lot to other people not only to a pretty friend like me ๐. What if I didn't reach the right amount? Calling @bmjc98 , I hope you will allow to buy a few dollars (BCH) ๐๐. But I'm really happy because Duro always agree as long as it's more convenient to me. If there's a virtual Best friend, mine is Duro. I want him to be a virtual sugar daddy but I'm 4 year older than him ๐. And for me to be more motivated, I'll make a bch punch needle art coaster And will make different color to stick on my workshop wall as my decor ๐. Starting on September 1, I will be more active โค๏ธ
Messy Brain August 21 In just a few days it's already September. Another month, another goal so my brain over thinks again. While waiting a message from someone, I keep thinking about.. How will I start my intermittent fasting When I need to schedule my posting on Instagram I need to reshoot again my items I need to buy more monks cloth for my lunch needle I have to finish all my punch needle art stencil I have to general cleaning my workshop I have to finish all my fabric to make XXL Scrunchies and Scrunchies for my freebies I need to buy stickers for my freebies. I need to buy pouch to organize my money (tithes, offering, materials and savings) I need to exercise for my backache I need to focus just for myself I should stop scrolling my FB I need to improve my crafts I have to stop stalking and waiting for a message. Old routine never come back. I need to earn atlist 30$ monthly from noise and read I need to finish all my pending project this August so that I can't practice more related to my crafts I need to join for another paying app on September. I need to save alot I should shut up my mouth Be happy genuinely No post on Facebook and Instagram for awhile No more jealousy and comparing myself to others Need to buy sofa bed before October Need to finish my workshop before December. Need to buy a comfortable chair as my working chair for December. Compare myself to myself . Waaaaaahhhhhhh I think my brain will gonna explode.
Unmotivated Again? Yes, and it was started when I feel so empty and my fur baby still in the process of healing. My attention, focus and money spend almost to my ASUL. I want to talk to someone everyday but I don't want to bother anyone at all. You know, everyone is busy and minding their own life as well. So I started to post again on noise despite my plan was to focus here and search for another paying app or site. I want to join on hive as soon as possible but when I join on Pinoy discord, I don't understand hive ๐ . I joined torum but I can't connect my metamask wallet until now. Because I'm not in the mood, I just leave it for a while. The effects of my prayers last time is still extended. I still receive orders from my shopee and my dad's shopee. From zero per week, atlist I have 3-4 order per week since July 29. I have no choice but to paint crates or packed other items. I even finish my personal thank you card just to boost my mood. But it doesn't work, I'm still unmotivated and move just like a robot. So what I did is , I punch . Yes I punch.. That's my coaster made of punch needle art.. When I am mad, I punch, when there's no one to talk to, I punch. When I don't want to cry, I punch. When I want to punch my devil Aunt, I punch ๐ and tadaaaaa! Got some coasters ๐ I hope tips from noise and here on read will get back , so that I don't need to bother people how to join on other site because I'm really slow to understand it. And besides, writing article is not my forte and I am more on crafting. Because my craft is not salable, so I need a back up. I hope next week, I can start over again and get a guts to other platforms.
My Hair ruined my Day Since last week I really want to cut my hair- a pixie cut. I know it will not fit with me because I have fat cheecks or I will look like a lesbian because my features are not so feminine. Despite of that, I'm eager to cut my hair so I did last night. I know my friends will start to tease me because of my new looks and I know they won't like it, but I did. The hairstylist was questioning me if I am sure for pixie cut and he want me to think about it first, but I said just do it. At the back of my head, it's ok because we're still wearing a facemask and I rarely go outside. Timely my friend @AwakenToLife message me asking how I am, he was busy so he's not updated what's happening to me unless he message me. After that, I send my filtered picture and told him that I am more good looking than him ๐. I told him I was thinking if I use that as my Facebook profile pic , he said do it. Lot of laughing react I received last night. But this morning, one of my friend message me that she don't like my new hair. It shows my big face more. She asked me what's my trip but I answered her it's not a trip. I really want my hair to be short. Even I don't like to explain in details, I still did so that they will stop, but nah. She keeps saying that I am more cute before my haircut which is I never feel that and keep asking me what about my Scrunchies . I'm a bit offended because she didn't stop so I told her even she insult me indirectly, it will not change. And I think she offended too when I used words "indirectly insult", because she keep using "indirect" word in a sarcastic way. At the end, they told me that- as long as I am happy that's ok. Then why not ask me first if I am ok with my looks instead keep throwing some offended woRds first. I want to change my profile picture again but it will lead to misunderstanding. I'll just stop posting for a while and won't update anyone. The funny thing is, I am expecting this but it still hurts when it's really happened.

Unmotivated I started my online handmade shop last February 2022, it means that my shop is already half a year old. At first it was ok even I don't get an order because I have a reseller. But when she stopped ordering, I started to feel down and unmotivated. What I did was, I reshoot some of my items, get my dad's other items and paint it, I requested some wooden crafts that related to my main items which is XXL Scrunchies and lip stain, like Scrunchies holder. But still I don't get a large order so I started to get the scrap wood and sell it as well as my backup. So I got a hundred pieces of orders already that can help to get rate and to buy other materials like fabric despite I don't get an order of Scrunchies โบ๏ธ. I also experiment canva that maybe can help my items to look good. Even I want to keep my online shop secret to some of my friends to avoid some super duper request and super duper discounts, I still post it just to get a support to my page. Still, only my mom and 1 friend only likes my post on FB. Oh thank you to Bridgette for liking some of my post on FB page and cherry on Instagram. I know I have to be consistent but ASuL got a ring worm and it's really worse so I have to priority him than my crafts. Thank God that I still got an order from dad's shop which is painted crates. Because it's already 3 months since ASuL got sick and until now he's not perfectly fine, I decided to try another crafts that I don't need to do it on my shop, but my aunt told me that it's not attractive and it's like a project of grade 2 pupil. I ignored it and try another design but my sister told me that I'm just waisting my time because no one will gonna buy it. Just ask my papa another woodcraft item and varnished it. It makes me unmotivated and want to stop what I am doing but it's makes me busy, calm and happy when I'm doing a craft. I remember what my best friend told me that my craft will appreciate more in other country than here in the Philippines. Most Pinoy are more interested in skin care and make up. Yeah I have lip stain but if you're not popular or influencer on tiktok , they will just ignore your items. I'm not going to stop,I just need a discipline because I'm already unmotivated. And I have to know what to do to get a big market. I enjoy doing crafts but of course I need money to buy more materials and I need to sell it because I don't have a big ware house to stock it ๐. If someone liking my post or buying it, I feel happy not because I earned (I priced my items so low), but because someone appreciated my crafts When you love what you're doing, it will become your outlet but discouraging words may affect as well. Will post all my crafts here and will make a giveaway for those who keep supporting my page ..


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My New Skin Care Routine I've been trying a lot of skin care it's not because I have sensitive skin but because the skin care won't affect anymore after a year and I don't know why ๐ . But the worst skin care that I used was rejuvenating set. One of my friends told me before that it's not good for the face to get peel but I'm a hard headed and tried it. Well, I saw the good results after few days but when it's starting to peel, it's so itchy. After a month, my skin became clear and planning to continue it but one of the content creator in TikTok said that it's not good to our face to get peel. Always use the mild one. So I decided to use the mild one and besides, I'm already old and I have to be careful using skin care to my face. Before I go to salamat shopee, another TikTok user posted about her skin and when I saw a lot of comments , they mentioned some skin care products that should avoid. And some commented that only Watsons touches their skin, or Mercury drug ๐. There's belo products that very affordable, we also have ponds, Garnier, or Olay that proven and tested for years. So what's my skin care routine? I have only 4 products and it's Etude House... Etude House was named after composer Frederic Chopin's iconic work, "Etudes". This brand is also known for its popular make-up products, which are innovative, fun, easy to use and affordable. But the only products that I used from etude are skin care. Etude House Wonder Pore Deep Foaming Cleanser Cleansing is the first and one of the most important steps in skin care. If you can search some skin care set on shopee, cleanser or facial wash is always there. It cleanses accumulated dead skin cells and impurities from pores. Toner- Etude House Wonder Pore Freshener. Well, all toners balances pH level of our face but one of the solution of this toner is tightening pores and have harmless ingredients . Without mineral oil, coloring fragrance, animal ingredients and silicone oil. Etude House Moist full Collagen Cream. This cream keeps the skin hydrated and supple. It's gel texture is pleasant to apply and does not leave any sticky residue on your skin. That three products are my skin care night routine, buy in the morning I just add a sun screen. Even I don't go outside, I still wear sun screen to prevent aging and wrinkles UV sunblock cream.. Its not etude because I don't see any sunscreen or sunblock from that store.. I don't use serum and so on. Just 3-4 because I'm lazy to do my skin care ๐ As long as you can, please give an extra care of your skin. You will wear it everyday โบ๏ธ


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XXL Scrunchies Why XXL Scrunchies? I love extra large ๐, that's why when I order French fries it's always extra large. I am more comfortable on extra size shirt, my first bag was extra large, my wallet is always the long one so it looks extra large and my body now is extra large as well ๐โ๏ธ. Scrunchies was invented in the 1960's, but it was launch 1987. I was 3 years old that time. But XXL Scrunchies invented May 2020 by Tina Nguyen from Canada but she's a Chinese blood. I was enjoying watching some packing videos on YouTube when her video pop up on my feed. That time, I was looking for a video that can help me to purse my plan - selling my own stickers but I need a lot of money to buy the materials. So when I saw a video of Tina Nguyen , I decided to copy her ๐. How I prepare myself and my materials.. First, I watched a lot of video about making scrunchies, I research what kind of fabric is the best to use and right measurements to make it fluffy. I also bought 3 PCs of XXL Scrunchies on shopee to see how it looks in person and how much is it in the market. And then I bought my first portable sewing machine and started to practice sew. The funny thing is, it's only my first time to sew and the first fabric that I used to practice was my mother's first XXL Scrunchies. What is my goal when I choose XXL Scrunchies? To make every woman pretty with scrunchies. XXL Scrunchies are good to those woman have a thick hair but some women didn't know that it also good on thin hair. Thin hair Thick hair Those girls are my customers and the woman who's on first pic told me that - your Scrunchies is pretty but it's fits to those who have beautiful hair. And I answered her ... "If your hair is already ugly , wear pretty scrunchies then".. What fabric I use for making scrunchies? I used different fabric like crepe, cotton, seersucker, ribknit and the common one satin. The safest color is the black one and I named it Milan, that's my contribute for awakentolife's father name Milan. And the rest was name to some of my friends, aunt and granny. Some women just see scrunchies as a normal hairtie or hair accessories but for me and some scrunchies users, it's a part of fashion. As of now, can't sell a lot of it but i will sew more โบ๏ธ.


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Let me Rant Didn't write this past few days because I am practicing a new hobby and of course it will add to my Shopee store. While doing it, I still nursing ASuL because I am excited for him to get well. I already scheduled my days what to finish first and how will I promote more my stuff. As I've said that I am aware that my crafts are not salable and most Pinoy were looking for the cheapest price . I even mentioned that I want to have a sofa bed and then will finish my workshop and then a comfortable chair for my workshop. And timely, I got a big order of extra small crates and my aunt gave me a pocket money as well and then my plan is to withdraw all my bch to reach the price of a sofa bed that I wanted to buy. Im focusing to my goal to try not to over think all the negative opinion about my crafts. But I have to change my plan. After I bought all stuffs that I know will help ASuL, it's still useless. While delivering all the Scrunchies ordered by my friend, ASuL got a chance to remove his alien ball and scratch his ears and lick his self. So when I get back, my room was messy, his wounds get fresh and got alot more wounds again. I want to get mad but ASuL won't understand that, I want to cry but it won't help as well. Now I'm thinking if I'm going to bring ASuL to vet or just continue nursing him using all the cream, soap and stuff that I bought. Bringing pet on vet is too pricey and my income is not enough for that. Noise tip is to low now and I had only one big order. Waaah and now I'm crying while typing this. My two cattos is like a baby to me and it hurts me more to see ASuL struggling. I thought everything will be ok but nah! It get worse. As of now, I'm too emotional and I have to pause for a while before to decide what to do. Sorry for the rant and it's all about my cats.
I thought I'm going to Die... This past few weeks I spent most of my day to ASuL. I have to look for him and to make it sure that he won't lick his wounds until it get dry and heal. His alien helmet arrived and it's a big help for him not to lick his wounds compares to cones. The problem is, every time I go outside and finish my chores, he always go to his litter box and poo and when I get back, there's a poop on his alien helmet So I decided to focus on him so that he can ask me anytime if he wants to eat , drink, need some scratch and I can remove him right away on litter box after be use it. Because of that, I forgot to take care of myself physically and in health. I don't have time to do my skin care routine - it's just minimal but after I eat my breakfast, I clean my room , clean their litter box, clean his wounds and put some cream and wash his suits. The worst is, I can't cook a healthy meal, always processed food because I'm always in a hurry. I can't do my stretching because the floor is shaking when I do my exercise here ๐. And then one time, I got dizzy and almost fainted. I can't even hold my phone because I feel so weak. I can't even ask for a help and all I can do is open all messages but can't response. I'm not sure if I got fainted or just fell asleep but when I woke up after almost an hour, I got vomit. After I vomit 3 times, I felt better . I thought I'm just lack of sleep because ASuL keep waking me up in wee time to ask for food. If he don't bang his alien helmet to me, he use his paws and touch my face .. sounds sweet but it affects my health ๐ . Timely my sister go to my room because I got an order. She took my cats and brought to her room so that I can rest well. She get my blood pressure and heart beat (she graduated as a nursing assistant but didn't practice it). All is normal and she just prepare what I needed because Im still weak. In the morning, she brought back my cats and wants me to prepare a food but i don't have an appetite that time. After a few hours, I felt something squeezing my heart and release it slowly. It was so painful that I almost makes me fainted, I even cry because of pain and sweat alot. It's just a few seconds but it makes me scared. I cried to the Lord - oh no not today or any time soon. I don't want my parents bury me. Who's going to take care of my parents when they get old ( I have siblings but I know I can take care them well) . I have my cats to take care of and I'm not ready yet spiritually. I don't want to go to hell ... My sister told me that it's impossible that it's a mild heart attack because even I'm fat and have problems in my bones, I am healthy. And my sister is right, it's not a mild heart attack, chest pain is one of the symptoms of having an acid reflux. This is the sign that I have to take care myself more in all aspects. And to be nice and don't sleep spiritually. I just realized that, I am more nicer now since I became friends to my whale. Because he have an attitude like a monk, he's always advice me what to do and what to avoid. But enough to go to heaven ๐.. Hayz, ๐ .. see you next week because I need to rest more โค๏ธ Be better for real
300 Dollars As long as I can, I don't want to rely my happiness in material things specially to money. So everytime I join in paying app or site, I make sure that my priority is enjoyment which is I maintained. So if you're with me on noise since last year, there's are times that I took a break for weeks despite I got a big tips before. I even took a break here in read.cash despite I gain 14 dollars maximum of tips from rusty before. Why? Because I got bored or most of the time, I isolate myself when I have anxiety attack. My mental health is my priority. I am a jolly person, no drama in public life , fun to be with but yes, I have anxiety attacks and I deal with it alone with God. What is 300 dollars for? Just today, I checked my workshop and it's flooded , because of 2 consecutive days of heavy rain with thunderstorm โ๏ธ. The wall is not finished so that water enters there like a falls ๐ . And just timely that the one who put a cement on the floor of my shop was talking to my papa, so I asked him how much will cost if he will finish my workshop. He told me that I should prepare a 100 dollars. What about the 200? I want to buy a folding bed. I had a bed before when I do the string art project for my papa. I put all the materials the at the bottom of my bed and all the planner essentials that I am selling stocks to all my shelves and drawers. Yes, I have a lot of part time, I'll tell you guys why maybe in my next article. I give up the string art project and pass it to my sister because I want to focus on selling, and then after a few months, I joined in investing and I was scammed. Because I don't want to stress myself, I embrace 100% the minimalism. I removed all unnecessary stuffs that I don't need, I removed even shelves and put all my stuffs that I only need in cabinet. I removed the bed frame as well, after a few weeks, I removed my bed foam and just use a thick blanket and pillows for sleeping ๐. But after a few years, asul came and I always in hurry to finish my errands and chores that cause me to slip and my back got a prob. His uncle duro keep nagging like a mom that I should buy a bed. He even comment it on my post even it's not related ๐ฎโ๐จ. So I got one which is a really big help. But now, I want to buy a new one because my 2 cats ruined my bed foam already ๐. But I want the folding bed one with drawer where I can put the 2 pillow. How much? 200 dollars. How will I get my goal? Hmmmm , get sales, tips from noise and here in read. Of course, I'm still looking for more extra income and extra prayers for that ๐. Always remember.. Hey YOU, don't be me. Be you. Personal IG: https://instagram.com/mynameisangelajoy84?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y= IG Store: https://instagram.com/hey_you3323?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y= FB Page: https://www.facebook.com/revivebyyou/ Pinterest: https://pin.it/65yucRM Shopee: https://shopee.ph/heyyou144?smtt=0.673796174-1657073329.9


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Selling Tips Who am I to share this tips if I have very low sale? Well, before I sell my own crafts, I was on a buy and sell with my friend that I met in Frontrow Multi Level Marketing. The first items that we sell was planner essentials like washitape, cardstock, planners, journals, stickers and so on. And then we also sell kitchen stuffs, clothing, slimming stuffs, cosmetics etc. And we earn a lot from there and because if strategy that I did. I'm going to share some tips for selling but not the one that I did before because it's not that nice ๐. I mean,I think what I did was bad. So I'm going to share the formal one and already discussed of some seller like me. - A good picture A good picture is a worth of thousand words. As common advice, use polished background, good lighting and great angles. Having a DLSR camera is an advantage or a iphone. If you don't have both, android is ok but look for an idea in Pinterest. To tell you the truth, I'm not good in photo shoot so I just use Canva . - Give detailed description When you already caught the buyers attention through your pictures, they will check the details of it, from sizes, available colors, quality, materials and measurements. Be detailed specially be honest. So that when they receive the items, they will give you a good review as well. - Set a reasonable price. After they check the details, they will check the price if it's match. You know there are people is unreasonable ๐, they will look for mall quality but they want a cheap price. Don't forget to take down notes how much the materials that you used or how much doest the cost. And then check the market price from other seller and aim to offer a better deal. Because like me, I always look for the cheapest price , and then quality and the seller performance. But I consider the high price according to the seller performance and buyers rate and reviews. - Build customer's Loyalty Be thoughtful, friendly and responsive. Give them incentive or freebies to return to your shop. A personal thank you Card is a big help as well. Include small personal gestures that will give your buyer a different online shopping. - Be social If you're a shopee seller , Lazada or any shopping online app, use other social media to promote your items/shop . We have Facebook, twittr, Instagram, Pinterest and so on. - keep them updated A day before you send your customer's orders, message their orders for double checking. And then send the picture of the items and send another picture that it's already packed. For a craftee like me and decided to sell your own crafts, be patient. If you can't get a big sale, make it sure that you're enjoying doing your crafts. Mental health is more important than money.. Don't forget... Be you, don't be me. Personal IG: https://instagram.com/mynameisangelajoy84?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y= IG Store: https://instagram.com/hey_you3323?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y= FB Page: https://www.facebook.com/revivebyyou/ Pinterest: https://pin.it/65yucRM Shopee: https://shopee.ph/heyyou144?smtt=0.673796174-1657073329.9


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