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I can't imagine I am healing myself thru my cat lol
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I just decided to help myself out. I noticed lately that I'm doing the same thing over and over but I couldn't get any self improvements to my actions. my mind is like a house full of Ideas. I always welcome new hobbies, thoughts, tips. I easily get overwhelmed, I always think that I can do things. Just because other people can . well that seems to be a healthy practice because there is that willingness and courage. However I have to figure out first how to organize my…
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have you ever notice how much better you feel after a good cry?. Crying has a way to free up our bottled emotions
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life is beautiful when you pay attention to it and it only takes a moment to realize that.
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oh to be a cat in alter universe.
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Suzanne Somers said, "I don't know what tomorrow will bring, but today I am aware that forgiveness heals, that blame is a waste of energy, That awareness of each moment of life is precious. I don't want to waste any of it. I want to be present, in the moment, and accept all that happens to me as the gift that it is to grow and evolve into the best person I can be "
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I have all other available choices but then I couldn't understand myself why I chose the most complicated love and I admit this complicated love is the realest feeling I have ever felt. maaaaan I am tooo lucky to have found the love of my life but too afraid to tell anybody because I am breaking the norm.
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When doubting about the step we should make or plans we should accomplish, doubting about ourselves, our capabilities, doubting if we can make it or not. Why not beat the cycle and doubt the doubt?
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Marker Raindrops or is it teardrops falling down? I am drowning, memories fading of living in a house I called home. Save me, find me tell me don't be afraid, that world is still waiting for me to come back. Hug me in your arms and say "it's over dear" shh it's over. I had a dream that angels were flying, but their bodies weren't moving, and their eyes were closed. Their faces were either sad or scared, and I could see the pain through the wind and the waters. They're…
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I am sorry for not always being available.
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I am sorry for not always being available.
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Growing old is realizing that I didn't really know myself well. I still wonder if I will still be me if I've experienced a different life or met different people. I am a combination of their influences, a blend of what I see in my surroundings. I wonder who I will become after all these experiences and encounters, and how they will shape my identity as I continue to grow.
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Just checking up on how things are going. Do you remember what you wore yesterday?
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I wanna find a community here that support each other, people who don't judge easily and are kind enough to listen, share advices and insights. :(
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never run from who you are but run toward whomever you want to be
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I have learned from the lean times taht there is absolutely nothing as paralyzing as a warped reverie about the past or some projected terror of the future. Slowly I am learnng that as long as I stay focused on the right now, I am fine- Am
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I missed slow mornings so much.
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felt so sleepy all day long but I tried to stay awake for some reason. Anyway I am trying out some AI tools such as song maker. I tried to turn my poems into songs and dang! I'm still surprised how good those tools are! but I still won't trade it to original songwriters hehhehe
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When Anxiety Knows What I Care About Before I Do Have you ever been going about your day, feeling pretty normal, when suddenly anxiety hits out of nowhere? It’s as if your brain is saying, “Hey, remember that thing you didn’t even realize you cared about? Surprise—it’s a huge deal!” And suddenly, you're overwhelmed by something you didn’t even know was on your radar a few minutes ago. This happens to me a lot. It's like anxiety knows what’s important to me before I figure it…
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It's never too late to start again.
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Board exam review is fast approaching. Taking things seriously, planning out and making study habit is what I am doing right now. First I have to have GOAL and since my mind I am very anxious about what if's, and I am having hard time focusing, I will reduce extra screen time to maximize planning and taking action instead of scrolling and watching the whole day. I noticed that all the things I see in my feed influences my mind into tricking to do exactly what they are doing…
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Just because it hurts, it doesn't mean it isn't worth it and if even if it stings, it's just a temporary thing. I'm not saying that changing won't cause you love won't make you cry. But it will all make sense when the growing pain subside. - Growing pains by Maria Mena
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First day of review tomorrow. I started to customize a schedule tracker earlier but I still hasn't finished it. I am using excel and later on I'll do the same sched tracker using notion just to keep organized.
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first day of board exam review: check It was amazing how instructors are not the usual read and discuss instructors but they incorporated a fun a great way of learning to make sure that us, students are learning and understanding each questions very carefully. After orientation with few tips about review, we had a 200 item post exam and around 3:00pm-5:00pm, we had post exam rationale. that's all
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red fall warning alert in our area. stay safe evryone
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Since I was absent yesterday due to lost typhoon, I wasn't able to attend the day 3 of my class: Topic was about Parasitology Introduction. But earlier I was able to attend zoom for the continuation of the course. It started 8 am. Well there was alot of information to process but I am taking it little by little to understand even more. I am also inspired by the Instructor. He was one of the topnotchers in 2016. The way he explained everything pretty much says it all. Now to…
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Part two of Histopath online review class will start in a while. I didn't feel any pressure with our Instructor He's quite fun!. Even the waley jokes are funny lol.
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Alright! Yesterday We were able to finish part one of our Immunosero and bloodbanking. It took about 8 hours lecture with 10-15 minutes break as well (am and afternoon), One hour lunch time and resume. Later, we will start the part two of the lecture and tomorrow, a different topic will be discussed. anyway, it's started to get windy! I hope everyone's good and safe!