Another day has begun, I'm off to the university for clearance signing. Time is indeed real fast. I started my first article here by writing how difficult it is for me to apply to universities when the curriculum switched into k12. now I am finally getting that diplomaaa. Thank you God for giving me the strength to resume this journey. This small step is already a big win for me. every single day is already an achievement, and waking up to live this life is always already a…
@abrilata in June 2024
I just watched "How to make millions before Grandma Dies" it's already 10 pm and my eyes are still swollen. I haven't cried that much over a simple film before. luckily we bought extra paper towels because a small handkerchief is not enough.
Breaking chains I've realized the importance of breaking free from the chains that bind me to societal expectations and the opinions of others. "For once," I tell myself, "go on, be free." It's time to release the weight of others' judgments and the burden of seeking approval. I must forget those who don't show mercy, for their negativity only holds me back from reaching my full potential. Change is inevitable, and I must embrace it wholeheartedly. I will change what I need…
If I could talk to my AI self There were days when I would sit alone and imagine things about what could have happened if I had chosen to follow the opposite side of my decisions, or simply decisions that I considered but completely ignored. What would my life be like on the other side of this universe? So many questions swirl in my head, and some of them are indescribably confusing me even more. If I could only talk to my AI self, I would try to ask questions that my human…
The worst thing about being brave is when people expect you that you can stand alone or you don't need help. when in fact you also longer for protection you also needed to be saved.
Take me, let me Take me to where all the pain gathers, where sorrow's shadows weep in secret and the weight of the world rests upon weary shoulders. And say my name once more, like a whispered prayer amidst the chaos. Say my name once more and I will arrive faster than a second step. I will bring the moon and let its light claim the blanket of the evening and beat the darkness that shrouds each aching soul and make home or a sanctuary or a haven for the sea of tears…
Happy Father's day
I need my Joy back *"Maybe this is what happens when you grow up; you feel less joy"-* and it hits real hard. Truth they say they say that when we're young, we are often controlled by our emotions. As we get older, we begin to choose our emotions ourselves and sometimes they are massive and unfamiliar and so overwhelming. We used to be carefree, but now there's ***embarrassment*** and a heightened awareness of society's expectations. We used to be content with our small…
it gets heavier. and heavier and heavier it's painful too painful to carry