@abanik111 17 September 2020 more from that month

Living with cancer

Hey evryone, It's @abanik111 once again here.. Today i will tell you the painful story that happened in my life.. 😞😞 So let's start: I have said before that no one ever thinks that suffering will come down in his life for the rest of his life. I have never thought that so much sorrow will come down in my life. I have been living in the battle of life since 2018 with the pain of death.Because i am cancer patient. I am still alive with pain of cancer. Life change drastically after getting cancer. Life and laughter, happiness are all lost.now i am just living in the struggle to survive. Life before cancer was one way and after it was another way it can never be explended.life was a lot of fun before i got cancer. Horses i miss them a lot now. Because even if you want them now. When the doctor told me that i had cancer, my family would never accept that i would get the disease at such younger age.the doctor saying that i will live for anothers 24 hours. Hearing all this someones family will be broken. I still didn't know anything. After all i knew, i thought it would be better to die.But my father coyld never break down after hearing all this.after i was taken to india one month latter and them i started treatment there. From the time the treatment started the war started new life mi never thought life was so difficult. I wouldnt have relized that people strugle so hard to survive in life. I didn't relized it was not cancer for me. Since i started chemotherapy my body condition has changed of lot. I could not eat and vomited and my physical condition change so much that i could not recognize myself even after seeing many changes. After giving chemotherpay everything in the body change like hair loss is lot of health loss. After losing cancer, i lost of everything from life, like friendship love, versity life.i never thought i would give up. Still not giving up, i am still fighting for survival un the bettle of life. I always tell the God that everyone should be healthy and well without giving this disease to anyone. I can't speak much more.Everyone stay healthy, stay safe and everyone will bless me so that i can stay wall.