@ZoyaAnsari 17 December 2022

People say that time is supposed to make things better, or the bigger picture, clearer. But to me, everything just seems to get more blurry as the days go by. I just get more confused about which path to take and more scared that I already missed my train. It's the worst feeling. Everyday, when I walk in the busy streets, I always wonder how most people have this calm look on their faces. I want to ask them how they do it, I want to know if they're just trying to keep a straight face but their head is full of storms, too. And at night, I talk to the stars till I fall asleep. I silently wish that tomorrow's a better day. That things would eventually feel right, and that one day, I'd smile to myself, realizing that I somehow just stopped wondering.