@ZoyaAnsari 22 May 2021 more from that month

Lost in darkness Stuck in my own head where there not even a glimmer of light for its darker then night. My heart wants to beat but there ain't no life here just sorrow and pain. For I can't even live my life anymore for I don't have the strength to make believe everything is ok. I can't love you for I don't love myself. I may be beaten for a minute for when I come back to the light. The love I'll have will be the best ever in ways none will be ready for. I'm here for a reasons I do not know. There for I will NEVER give up. Knock me down your not the first and won't be the last. I'll get back up and laugh at you. For this will not last forever. But I will cause I will leave my impressions.